Finally Dedicated.

[mason666yeahx]

Hi allI finally dedicated. I was so nervous though. I wrote the prayer, signed name and signature in pen, pricked very little blood from finger, and pressed it on paper next to name, ( didn't sign name with blood ). Then light black candle sat in dark and read out loud the prayer. 
If I can be honest...you say what's in our hearts that counts, I read it out loud but didn't feel like I meant any of it, and again...just being honest I felt horrible when reading the " I renounce his vile and worthless son Jesus christ " ( I was raised in a catholic school, is probably the reason ). I forced myself to burn the paper. 
After it was done I felt very strange, like I made a huge mistake and begun to panic like crazy, I think I was being attacked by angles intensely. I've been depressed all week shaky and nervouse, trying to remember all that I've learnt from j.o.s but intense fear kept coming back. 
Soon, after desperation I started to repent to see if it would make me feel better, and started dismissing and rejecting satan and saying disrespectful things to him Out of fear.
Later on in the week i started to meditate, it made me feel much better and powerful and I heard a voice say to me whilst meditating " well done son " in a proud and encouraging way.
I'm very confused right now, it's obvious I've got to meditate, but there's allot of crazy shit going on in my head right now, like extreme guilt and depression but I have an oppertunity for the first time in my life to advance myself and my life beyond limits, and when I think of it that way I'm laughing and joking around like I used to, but in the background there's the guilt reminding me what I've done.
Has any one else felt this? Will it pass? Am I forgiven by satan for how I spoke to him? 
Thanks in advance.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

You need to do the Dedication ritual again based on what I read. Also, you cannot hear Father Satan yet because you are not open enough. You need to open your Soul, and then empower it to a degree. The enemy is fucking with your head. If you did not sign in blood then I believe you did not dedicate.

Think about it. Back in the day, we who wanted to Dedicate to Satan ha to swim through pools of alligators. While they were well fed, the one who approached the Dedication had NO IDEA.

I advise you stop meditating right now until you Dedicate properly because you're in DANGER doing so undedicated! They pulled this same shit on me lol. I thought I had Dedicated in my astral temple but I did it wrong entirely, and started to see enemy thought forms they almost convinced me that I was seeing our Gods/Goddesses. I didn't fully buy it though thanks to my psychic abilities. Without those I mighta been a dead duck.

You have to bite past the abject fear they are plaguing you with. None of those feelings are your own NONE OF THEM. Again, you seriously cannot hear our Gods/Goddesses, let alone Father Satan. If you want freedom be prepared to fight for it.

Understand that the world outside of being a Spiritual Satanist is jew controlled and designed to make Gentiles think they are free but are entirely at the mercy of the eternal jew. If the jew slips the rug out from under them they're screwed. "Free society and thought" are clever jewish instigations that make Gentiles think they have power and are in control. I think a lot lol. I just thought I would let you know that.

 

[Mishka Akhsim]

The enemy has relentlessly brainwashed you since you were born, and Satan understands this.They do all in their power to keep Gentiles separated from their true creator. Fear is a strong motivator and it can make us do irrational things. But remember that fear has no place in Satanism, and know that you CAN achieve what you want in life, and that Satan and his Demons are here for us when things are too large for us to handle.

It sounds like you have a lot of hang ups, which must be worked through. Continue to study the JOS sight, read EVERYTHING, and you should certainly begin a meditation program. I hope this helps!

HAIL SATAN!



On Friday, May 8, 2015 6:02 PM, "mason666yeahx@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hi allI finally dedicated. I was so nervous though. I wrote the prayer, signed name and signature in pen, pricked very little blood from finger, and pressed it on paper next to name, ( didn't sign name with blood ). Then light black candle sat in dark and read out loud the prayer. 
If I can be honest...you say what's in our hearts that counts, I read it out loud but didn't feel like I meant any of it, and again...just being honest I felt horrible when reading the " I renounce his vile and worthless son Jesus christ " ( I was raised in a catholic school, is probably the reason ). I forced myself to burn the paper. 
After it was done I felt very strange, like I made a huge mistake and begun to panic like crazy, I think I was being attacked by angles intensely. I've been depressed all week shaky and nervouse, trying to remember all that I've learnt from j.o.s but intense fear kept coming back. 
Soon, after desperation I started to repent to see if it would make me feel better, and started dismissing and rejecting satan and saying disrespectful things to him Out of fear.
Later on in the week i started to meditate, it made me feel much better and powerful and I heard a voice say to me whilst meditating " well done son " in a proud and encouraging way.
I'm very confused right now, it's obvious I've got to meditate, but there's allot of crazy shit going on in my head right now, like extreme guilt and depression but I have an oppertunity for the first time in my life to advance myself and my life beyond limits, and when I think of it that way I'm laughing and joking around like I used to, but in the background there's the guilt reminding me what I've done.
Has any one else felt this? Will it pass? Am I forgiven by satan for how I spoke to him? 
Thanks in advance.

