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[barry1]

Thought I would introduce myself on here I have had a chat with a few if u on the site but I thought I would post and get a broad spec on advice first hi to u all, I'll tell u what it is my name is Barry and I was brought up Christian from a young age but it never sat right with me as I grew up I felt drawn to what I considered alternate things I joined a meditation circle and eventually started working with the pendulum and tarot during my meditations I learned to recognise my own energy which is blue btw and after a while I was joined by 2 others a bald priest who has yet to speak to me but rests his hand on my left shoulder and a crow who sits on my right shoulder. The crow told me his name was raum and he had been with me from the beginning and always will I was told he was my gate keeper kinda like a spiritual bouncer to keep out negative energies while i was open I researched him and realised he was a demon now at the time this freaked me out and I stopped everything for a few years then recently restarted. Now I asked him what he wanted and he told me just to help I was still unsure so he advised me to go back to church and I wondered why but I went back a few times and it still didn't feel right but now I understand I felt unsure and fearful bit because he made ne feel that way as he doesn't feel negative in any way but because of the dogma I was brought up with. I am still struggling with myself even now it's hard to unlearn what u were taught ur whole life but in trying. I am now quite sure what I want to do but am not ready to yet I am studying the site currently, u think I just would like some advice on how to proceed, what others experience with demons is especially raum and just to get to know some others who are more knowledgeable on these things than myself I only have what I was told by the church which I gave questioned for years thanks in advance and sorry for the long loose but I have been holding back for what feels like an age with this it's actually a great relief just to post this and introduce myself to u all

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

Hi welcome. There are a lot of knowledgeable Satanists up here and many of us have had great and rewarding experiences with the demons My guardian Demon is Haggenti and it seems as if Raum may be yours. Do not be afraid just keep studying the site and you will find that Christianity is a lie. Make sure you read exsposingchristianity.com It will wake you up to the truth. Know that humanity has been decieved and father Satan and the powers of hell (Wants to help us And guide us) The demons are our teachers and want to give us knowledge.




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On Sat, Jun 30, 2012 11:28 AM EDT Barry wrote:

Thought I would introduce myself on here I have had a chat with a few if u on the site but I thought I would post and get a broad spec on advice first hi to u all, I'll tell u what it is my name is Barry and I was brought up Christian from a young age but it never sat right with me as I grew up I felt drawn to what I considered alternate things I joined a meditation circle and eventually started working with the pendulum and tarot during my meditations I learned to recognise my own energy which is blue btw and after a while I was joined by 2 others a bald priest who has yet to speak to me but rests his hand on my left shoulder and a crow who sits on my right shoulder. The crow told me his name was raum and he had been with me from the beginning and always will I was told he was my gate keeper kinda like a spiritual bouncer to keep out negative energies while i was open I researched him and realised he was a demon now at the time this freaked me out and
I stopped everything for a few years then recently restarted. Now I asked him what he wanted and he told me just to help I was still unsure so he advised me to go back to church and I wondered why but I went back a few times and it still didn't feel right but now I understand I felt unsure and fearful bit because he made ne feel that way as he doesn't feel negative in any way but because of the dogma I was brought up with. I am still struggling with myself even now it's hard to unlearn what u were taught ur whole life but in trying. I am now quite sure what I want to do but am not ready to yet I am studying the site currently, u think I just would like some advice on how to proceed, what others experience with demons is especially raum and just to get to know some others who are more knowledgeable on these things than myself I only have what I was told by the church which I gave questioned for years thanks in advance and sorry for the long loose but I
have been holding back for what feels like an age with this it's actually a great relief just to post this and introduce myself to u all