Feeling alone, abandoned...

deavanlee · Apr 30, 2017

Guys I have a serious problem... It's been about five years for me now since I became a SS, Its been a hell of a ride with drugs for many years, now I'm off drugs and beginning to meditate a lot more, Ive never seen Father or his demons in both my hours awake and hours asleep. Ive only had very small subtle signs, though why do I feel so detached, alone, abandoned and confused, it feels like he doesn't even know I'm here. I'm still faithful to Father and his demons. I just wanted some helpful advice and know if anyone else has had this problem. I would help me out a lot, thanks.Praise Satan!

edwardtgao8 · Apr 30, 2017

Drugs (narcotic, addictive drugs) destroy nervous system too much, Which is connected to teh soul the most. Aura goes leaky and holy, full of holes and wounds, weak. Brain is completely destroyed. Some functions are destroyed to no return. Especially those that are connected to astral senses: clairvoyance, clairaudience, etc. All this is in the head, all over the head if you notice in Joy of Satan website illustrations. All this is targetted by jews who created narcotic drugs. All this is created so to detach, to disconnect you from the astral, from 4th dimention. Where Demons are. From seeing the truth. You have to rebuild all this before you will see or hear anything. Satan is known for giving blatant signs, but the more you open, the more you see them. Some can't see even blatant things. And all of this is straightly connected into the destruction of higher chakras, especially those located in the head. Gods do their best to restore connection but human just can't get it.

In this situation it is important to not let despair overcome you. Some people need years to even start feeling a chakra, such as warm sensation or vibration in the area where chakra is located. Rebuild slowly and know, astral will open slowly and gradually to you. So will do your wishes' realization.

Andrienne Ng · May 1, 2017

Hi deavanlee,
Its normal to feel like you are totally alone, abandoned, confused etc.... Because that is what the enemy wants you to feel. Alone.
Satan NEVER EVER abandoned his SS sons/ daughters. Not feeling them, or seeing them does not mean they are not there. Remember, they are fighting a war for mankind's existence. Our existence.
Just remember, when you feel alone, down or downright crappy, you are doing something right. That is why the enemy wants you to stop. When you stop, you give up, you are no longer a threat.
Keep up the good fight Comrade. You will see your reward, just don't give up.
Hail Satan
Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

On Sun, Apr 30, 2017 at 6:43 PM,
deavanlee@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:, Guys I have a serious problem... It's been about five years for mellnow since I became a SS, Its been a hell of a ride with drugs for many years, now I'm off drugs and beginning to meditate a lot more, Ive never seen Father or his demons in both my hours awake and hours asleep. Ive only had very small subtle signs, though why do I feel so detached, alone, abandoned and confused, it feels like he doesn't even know I'm here. I'm still faithful to Father and his demons. I just wanted some helpful advice and know if anyone else has had this problem. I would help me out a lot, thanks.Praise Satan!

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Tibi Tobi · May 1, 2017

Hello.
There is no point beat yourself like this. Rise again and with all your power. Satan never leave his own dedicated even people who leave Satan and ask Satan to leave them forever. Satan and Demons of hell still might sometimes come and see how are you. So don't worry man. If you really want to start working just your guardian Demon or Satan for guidance yes your guardian Demon is always with you and all your life times so if you want talk to Satan. You can always imagine on his one of Sigil and then just talk with him, say that you want start over and you are promising to get your life together. (It is just exmaple what i would say at first place) you can cry or be angry when talk Satan understand emocions. So You get my point here.
Here some links for beginner in mediation like you.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Yoga2.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... akras.html

http://www.angelfire.com/wizard/pixie66 ... glish.html

Always Satan and Demon are for you. Good luck!
-Hail Satan!-Hail Lilith!-Hail Marchosias!
-SS Todyy666

On Sunday, April 30, 2017 1:43 PM, "deavanlee@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:

Guys I have a serious problem... It's been about five years for me now since I became a SS, Its been a hell of a ride with drugs for many years, now I'm off drugs and beginning to meditate a lot more, Ive never seen Father or his demons in both my hours awake and hours asleep. Ive only had very small subtle signs, though why do I feel so detached, alone, abandoned and confused, it feels like he doesn't even know I'm here. I'm still faithful to Father and his demons. I just wanted some helpful advice and know if anyone else has had this problem. I would help me out a lot, thanks.Praise Satan!