 

[mason666yeahx]

Ok well thanks mate, I mean just to be certain....I pricked my finger and pressed about 4 little dots on the paper ( I could hardly get blood out my finger ). Does the blood have to be in my signature/full name? And again when I read the prayer it didn't really come from the heart just simply read it. Even though I do honor satan. 
I mean if it was valid I guess I would of known and felt great like I've heard others say. Instead I felt very bad afterwards and have felt very guilty, weather this was the enemy or not I felt negative.
Please reply as it will confirm that I must prepare myself next time and be in a much more determined mindset.Thankyou again. 

 

[Allison Passino]

It is valid! Your feeling guilty, scared or whatever? It's like
Desciple said: those feelings are of the enemy! They want you to be
afraid of our beloved Father, Satan; he is our dear, wise Father, our
Creator! Why ought you to fear him? Because the enemy entities and
their puppets say so? Bah! Fuck that!

Oh, and as an aside: I dedicated my soul on Beltane of 2008. I hardly
got any blood out, but there was a very little bit; I could tell
because the paper was sticky where my finger had pressed on it, but as
I am blind, I could not, obviously, see the blood. But, after I had
dedicated, performed the ritual, I did not realy feel very much. i was
calm and peaceful, and was glad and happy that i had done the ritual;
but I felt no amazing burst of energy, heard no voices or whatever.
But Father Satan and my Patron daemons have made it abundantly clear
that my dedication rite was accepted 7 years ago! Many Satanic
Brethren here in these Yahoo groups have expressed that they
themselves felt nothing much after first dedicating; it varies, and is
no indication of the dedication ritual's validity!

Oh, and just wanted to add that, whilst I, and many others, could not
hear Lord/Father Satan, or any other God right after dedication,
saying that categorically, right off the bat, that this is not
possible is a bit wrong, at least I think it is. What if as you say,
Desciple, you are latently psychic? Maxine herself said that past
lives carry over from our souls; what we do in our past lives remains
with us. So, 3 options are there: either he heard the enemy, he heard
Satan, or it was his imagination. And only he will be able to
determine that in future. I am sorry; no disrespect meant, Desciple,
sir, but I felt i needed to add that. It is my personal belief that,
if Lord/Father Satan truly desires to communicate wiht us, regardless
of how closed-off we are psychically, he *will* be able to do so! But
this is merely my own opinion; as I say, I did not hear him or any
Gods when I dedicated, but saying that that is flatly impossible when
newly dedicated, I thought was a bit inaccurate. We all are born,
inately, with different psychic abilities, and past lives do play a
part in this.

On 5/9/15, mason666yeahx@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Ok well thanks mate, I mean just to be certain.... I pricked my finger and
pressed about 4 little dots on the paper ( I could hardly get blood out my
finger ). Does the blood have to be in my signature/full name? And again
when I read the prayer it didn't really come from the heart just simply read
it. Even though I do honor satan.

I mean if it was valid I guess I would of known and felt great like I've
heard others say. Instead I felt very bad afterwards and have felt very
guilty, weather this was the enemy or not I felt negative.


Please reply as it will confirm that I must prepare myself next time and be
in a much more determined mindset.
Thankyou again.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

@Mason. Yeah, it you feel negative, or bad then it's the enemy pulling more shit on you to keep you from doing it period. They're most likely the reason you screwed up not you.

You do need to sign your name with blood, not entirely in blood. I myself only used some blood. If you can only get out a drop and incorporate it into your signature then that's entirely fine. You can do it!

Tell jewhova to fuck off.

 

[arsenal9408]

Keep going this is normal, yes he understands it, he is a half million years old. I think he is wise enough haha

 

[descipleofthegods13]

@Allison Passino

What I really meant is this. I wanted them to put it out of their mind because I am a little worried about the enemies tricks towards this person. It IS possible for that to happen, but incredibly rare. Yeah, I am latently psychic but it leaves a lot to be desired. I've been through the thorough wringer since I Dedicated because I came into Spiritual Satanism with two greys on my ass which I recently got rid of. When I say on my ass, I mean to the FULLEST extent possible. To ordinary people who haven't had contact with these beings(mine happened at birth not of my choosing) They are downright deadly. I had 20 or more years of BS from them just about all of the twenty unaware of what was going on. A lot of psychological damage has been done...

Now I have a higher level jewhovan entity that has come and gone and has possessed me twice since yesterday. Yog Sothoth is right, there's little they can do in the way of truly assaulting you. But, when you lose control of yourself no matter how hard you fight, it's ridiculous. I've had that happen multiple times in the last year before. It said it was an angel. I suspect something else, but it's whatever. I just asked Father Satan to help me.

