id say that ajfbwpubf[ubwefub[bwfibqwbf[qwbe[uqbw[uiwebis probably an infiltratorthats the general rule for people who have [qwourg[ohr[g 8c vwmerio[hc]v hw]rcasgaggras a user name im getting really sick of wierd delusional posts about experiences like this,i understand being new and all but,yes i agree maybe you do need serious helpwhen you cant hear your own thoughts as they are "muted" and you have a dozen voices telling you to "kill yourself" then theres something super wrong because you either are to stupid to control your own thoughtsor your not mentally tough enough to ignore nasty voices in your head,although seeing you must have had an attraction to satan you are probably a very naturally "open" person,and a lot of the time natural psychics arent the most mentally fortified my advice is to make up your mind, your life either is something to live for or it isnt,thats a choice weve all made before and you have to do it on your ownthrough satan everyone here has come to realize a real life purpose,the jos use the lure of eternal life and advancement for humanity,if thats not a good enough incentive for you then what would bejust try and reflect upon the fact that most of us would guess you to be an infiltrator HAIL SATAN