Sims336 · May 1, 2017

I suggest that possibly you need to be studying more and worrying less. We all feel alone at times,
but as you progress you should become more secure. Possibly some of your problem could simply
be self-doubts about yourself. If you are truly sincere in your dedication to Father and staying off
drugs, etc, then you should be able to grow. Definitely do the rituals. The more we do for Father
Satan, the more HE does for us. We are fighting a war. And if you do your part in helping fight
the war, Father Satan will see your part. If we do not participate, etc. in helping fight the enemy,
then as Maxine says, we are not much use to Father. We are a family! We need to work together
as a family. I think if you concentrate more on helping fight the war that things will begin to fall
into place for you.

Just saying.

Hope this helps.

Hail Father Satan/Lucifer!

Sims

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On Sat, 4/29/17, deavanlee@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling alone, abandoned...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Saturday, April 29, 2017, 7:18 PM

Guys I have a serious problem...
It's been about five years for me now since I became a
SS, Its been a hell of a ride with drugs for many years, now
I'm off drugs and beginning to meditate a lot more, Ive
never seen Father or his demons in both my hours awake and
hours asleep. Ive only had very small subtle signs, though
why do I feel so detached, alone, abandoned and confused, it
feels like he doesn't even know I'm here. I'm
still faithful to Father and his demons. I just wanted some
helpful advice and know if anyone else has had this problem.
I would help me out a lot, thanks.Praise
Satan!

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ugartealessandro · May 1, 2017

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<ol>Bioelectricidad.png</ol>it is natural to feel in that way. Drugs, food, physical exercises, studies(for example; arts improve the creative side of the brain and that´s why the enemy is trying so hard to destroy the arts and the interest of people in it, mathematics improve your logical side of the brain),meditation have effects in your brain and body and this connects with your mental health and the trash that you access to causes harm in your soul.
Remember that our body is able to survive thanks to bioelectricy( a synonim for chi or witchpower,it doesn´t matter how you call it, it is the same thing) and the soul is the base of all this and the chakras plus it´s extensions supply of energy your body.
The next image can be an evidence for "How chakras supply of energy your body". let´s suppose that the base chakra is the positive pole and the symbol is "+",so, in order for this chakra to have an attraction with the sacral chakra,this sacral chakra have to be the negative pole, and this attraction is shown in the picture(starting by the base chakra and reaching the crown chakra).
Now, we couldn´t have a perfect soul with just seven chakras, the chakra´s extensions have to exist. Based in the pic, we can notice the base chakra and it´s extensions, so, those extensions have to be of opposite pole of the chakra and this allows the base chakra to work in a better way. In this case, since the the chakra´s extensions are of opposite pole, there exists an attraction of base chakra´s extensions and the sacral chakra´s extensions and this is the same with the solar chakra´s extension.
Then, the first three chakras works with it´s extensions and in order to maximize our soul and reach high levels of energy, we have to work in the third eye,pineal gland, wings of the soul and opening our astral senses(since those are extensions of superior chakras) and the hearh chakra is a kind of gate that allow your inferior chakras to work with the superior chakras.
If our soul is a great energy bank, the three first chakras are a kind of negative pole and the 5th,6th and 7th chakras are the positive pole.Then, the hearth chakra is a kind of electrical point of energy that allows the flow of energy between the negative and positive pole.
PD: Maybe I am wrong with the extensions of the soul and it is just a kind hypothesis.

78ol I · May 2, 2017

I'm curious...when you became a SS, did anything improve even a tiny bit?

On Apr 30, 2017 4:42 AM, "deavanlee@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Guys I have a serious problem... It's been about five years for me now since I became a SS, Its been a hell of a ride with drugs for many years, now I'm off drugs and beginning to meditate a lot more, Ive never seen Father or his demons in both my hours awake and hours asleep. Ive only had very small subtle signs, though why do I feel so detached, alone, abandoned and confused, it feels like he doesn't even know I'm here. I'm still faithful to Father and his demons. I just wanted some helpful advice and know if anyone else has had this problem. I would help me out a lot, thanks.Praise Satan!

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babyb00m · May 2, 2017

Satan and his Demons are not ignoring you; it is just you are not psychically open enough to see or hear them. You need to meditate in order to open your psychic senses so you can see and hear the Gods.

How to Open Your Astral Senses
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic16802.html

Also, you need to clean your aura and build a very strong aura of protection everyday. We are in a war here and Satanists are cursed as a collective. Neglecting to build an aura of protection is an invitation for disaster.