I cannot handle something like that. I do the regular meditations and use the ALGIZ rune, and am finishing up a banishing ritual working 10 days to go ..I think maybe 9 I keep a tally score.

The main problem is that for the last 10 years I had been accosted day in, and day out by the ones I just killed as if coming at my birth wasn't enough... So, a lot problems remain because of that. I know I'll get over them but sheesh. To the ordinary who haven't had an extremely long stay they're cute, and pathetic, but to me they're a little more annoying.

Suffice to say, a lot of trauma. It's real funny. By the time I killed my original assailants I was gonna go get a job, now I have rendering physical problems which prohibit me from getting one not of my own doing entirely.
Yes, the enemy seems cute, but  never underestimate them. I'm doing a lot better since I killed those fuckers though. The attacks aren't constant anymore which is nice. Le sigh. I know this will end but I need peace..

This is ridiculous. Despite their best efforts though I refuse to stop doing what I do. I love being a Spiritual Satanist despite their threats.

Gee, the shit I gotta put up with for sticking up for my race.

 

[MOHAMAD AHMADI]

@disciple hello brother. you said sth that made a question for me. so you say we cannot be sure if it is our gods that speaking or filthy greys . so they even convince you that they are our gods . so how we can be sure that the voices are gods? plz explain it. hail father satan


On Saturday, May 9, 2015 2:50 PM, "descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  You need to do the Dedication ritual again based on what I read. Also, you cannot hear Father Satan yet because you are not open enough. You need to open your Soul, and then empower it to a degree. The enemy is fucking with your head. If you did not sign in blood then I believe you did not dedicate.

Think about it. Back in the day, we who wanted to Dedicate to Satan ha to swim through pools of alligators. While they were well fed, the one who approached the Dedication had NO IDEA.

I advise you stop meditating right now until you Dedicate properly because you're in DANGER doing so undedicated! They pulled this same shit on me lol. I thought I had Dedicated in my astral temple but I did it wrong entirely, and started to see enemy thought forms they almost convinced me that I was seeing our Gods/Goddesses. I didn't fully buy it though thanks to my psychic abilities. Without those I mighta been a dead duck.

You have to bite past the abject fear they are plaguing you with. None of those feelings are your own NONE OF THEM. Again, you seriously cannot hear our Gods/Goddesses, let alone Father Satan. If you want freedom be prepared to fight for it.

Understand that the world outside of being a Spiritual Satanist is jew controlled and designed to make Gentiles think they are free but are entirely at the mercy of the eternal jew. If the jew slips the rug out from under them they're screwed. "Free society and thought" are clever jewish instigations that make Gentiles think they have power and are in control. I think a lot lol. I just thought I would let you know that.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

@Amahdi. It seems the message I posted didn't go through. I'll repost it. Father Satan gives direct answers typically. Sometimes hell give you part of an answer and the rest later. I guess I depends on the length of the message he's trying to tell you.

If you receive a message you needed to think about and/or it seems confusing then know it was the enemy that gave you a message. Here's my way of determining whether it was from the enemy or not. Take the message account but hold out on taking it personally. You have to try and take it skeptically. Tell Father Satan when you receive said message you're listening if you're trying to tell me something. If it truly was a message from Father Satan you'll get dots connected in time.

If it was from the enemy it's typically a BS message that goes nowhere. I once got a message about using the Fehu rune for a money working. I was confused and thought it made no sense as I wouldn't really need the money for any reason at all, at least not right now. Taking also into account that I knew nothing of astrology it probably would have been wasted effort as a money working needs to be timed entirely.

So you see the enemy gives you BULLSHIT messages that are meant to mislead you and ruin your progress. Father Satan has given me a few messages recently very small ones but all the same. They all made perfect sense down the line as I waited patiently. Each message was in parts but all the same connected without the need to really think at all they were all very direct messages that clicked quickly in my mind.

The enemy will give you messages that play on your current fears or insecurities whether conscious or subconscious ones typically. Either that or like I said, dead end ridiculous almost insane seeming messages when you give it a little thought.

The enemy is insane entirely. Which is why most of our Gentile fellows are in such a state of misery and neuroticism if not almost entirely insane themselves. When one involves them self with jewhova and its cronies expect insanity to follow quickly.

We must work ridiculous hard to the bone no cutting corners or making excuses to get our fellows away from these evil psychopaths that embody death disease and pure fucking darkness collectively known as jewhova.

TO THE RETURN OF OUR HOLY SATANIC REGIME!!

HAIL SATAN SAY IT LOUD AND PROUD!!