Father test my faith

[hiroaugust1986]

Hello my satanic family!

It's been a while when I wrote here in our site. I want to start off by saying I wish you all good health and father's blessings for all my family.

To start, father test me more then once on my fears. I understand it is a test of faith and I passed these tests. I even spoken to father on numerous occasions that I will remain with him despite the hardships. I believe the test was playing on my fears because I personally asked him about my desire and he told me yes he will help me achieve it , however I didn't receive when he said I would. So I knew right away it was a test because father does not lie to us and he is consistent.

He gave me such powerful and positive every and I kept going forward however I am a little puzzled.

Brothers/sisters being that I was told by him I will achieve my desire however, I didn't receive , I felt lost. The reason being is that these test took so much out of me. I remain strong in Satan and didn't allow nothing to stop me not even family or those xians. Father speaks to all of us and comes to us in his own way. Those xians keep showing up and i keep going forward and remain strong. Now, I'm left asking the question , will I really get what I asked from father despite how I feel?

Also I spoke to him and he agreed he will tell me when but I didn't receive it , so I feel this tests is to see do I really want to remain with him despite difficulties, hopefully I'm right which I believe I am.

This truly is a test of my faith, though we all love father and he does not lie, I just thought anyone who is experience could help me appreciate why father test us. Btw I meditate and Ritual rituals, all the normal range of things we do. Thanks to all my family here on Jo's.

Hail satan!!!

 

[Sims336]

For one, I do not believe Father Satan tests anyone's faith. Why? Because He knows our hearts and souls.
He know us better than we know ourselves. Testing one's faith is Xtian BS. Maybe you've talked to
Father Satan, and maybe you haven't. But read the Joy of Satan website. Please!

I do not mean to insult or hurt your feelings in any way. However, I think you could possibly be misguided.
There are many spirits out there. And some like to mess with us.


Just study, meditate, and do all you can to advance yourself. Again, Father Satan does NOT test us! If you
do the things to advance yourself, you will eventually advance.


Hail Father Satan/Lucifer!


Sims


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Hello my satanic family!



It's been a while when I wrote here in our site. I want
to start off by saying I wish you all good health and
father's blessings for all my family.



To start, father test me more then once on my fears. I
understand it is a test of faith and I passed these tests. I
even spoken to father on numerous occasions that I will
remain with him despite the hardships. I believe the test
was playing on my fears because I personally asked him about
my desire and he told me yes he will help me achieve it ,
however I didn't receive when he said I would. So I knew
right away it was a test because father does not lie to us
and he is consistent.



He gave me such powerful and positive every and I kept going
forward however I am a little puzzled.



Brothers/sisters being that I was told by him I will achieve
my desire however, I didn't receive , I felt lost. The
reason being is that these test took so much out of me. I
remain strong in Satan and didn't allow nothing to stop
me not even family or those xians. Father speaks to all of
us and comes to us in his own way. Those xians keep showing
up and i keep going forward and remain strong. Now, I'm
left asking the question , will I really get what I asked
from father despite how I feel?



Also I spoke to him and he agreed he will tell me when but I
didn't receive it , so I feel this tests is to see do I
really want to remain with him despite difficulties,
hopefully I'm right which I believe I am.



This truly is a test of my faith, though we all love father
and he does not lie, I just thought anyone who is experience
could help me appreciate why father test us. Btw I meditate

and Ritual rituals, all the normal range of things we do.
Thanks to all my family here on Jo's.



Hail satan!!!











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[Magus Immortalis]

I respectfully disagree with the statement, "Father Satan does NOT test us!"The Gods of Elysium are testing me right now. I don't want to talk about it because it's personal.
My personal thoughts on why this is so I can see for myself what decisions I make, what actions I take. 
More to the point, just EXACTLY what I am made up of. My worth in the eyes of the Gods and myself.

  For one, I do not believe Father Satan tests anyone's faith. Why? Because He knows our hearts and souls.
He know us better than we know ourselves. Testing one's faith is Xtian BS. Maybe you've talked to
Father Satan, and maybe you haven't. But read the Joy of Satan website. Please!

I do not mean to insult or hurt your feelings in any way. However, I think you could possibly be misguided.
There are many spirits out there. And some like to mess with us.

Just study, meditate, and do all you can to advance yourself. Again, Father Satan does NOT test us! If you
do the things to advance yourself, you will eventually advance.

Hail Father Satan/Lucifer!

Sims

--------------------------------------------

To:


 









Hello my satanic family!



It's been a while when I wrote here in our site. I want
to start off by saying I wish you all good health and
father's blessings for all my family.