Aura Cleaning/Aura of Protection
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic16800.html

Returning Curses Part 1
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic18161.html

Returning Curses Part 2
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic18431.html

borntomakescience · May 3, 2017

@78ol I yes it did. And it still does. I used to think I was useless, I was not enough and even sometimes a mistake before being a SS. When I dedicated and started to meditations, I learned that I'm not a machine, mistake or worthless being. I learned I can be better, no matter what. And actually, dedicating myself to Satan is the most beautiful choice i made. Because Satanism means 'Don't be a slave, you are made of light.' i think.

Kayla Herman · May 3, 2017

THOSE SUBTLE SIGNS ARE PRECIOUS, DON'T LET GO. I mean it! I have been in rough patch for almost 5 years. Like literally, I live in a series of unfortunate events. I haven't had time to really devote my time, I have been messed up due to surgeries and nasty medications to heal me. But all through it, I had signs from Satan. I had signs from Beelzebub himself. I'd see his name, I'd hear their voices...sometimes not even that! I'd get a "gut feeling" that's them talking to me- I just couldn't hear.

Your time will come. You'll learn to heal yourself I know it!

On Monday, May 1, 2017 6:41 AM, "Andrienne Ng ngandkk@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:

Hi deavanlee,
Its normal to feel like you are totally alone, abandoned, confused etc.... Because that is what the enemy wants you to feel. Alone.
Satan NEVER EVER abandoned his SS sons/ daughters. Not feeling them, or seeing them does not mean they are not there. Remember, they are fighting a war for mankind's existence. Our existence.
Just remember, when you feel alone, down or downright crappy, you are doing something right. That is why the enemy wants you to stop. When you stop, you give up, you are no longer a threat.
Keep up the good fight Comrade. You will see your reward, just don't give up.
Hail Satan
Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Praise Satan!

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descipleofthegods13 · May 3, 2017

@Ugartealessandro.

If you are going to post a picture of chakras then I suggest that you post only a picture of the chakras diagram from the Joy of Satan only.

The colors of the charkas in the picture you have posted aren't even accurate.

It may not have been your intention but you are directly spreading misinformation which can and will confuse new people.

Just try and be careful from now on.

Brooke Molina · May 4, 2017

@kayla
I usually ignore signs and coincidences because I don't want to assume its them and be disrespectful if it turns out not to be them. How would I know?
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On Tue, 5/2/17, Kayla Herman aeonsdecay6@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling alone, abandoned...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Tuesday, May 2, 2017, 6:20 PM

THOSE
SUBTLE SIGNS ARE PRECIOUS, DON'T LET GO. I mean it! I
have been in rough patch for almost 5 years. Like literally,
I live in a series of unfortunate events. I haven't had
time to really devote my time, I have been messed up due to
surgeries and nasty medications to heal me. But all through
it, I had signs from Satan. I had signs from Beelzebub
himself. I'd see his name, I'd hear their
voices...sometimes not even that! I'd get a "gut
feeling" that's them talking to me- I just
couldn't hear.

Your
time will come. You'll learn to heal yourself I know
it!

On Monday, May 1,
2017 6:41 AM, "Andrienne Ng ngandkk@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
wrote:

Hi deavanlee,
Its
normal to feel like you are totally alone, abandoned,
confused etc.... Because that is what the enemy wants you to
feel. Alone.
Satan
NEVER EVER abandoned his SS sons/ daughters. Not feeling
them, or seeing them does not mean they are not there.
Remember, they are fighting a war for mankind's
existence. Our existence.
Just
remember, when you feel alone, down or downright crappy, you
are doing something right. That is why the enemy wants you
to stop. When you stop, you give up, you are no longer a
threat.
Keep
up the good fight Comrade. You will see your reward, just
don't give up.
Hail
Satan
Sent from
Yahoo Mail on Android

Praise
Satan!

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Kayla Herman · May 5, 2017

Re: Ignoring the signs

It is not a mistake you see "weird things". I've seen weird things my whole life. I've said to my mom I've seen people that actually weren't there; but I didn't know that. I haven't really had a real drug problem in my lifetime. By the time I was doing drugs and substances, I was a year in being a Satanist if not longer than that. Ever since I was dedicated, I learned how to be strong willed. It came to instinct with that sort of thing.

I've been spiritually aware naturally my whole life- honestly since I'm not there I can't tell you besides if you even have a slight indication that it might be then it was because there is no mistake with things such as repeating numbers, repeating dreams, names, flashing of sigils...that sort of thing. Private message me sometime! Sometimes these conversation feeds are confusing.

