valkyrie.vixen
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- Sep 23, 2013
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Only through Saga. Have I come to terms with the sexual abuse ive endoured. It began when I was 11 being molested by my father's girlfriends nephew. He was wrongfully granted visitation and every trip I was terrified to go to sleep because I knew he would find me. He is a very controlling Leo whose mother kept him homeschooled, leaving him a horny teenager with no social skills or friends to speak of. Hence why he spent all his time with a girl 3 years younger, and my little brother 4 1/2. I told my father he had been "touching me" and my dad didn't believe me, so I guess I thought it was something I just had to endure. I kept that mindset for 10 years and up until I was 17 it was more common than I can say..... I learner to date big men to protect me, and have always been more sexually attracted to girls because I associate sex with them with the times I want it!! It had been awhile since I had gotten drunk enough to let it happen....... but basically I was trapped last night and awoke with the scumbags cock on my ass, with my last memory being looking up music on the computer. Mercifully, I had left my body, while my body went into zombie mode and I was asking a fellow Satanist to save me while astrally projecting to their house. They are open enough tl know I waxing distress,but just lost sleep
... didn't go to the house of the person I said I was going to see a movie with.... they didn't take me to a movie, they took ne to their studio apartment wit a new bottle of expensive, strong vodka. I can drink it like a fish,and they poured the bottle down my throat for an hour or 2. It was empty this morning. I'm going with the Satanist I tried to get to help me to the cops tomorrow. The sexual predator admitted itinerant texts to us both. Its going to be a big step for me because ive never reported it before, but the Gods, specifically Astaroth, whom I have grown extremely close to,are giving me the strength I need to get through it
Of course, his soul is already fucked as I was cursing him while it happened and for 3 hours today, but I want him to be legally fucked as well.
... didn't go to the house of the person I said I was going to see a movie with.... they didn't take me to a movie, they took ne to their studio apartment wit a new bottle of expensive, strong vodka. I can drink it like a fish,and they poured the bottle down my throat for an hour or 2. It was empty this morning. I'm going with the Satanist I tried to get to help me to the cops tomorrow. The sexual predator admitted itinerant texts to us both. Its going to be a big step for me because ive never reported it before, but the Gods, specifically Astaroth, whom I have grown extremely close to,are giving me the strength I need to get through it
Of course, his soul is already fucked as I was cursing him while it happened and for 3 hours today, but I want him to be legally fucked as well.