To start, father test me more then once on my fears. I
understand it is a test of faith and I passed these tests. I
even spoken to father on numerous occasions that I will
remain with him despite the hardships. I believe the test
was playing on my fears because I personally asked him about
my desire and he told me yes he will help me achieve it ,
however I didn't receive when he said I would. So I knew
right away it was a test because father does not lie to us
and he is consistent.



He gave me such powerful and positive every and I kept going
forward however I am a little puzzled.



Brothers/sisters being that I was told by him I will achieve
my desire however, I didn't receive , I felt lost. The
reason being is that these test took so much out of me. I
remain strong in Satan and didn't allow nothing to stop
me not even family or those xians. Father speaks to all of
us and comes to us in his own way. Those xians keep showing
up and i keep going forward and remain strong. Now, I'm
left asking the question , will I really get what I asked
from father despite how I feel?



Also I spoke to him and he agreed he will tell me when but I
didn't receive it , so I feel this tests is to see do I
really want to remain with him despite difficulties,
hopefully I'm right which I believe I am.



This truly is a test of my faith, though we all love father
and he does not lie, I just thought anyone who is experience
could help me appreciate why father test us. Btw I meditate

and Ritual rituals, all the normal range of things we do.
Thanks to all my family here on Jo's.



Hail satan!!!











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[hiroaugust1986]

Hp Pythia explain in the joy of satan pdf that he does under the chapter of "secrets". In that section she tells us that he did in fact test her and she receive many tests prior to her experience.

 

[midhumin]

Father wants us to learn, Learn from what you're going through.There will be something in it. Later you will understand why the bad happened to you,those time can make you a better person or it can change your life in a good way Keep your faith.

 

[hiroaugust1986]

Very good immortalis.


Faith shows the power of hell we believe in them. How much more so when our faith is tested? Thanks for your experience.

Hail satan!!

 

[yamans123]

If we want to get better we need to know our weak points and embrace them. İn my opinion it shouldnt be called test of faith because it is some kind of help from Gods of Elysium or Father Satan. Remember Satan knows we are just human beings so do not be afraid of having weakness but accept them, try to improve yourself but even ıf you cant its okay unless you give up.
Hail Father Satan!
Hail Gods of Elysium!

 

[hiroaugust1986]

To yamans123, thanks partially.

However, please read the joy of satan pdf. Hp Pythia says it is a test of our faith, which in turn is your faith as well.

Also the long post was not intended toward you but zolaluckstar. You are not flaming but sharing your thoughts respectfully.

I'm just stating what father showed me through hardships that i had to learn to write this to you. Im stronger and more aware due to his love. also am wrinting this because I don't want in fighting or new ones to see posters comments that may discourage them to ask more questions like, "who is my gd" whatever the case I like your thoughts thanks.

Just read and you'll see what I wrote is based off facts not what a random person would post.

Also , thanks to those who are spiritually up building in this war and not fighting. That is what the enemy wants. So thanks, ana,midhumin for following father's light.

 

[hiroaugust1986]

For those who do not approve, we need to think about what Pythia explained already in the joy of satan pdf.
It is plain the gods do test us. It is under "secrets". Page number 268, we need to stick to what the source says.
Our loving Hp Pythia explains due to her tests of faith she is more stronger. Is she wrong? No. Period.

Let's not incite Baal Zebul due to lack of knowledge and in fighting. This is discourging for those who are new or simply reading to learn about us.
I apologize for those who don't understand but this is not how Satanist act.

You have a problem then please read our written materials not flame someone due to their willingness to bring truth from Pythia's written material as well as father, who dictated lots of what she wrote and spoken freely and out of love on YouTube in her sermons. To judge somebody experience and say it wasn't father, you have some nerve. Pythia plainly spoke aginst this.

This is not a response(emotional) but action(logic) upon those who are not embracing the source of my beliefs. Someone who is plainly not reading what Pythia is writing to us.

We plainly experience satan in various ways but still have similar experiences. Again based off of Pythia and what she wrote not my own thoughts. Period.


To type and over look what a fellow Satanist is saying is in effect not behaving like a Satanist, we need to stick to the material and not just respond due to uncontrolled emotions.

Trying to bring each other down is an act that father does not want from us it's stated in the Al Jilwah.
So you disagree ok fine, but I'm falling back on what is written. He does in fact test us. Read.Period.

We fall back on what father tells Pythia, period.

Hail satan!!

 

[hiroaugust1986]

You are not even worth bothering any longer due to your obvious lack of real knowledge. You sit here and spam and know nothing about spiritual Satanism while I'm simply providing facts from sources you pretty much did not encounter.
How childish to say it's enemy b.s., while your the one flaming someone with sources while you have none.
Hail satan!!!