On Thursday, May 4, 2017 8:23 AM, "Brooke Molina bdmolina14@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:

@kayla
I usually ignore signs and coincidences because I don't want to assume its them and be disrespectful if it turns out not to be them. How would I know?
--------------------------------------------

On Tue, 5/2/17, Kayla Herman aeonsdecay6@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling alone, abandoned...
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, May 2, 2017, 6:20 PM

THOSE
SUBTLE SIGNS ARE PRECIOUS, DON'T LET GO. I mean it! I
have been in rough patch for almost 5 years. Like literally,
I live in a series of unfortunate events. I haven't had
time to really devote my time, I have been messed up due to
surgeries and nasty medications to heal me. But all through
it, I had signs from Satan. I had signs from Beelzebub
himself. I'd see his name, I'd hear their
voices...sometimes not even that! I'd get a "gut
feeling" that's them talking to me- I just
couldn't hear.

Your
time will come. You'll learn to heal yourself I know
it!

On Monday, May 1,
2017 6:41 AM, "Andrienne Ng ngandkk@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
wrote:

Hi deavanlee,
Its
normal to feel like you are totally alone, abandoned,
confused etc.... Because that is what the enemy wants you to
feel. Alone.
Satan
NEVER EVER abandoned his SS sons/ daughters. Not feeling
them, or seeing them does not mean they are not there.
Remember, they are fighting a war for mankind's
existence. Our existence.
Just
remember, when you feel alone, down or downright crappy, you
are doing something right. That is why the enemy wants you
to stop. When you stop, you give up, you are no longer a
threat.
Keep
up the good fight Comrade. You will see your reward, just
don't give up.
Hail
Satan
Sent from
Yahoo Mail on Android

Praise
Satan!

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deavanlee · May 5, 2017

Thank you guys, I feel so much better now, and I didn't even know JoS has a youtube channel, I've started watching them, and I've noticed all the things I've been doing wrong like chanting and vibrating words the wrong way. Thank you guys so much!
Hail Satan

Brooke Molina · May 5, 2017

@kayla
I see that EVERYDAY. I always have since a kid and its getting more defined. I was walking my dog up the street and out of the corner I my eye these two legs are striding he other way so I look over to see who it was and there is absolutely noone. I see things like this multiple times a day and noone else sees them this often so it's hard because I dont know if its actually there.
--------------------------------------------

On Thu, 5/4/17, Kayla Herman aeonsdecay6@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling alone, abandoned...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, May 4, 2017, 5:22 PM

Re:
Ignoring the signs

It is
not a mistake you see "weird things". I've
seen weird things my whole life. I've said to my mom
I've seen people that actually weren't there; but I
didn't know that. I haven't really had a real drug
problem in my lifetime. By the time I was doing drugs and
substances, I was a year in being a Satanist if not longer
than that. Ever since I was dedicated, I learned how to be
strong willed. It came to instinct with that sort of
thing.

I've been
spiritually aware naturally my whole life- honestly since
I'm not there I can't tell you besides if you even
have a slight indication that it might be then it was
because there is no mistake with things such as repeating
numbers, repeating dreams, names, flashing of sigils...that
sort of thing. Private message me sometime! Sometimes these
conversation feeds are confusing.

On Thursday, May 4,
2017 8:23 AM, "Brooke Molina bdmolina14@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
wrote:

@kayla

I usually ignore signs and coincidences because I don't
want to assume its them and be disrespectful if it turns out
not to be them. How would I know?

--------------------------------------------

On Tue, 5/2/17, Kayla Herman aeonsdecay6@...
[JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
wrote:

Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling alone, abandoned...

To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]

Date: Tuesday, May 2, 2017, 6:20 PM

THOSE

SUBTLE SIGNS ARE PRECIOUS, DON'T LET GO. I mean it!
I

have been in rough patch for almost 5 years. Like
literally,

I live in a series of unfortunate events. I haven't
had

time to really devote my time, I have been messed up due
to

surgeries and nasty medications to heal me. But all
through

it, I had signs from Satan. I had signs from Beelzebub

himself. I'd see his name, I'd hear their

voices...sometimes not even that! I'd get a
"gut

feeling" that's them talking to me- I just

couldn't hear.

Your

time will come. You'll learn to heal yourself I know

it!

On Monday, May 1,

2017 6:41 AM, "Andrienne Ng ngandkk@...

