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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Igor Bedzor <igorbedzor@... wrote:
I feel like that MANY FUCKING TIMES. It's part of the struggle... See
things like this : If everything was so easy and Satan just showed up and
said " What's up" while you were chilling in your room listening to Nirvana
do you think you would progress Spiritually? It's a huge process, where
many emotions and desires are challegend.
On Wed, Feb 27, 2013 at 1:29 AM, Allison P <
[email protected]:
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Yes. The fact that you have a strong desire to be here over and over
again is a good sign. You ought to trust that feeling! If you feel in
your soul that you belong with Satan, then you do. He knows his own.
And do not get discouraged due to lack of progress. All people feel
this at some point, sometimes multiple times...even advanced and
experienced meditators. it's like you just hit a wall, and you have to
go on and break through that wall! As has been previously stated, to
achieve the Godhead itself takes years and years of hard work; it
takes persistence and perseverence. However, if this is truly where
you belong, then you will keep on and punch through, so to speak, and
keep going. Just be patient! This is very much real, Brother. And we
in this forum, as well as our beloved Father Satan and the other Gods
of Hell, are all with you. Be strong, and reach out to take what you
desire! Hail Father Satan always! Hail lord Andras!
On 2/26/13, radzio_ss truth.seeker1@... wrote:
This is because you are probably a natural Satanist. This often comes
from
past lifes. Many of us are eventually drawn here at some point in our
lifes
to rejoin Satan again. Satan does not forget those who where with him in
the
past. This is probably where your constant desire to be here comes from.
Also do not get discouraged about lack of progress. This often takes
years
of practice. Be patient and keep up the good work.
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "qplayer37" wrote:
There are times i think this isent real because when i meditate i feel
nothing. Over a period of time, i feel like this is real, and getting
back
here, why do i keep getting brought back here? It's a good feeling but
odd, like this is what i need to do, this is where i belong.