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valkyrie.vixen

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Only through Saga. Have I come to terms with the sexual abuse ive endoured. It began when I was 11 being molested by my father's girlfriends nephew. He was wrongfully granted visitation and every trip I was terrified to go to sleep because I knew he would find me. He is a very controlling Leo whose mother kept him homeschooled, leaving him a horny teenager with no social skills or friends to speak of. Hence why he spent all his time with a girl 3 years younger, and my little brother 4 1/2. I told my father he had been "touching me" and my dad didn't believe me, so I guess I thought it was something I just had to endure. I kept that mindset for 10 years and up until I was 17 it was more common than I can say..... I learner to date big men to protect me, and have always been more sexually attracted to girls because I associate sex with them with the times I want it!! It had been awhile since I had gotten drunk enough to let it happen....... but basically I was trapped last night and awoke with the scumbags cock on my ass, with my last memory being looking up music on the computer. Mercifully, I had left my body, while my body went into zombie mode and I was asking a fellow Satanist to save me while astrally projecting to their house. They are open enough tl know I waxing distress,but just lost sleep
... didn't go to the house of the person I said I was going to see a movie with.... they didn't take me to a movie, they took ne to their studio apartment wit a new bottle of expensive, strong vodka. I can drink it like a fish,and they poured the bottle down my throat for an hour or 2. It was empty this morning. I'm going with the Satanist I tried to get to help me to the cops tomorrow. The sexual predator admitted itinerant texts to us both. Its going to be a big step for me because ive never reported it before, but the Gods, specifically Astaroth, whom I have grown extremely close to,are giving me the strength I need to get through it
Of course, his soul is already fucked as I was cursing him while it happened and for 3 hours today, but I want him to be legally fucked as well.
 
Good for you! Isn't it great how Father gives us the courage to face things in our life.More and more,I realize that I really am the god of my own life.I can choose,or not choose to live my life the way I see fit,and it is my choice only.Because of the truth I have found here,I too have had the courage to make some hard choices,but things are going to be all the better for it I know.We don't have to settle in life,but we can enjoy it to the fullest because of who our creator Satan has made us.We are finally becoming what He designed us to be in the first place.
 Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler
From: valkyrie.vixen <valkyrie.vixen@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, March 17, 2012 12:28 AM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Finally standing up to sexual abuse!

  Only through Saga. Have I come to terms with the sexual abuse ive endoured. It began when I was 11 being molested by my father's girlfriends nephew. He was wrongfully granted visitation and every trip I was terrified to go to sleep because I knew he would find me. He is a very controlling Leo whose mother kept him homeschooled, leaving him a horny teenager with no social skills or friends to speak of. Hence why he spent all his time with a girl 3 years younger, and my little brother 4 1/2. I told my father he had been "touching me" and my dad didn't believe me, so I guess I thought it was something I just had to endure. I kept that mindset for 10 years and up until I was 17 it was more common than I can say..... I learner to date big men to protect me, and have always been more sexually attracted to girls because I associate sex with them with the times I want it!! It had been awhile since I had gotten drunk enough to let it happen....... but basically I was trapped last night and awoke with the scumbags cock on my ass, with my last memory being looking up music on the computer. Mercifully, I had left my body, while my body went into zombie mode and I was asking a fellow Satanist to save me while astrally projecting to their house. They are open enough tl know I waxing distress,but just lost sleep
... didn't go to the house of the person I said I was going to see a movie with.... they didn't take me to a movie, they took ne to their studio apartment wit a new bottle of expensive, strong vodka. I can drink it like a fish,and they poured the bottle down my throat for an hour or 2. It was empty this morning. I'm going with the Satanist I tried to get to help me to the cops tomorrow. The sexual predator admitted itinerant texts to us both. Its going to be a big step for me because ive never reported it before, but the Gods, specifically Astaroth, whom I have grown extremely close to,are giving me the strength I need to get through it
Of course, his soul is already fucked as I was cursing him while it happened and for 3 hours today, but I want him to be legally fucked as well.
 
Sorry to hear about what happened, and I know he will get what he deserves. Mars is retrograde so destruction rituals aren't a good idea or I'd add my energies and we would destroy him. A slow painful death would be too good for him.

Many people have gone through the same thing, with parents not believing. It's terrible. And all thanks to the kikes.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "valkyrie.vixen" <valkyrie.vixen@... wrote:

Only through Saga. Have I come to terms with the sexual abuse ive endoured. It began when I was 11 being molested by my father's girlfriends nephew. He was wrongfully granted visitation and every trip I was terrified to go to sleep because I knew he would find me. He is a very controlling Leo whose mother kept him homeschooled, leaving him a horny teenager with no social skills or friends to speak of. Hence why he spent all his time with a girl 3 years younger, and my little brother 4 1/2. I told my father he had been "touching me" and my dad didn't believe me, so I guess I thought it was something I just had to endure. I kept that mindset for 10 years and up until I was 17 it was more common than I can say..... I learner to date big men to protect me, and have always been more sexually attracted to girls because I associate sex with them with the times I want it!! It had been awhile since I had gotten drunk enough to let it happen....... but basically I was trapped last night and awoke with the scumbags cock on my ass, with my last memory being looking up music on the computer. Mercifully, I had left my body, while my body went into zombie mode and I was asking a fellow Satanist to save me while astrally projecting to their house. They are open enough tl know I waxing distress,but just lost sleep
... didn't go to the house of the person I said I was going to see a movie with.... they didn't take me to a movie, they took ne to their studio apartment wit a new bottle of expensive, strong vodka. I can drink it like a fish,and they poured the bottle down my throat for an hour or 2. It was empty this morning. I'm going with the Satanist I tried to get to help me to the cops tomorrow. The sexual predator admitted itinerant texts to us both. Its going to be a big step for me because ive never reported it before, but the Gods, specifically Astaroth, whom I have grown extremely close to,are giving me the strength I need to get through it
Of course, his soul is already fucked as I was cursing him while it happened and for 3 hours today, but I want him to be legally fucked as well.
 
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