[JoyofSatan666]"
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]

wrote:

Hi deavanlee,

Its

normal to feel like you are totally alone, abandoned,

confused etc.... Because that is what the enemy wants you
to

feel. Alone.

Satan

NEVER EVER abandoned his SS sons/ daughters. Not feeling

them, or seeing them does not mean they are not there.

Remember, they are fighting a war for mankind's

existence. Our existence.

Just

remember, when you feel alone, down or downright crappy,
you

are doing something right. That is why the enemy wants
you

to stop. When you stop, you give up, you are no longer a

threat.

Keep

up the good fight Comrade. You will see your reward,
just

don't give up.

Hail

Satan

Sent from

Yahoo Mail on Android

Praise

Satan!

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Brooke Molina · May 5, 2017

@kayla
I was meditating not too long ago and I saw these weird signs that I still don't know they mean- I can't find any meaning. They seemed to be glowing orange and gave me a pyramid vibe so is been frantically searching through hyroglyphics trying for something. It wasn't Enochian. Wasn't hebrew I know that. I've just come up short
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On Thu, 5/4/17, Kayla Herman aeonsdecay6@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling alone, abandoned...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, May 4, 2017, 5:22 PM

Re:
Ignoring the signs

It is
not a mistake you see "weird things". I've
seen weird things my whole life. I've said to my mom
I've seen people that actually weren't there; but I
didn't know that. I haven't really had a real drug
problem in my lifetime. By the time I was doing drugs and
substances, I was a year in being a Satanist if not longer
than that. Ever since I was dedicated, I learned how to be
strong willed. It came to instinct with that sort of
thing.

I've been
spiritually aware naturally my whole life- honestly since
I'm not there I can't tell you besides if you even
have a slight indication that it might be then it was
because there is no mistake with things such as repeating
numbers, repeating dreams, names, flashing of sigils...that
sort of thing. Private message me sometime! Sometimes these
conversation feeds are confusing.

On Thursday, May 4,
2017 8:23 AM, "Brooke Molina bdmolina14@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
wrote:

@kayla

I usually ignore signs and coincidences because I don't
want to assume its them and be disrespectful if it turns out
not to be them. How would I know?

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On Tue, 5/2/17, Kayla Herman aeonsdecay6@...
[JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
wrote:

Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Feeling alone, abandoned...

To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]

Date: Tuesday, May 2, 2017, 6:20 PM

THOSE

SUBTLE SIGNS ARE PRECIOUS, DON'T LET GO. I mean it!
I

have been in rough patch for almost 5 years. Like
literally,

I live in a series of unfortunate events. I haven't
had

time to really devote my time, I have been messed up due
to

surgeries and nasty medications to heal me. But all
through

it, I had signs from Satan. I had signs from Beelzebub

himself. I'd see his name, I'd hear their

voices...sometimes not even that! I'd get a
"gut

feeling" that's them talking to me- I just

couldn't hear.

Your

time will come. You'll learn to heal yourself I know

it!

On Monday, May 1,

2017 6:41 AM, "Andrienne Ng ngandkk@...

[JoyofSatan666]"
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]

wrote:

Hi deavanlee,

Its

normal to feel like you are totally alone, abandoned,

confused etc.... Because that is what the enemy wants you
to

feel. Alone.

Satan

NEVER EVER abandoned his SS sons/ daughters. Not feeling

them, or seeing them does not mean they are not there.

Remember, they are fighting a war for mankind's

existence. Our existence.

Just

remember, when you feel alone, down or downright crappy,

you

are doing something right. That is why the enemy wants
you

to stop. When you stop, you give up, you are no longer a

threat.

Keep

up the good fight Comrade. You will see your reward,
just

don't give up.

Hail

Satan

Sent from

Yahoo Mail on Android

Praise

Satan!

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Agbor Ions · May 6, 2017

I have the same problem

On Apr 30, 2017 11:42 AM, "deavanlee@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Guys I have a serious problem... It's been about five years for me now since I became a SS, Its been a hell of a ride with drugs for many years, now I'm off drugs and beginning to meditate a lot more, Ive never seen Father or his demons in both my hours awake and hours asleep. Ive only had very small subtle signs, though why do I feel so detached, alone, abandoned and confused, it feels like he doesn't even know I'm here. I'm still faithful to Father and his demons. I just wanted some helpful advice and know if anyone else has had this problem. I would help me out a lot, thanks.Praise Satan!

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descipleofthegods13 · May 7, 2017

What you are seeing most likely IS there. This can either deceased Humans or enemy thought forms.

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