Hello brothers and sisters,
I did a 80 day rosary working for money a little over a year ago. I started at a time that wasn’t necessarily good for it but not against it either. During that time it felt desperate for a miracle which is why I didn’t wait for a more optimal time. My situation has gradually improved but during that time my situation got substantially worse. I went from debt to drowning debt and falling so far behind almost collections and high stress. I was able to identify where I believe my mistakes were made.
I thought about and obsessed over it at possible times
Part of me didn’t really believe in it while doing the working
Timing
I felt desperate begging for a miracle which
I didn’t have an established connection to receive and didn’t try to start there (jobless and not actively searching for opportunities but respecting them to come)
This was honestly very difficult to recover from, I now work a job that has the potential to pay very high and very little (commission and performance based)
I noticed quickly when I started how I truly thought of money and could find myself sabotaging certain opportunities. Upon reflection I decided to do a Freeing the Soul Working. By the end I felt truly liberated and is if I wasn’t standing in my own way anymore. My financial situation naturally started increasing and my relationship to the HoO as well. It felt like a massive momentum was carrying and it felt amazing. I hit a dip (pretty normal for my industry) and decided to try a money working again. This time from a position of strength not desperation. Immediately I noticed an increase in my performance, closing much higher ticket deals with more commission and viewing my relationship to money differently.
However, I’m in sales and Mercury Retrograde felt like a horrible time to be selling what I was so I decided to get kind of lazy because I didn’t want to feel like I was screwing people over if there was something in their contract they would later find realizing they didn’t see it initially. Because of this naturally my perfomance decreased with my finances not being far behind. I’m still doing decent but my situation has not increased and I actually noticed a minor decrease. Because of this I decided to start another 40 days and while I feel like there is momentum, I’m beginning to have my doubts again and want to eliminate while there is still plenty of time to do so.
My current place of work is also completely honestly a terribly toxic environment with SO MUCH negative energy and it’s to the point I’m exhausted after I walk in the door so staying motivated to continue is getting harder every day. I’m currently seeing new opportunities begin to fall into place but am unsure if there are other things I can be doing to amplify my progress, if there are other obstacles I should actively be working through and at the end of this 40 being at 80 days, if I see the same plateau of results no increase but no decrease should I do another 40 days or is it time to take a step back and find what else is there?
Thank you to all of those who take the time to read and help not just me but all of the Zevists striving♥️♥️♥️
We are all worthy of Prosperity and Abundance let us find the strength in ourselves to reach it with Sovereignty, and as a community to actively create a better future for ourselves and the Temple⭐️⚡️

