Finally Dedicated.

[mason666yeahx]

Hi allI finally dedicated. I was so nervous though. I wrote the prayer, signed name and signature in pen, pricked very little blood from finger, and pressed it on paper next to name, ( didn't sign name with blood ). Then light black candle sat in dark and read out loud the prayer. 
If I can be honest...you say what's in our hearts that counts, I read it out loud but didn't feel like I meant any of it, and again...just being honest I felt horrible when reading the " I renounce his vile and worthless son Jesus christ " ( I was raised in a catholic school, is probably the reason ). I forced myself to burn the paper. 
After it was done I felt very strange, like I made a huge mistake and begun to panic like crazy, I think I was being attacked by angles intensely. I've been depressed all week shaky and nervouse, trying to remember all that I've learnt from j.o.s but intense fear kept coming back. 
Soon, after desperation I started to repent to see if it would make me feel better, and started dismissing and rejecting satan and saying disrespectful things to him Out of fear.
Later on in the week i started to meditate, it made me feel much better and powerful and I heard a voice say to me whilst meditating " well done son " in a proud and encouraging way.
I'm very confused right now, it's obvious I've got to meditate, but there's allot of crazy shit going on in my head right now, like extreme guilt and depression but I have an oppertunity for the first time in my life to advance myself and my life beyond limits, and when I think of it that way I'm laughing and joking around like I used to, but in the background there's the guilt reminding me what I've done.
Has any one else felt this? Will it pass? Am I forgiven by satan for how I spoke to him? 
Thanks in advance.

 

[Mishka Akhsim]

The enemy has relentlessly brainwashed you since you were born, and Satan understands this.They do all in their power to keep Gentiles separated from their true creator. Fear is a strong motivator and it can make us do irrational things. But remember that fear has no place in Satanism, and know that you CAN achieve what you want in life, and that Satan and his Demons are here for us when things are too large for us to handle.

It sounds like you have a lot of hang ups, which must be worked through. Continue to study the JOS sight, read EVERYTHING, and you should certainly begin a meditation program. I hope this helps!

HAIL SATAN!




  Hi allI finally dedicated. I was so nervous though. I wrote the prayer, signed name and signature in pen, pricked very little blood from finger, and pressed it on paper next to name, ( didn't sign name with blood ). Then light black candle sat in dark and read out loud the prayer. 
If I can be honest...you say what's in our hearts that counts, I read it out loud but didn't feel like I meant any of it, and again...just being honest I felt horrible when reading the " I renounce his vile and worthless son Jesus christ " ( I was raised in a catholic school, is probably the reason ). I forced myself to burn the paper. 
After it was done I felt very strange, like I made a huge mistake and begun to panic like crazy, I think I was being attacked by angles intensely. I've been depressed all week shaky and nervouse, trying to remember all that I've learnt from j.o.s but intense fear kept coming back. 
Soon, after desperation I started to repent to see if it would make me feel better, and started dismissing and rejecting satan and saying disrespectful things to him Out of fear.
Later on in the week i started to meditate, it made me feel much better and powerful and I heard a voice say to me whilst meditating " well done son " in a proud and encouraging way.
I'm very confused right now, it's obvious I've got to meditate, but there's allot of crazy shit going on in my head right now, like extreme guilt and depression but I have an oppertunity for the first time in my life to advance myself and my life beyond limits, and when I think of it that way I'm laughing and joking around like I used to, but in the background there's the guilt reminding me what I've done.
Has any one else felt this? Will it pass? Am I forgiven by satan for how I spoke to him? 
Thanks in advance.

 

[mason666yeahx]

Ok well thanks mate, I mean just to be certain....I pricked my finger and pressed about 4 little dots on the paper ( I could hardly get blood out my finger ). Does the blood have to be in my signature/full name? And again when I read the prayer it didn't really come from the heart just simply read it. Even though I do honor satan. 
I mean if it was valid I guess I would of known and felt great like I've heard others say. Instead I felt very bad afterwards and have felt very guilty, weather this was the enemy or not I felt negative.
Please reply as it will confirm that I must prepare myself next time and be in a much more determined mindset.Thankyou again. 

 

[Allison Passino]

It is valid! Your feeling guilty, scared or whatever? It's like
Desciple said: those feelings are of the enemy! They want you to be
afraid of our beloved Father, Satan; he is our dear, wise Father, our
Creator! Why ought you to fear him? Because the enemy entities and
their puppets say so? Bah! Fuck that!

Oh, and as an aside: I dedicated my soul on Beltane of 2008. I hardly
got any blood out, but there was a very little bit; I could tell
because the paper was sticky where my finger had pressed on it, but as
I am blind, I could not, obviously, see the blood. But, after I had
dedicated, performed the ritual, I did not realy feel very much. i was
calm and peaceful, and was glad and happy that i had done the ritual;
but I felt no amazing burst of energy, heard no voices or whatever.
But Father Satan and my Patron daemons have made it abundantly clear
that my dedication rite was accepted 7 years ago! Many Satanic
Brethren here in these Yahoo groups have expressed that they
themselves felt nothing much after first dedicating; it varies, and is
no indication of the dedication ritual's validity!

Oh, and just wanted to add that, whilst I, and many others, could not
hear Lord/Father Satan, or any other God right after dedication,
saying that categorically, right off the bat, that this is not
possible is a bit wrong, at least I think it is. What if as you say,
Desciple, you are latently psychic? Pythia herself said that past
lives carry over from our souls; what we do in our past lives remains
with us. So, 3 options are there: either he heard the enemy, he heard
Satan, or it was his imagination. And only he will be able to
determine that in future. I am sorry; no disrespect meant, Desciple,
sir, but I felt i needed to add that. It is my personal belief that,
if Lord/Father Satan truly desires to communicate wiht us, regardless
of how closed-off we are psychically, he *will* be able to do so! But
this is merely my own opinion; as I say, I did not hear him or any
Gods when I dedicated, but saying that that is flatly impossible when
newly dedicated, I thought was a bit inaccurate. We all are born,
inately, with different psychic abilities, and past lives do play a
part in this.

On 5/9/15, mason666yeahx@... [JoyofSatan666]
wrote:

Ok well thanks mate, I mean just to be certain.... I pricked my finger and
pressed about 4 little dots on the paper ( I could hardly get blood out my
finger ). Does the blood have to be in my signature/full name? And again
when I read the prayer it didn't really come from the heart just simply read
it. Even though I do honor satan.

I mean if it was valid I guess I would of known and felt great like I've
heard others say. Instead I felt very bad afterwards and have felt very
guilty, weather this was the enemy or not I felt negative.


Please reply as it will confirm that I must prepare myself next time and be
in a much more determined mindset.
Thankyou again.

 

[arsenal9408]

Keep going this is normal, yes he understands it, he is a half million years old. I think he is wise enough haha