 

[Taol]

Actually I have to agree with zola here on the xian part.

"The reason being is that these test took so much out of me. "

You sound overall negative. You sound all over the post like there are gaps which you get stabbed through. Like the same people coming at you with a blade and stabbing you in the back over and over again.
The gods dont do that. They never do.
Xians do. The bible does.

I am not going to tell you here or suggest what to do, rather, find it for yourself. Reread your original post like you were an outsider, a complete stranger.

And meditate. Dont be so stuck on the negative.

 

[shade00013]

being a newbie I have no real place in this conversation but i have an ich just to say that he doesn't "test" us he only "teaches" us what we require most… i.e he has tought me how to properly viberate on words which I value greatly! XD
He is the master we are the students!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[hiroaugust1986]

I. Don't. Care. This is getting out of hand, I stand by what I say. Keep contributing to a dead arugement.

Hail satan!!

 

[hiroaugust1986]

I. Don't. Care. I posted the source and I will not continue a dead thread. I will not take back anything I posted.



Hail satan!

 

[hiroaugust1986]

I will say I understand what your saying. However I will stand by what I'm saying I posted the source and that is all.

Hail satan!

 

[Allison Passino]

@Zola. well said my dear! Strength DOES breed character and will,
but Satan, who is our good Father, never deliberately causes us
malice. As has been said, he knows our thought, he knows our souls.
That whole testing malarky is totally of the angelic! It matters not
what pitfalls are in my way, what stones may cut my feet. Nothing will
shatter me, for I am of the true Lord and Everlasting Father,
Satan/Enki! I will always be of Satan/Enki, for HE told me so.
Actually, his exact words were: "I shall always be your father, and
you will always be my daughter. I will never leave nor forsake you. In
fact, the only way that I will leave is if you, yourself, tell me to
leave; and we all know you won't ever do that, my Ceridwyn". (Ceridwyn
Shatterstorm is my Satanic name). And then he kinda just laughed...not
in a hateful or mocking way, but more inna gentle, teasing playful
way. Satan is so gracious; he is every inch the true King, the
Eternal, Iridescent Emperor! And I am for ever his...whatever happens,
or does not happen. Even if Satan never gave me another single gift
physical/spiritual or otherwise, I would still serve him. Yes, because
I made an oath, and swore unto HIM that he is my Lord, but more
because I love him. He is the shard of my soul. Though yes of course,
he and I are separate, but he is still part of me, because part of him
is in me. The Serpent that is still sleeping. But it will be awakened,
anon...

On 7/2/17, hiroaugust1986@... [JoyofSatan666]
wrote:

I will say I understand what your saying. However I will stand by what I'm
saying I posted the source and that is all.

Hail satan!

 

[Daniel Botha]

I believe that Father responds emmidiately as you converse with him on a dayly basis. Only the Archontic enemy " tests" us cause there's not much going around some of us not being to busy...the archon's fuck with us if we don't get rid of them. True freedom only comes after the removal of them and living with demons in us. Hence, human spirit with demons to guide and live through us. This is true gnosis/ enlightenment. Get rid of your archons world and enjoy life!

  I will say I understand what your saying. However I will stand by what I'm saying I posted the source and that is all.

Hail satan!

[/QUOTE]

 

[zolaluckystar1]

Wow Allison, that was beautifully said! Thanks for sharing that!
Exactly, that 'testing' is Angelic malarky. I've obstacles put in my path all the time, all sorts of things but they aren't Fathers doing because He wants to be SURE I'm a good Zevism who is truly 'Devoted' like a slave; rather, He helps me over and past them because I'm his child and He loves me. He sees me struggling, and so while He gives me space to try to walk on my own, When I really need Him He helps, like any good Father would do. And I love Him. He doesn't need or want slaves who grovel at His feet, we come to Him out of our own free will, out of our love, respect and admiration, not out of being coerced, forced. Its a relationship of a Parent to Child, not Master to Slave. 
However, I bend the knee to Him because I owe Him my ultimate respect for without Him, I'd have nothing. No life, no freedom, no hope. There is no other God as Glorious and as Gracious as you, Father and I will have no Other. You are the Light of my eyes, now and forever. All Hail to thee!

 

[hiroaugust1986]

Yeah real special insight you have there. I'm impressed.

 

[hiroaugust1986]

Never knew this thread would continue after it died. I do admire the...posts.

Though I find nothing wrong in what I saw then and now it all remains the same. So I too remain solitary as well.

Thanks for your honesty and such depth of experience...

 

[zolaluckystar1]

Oh well of COURSE it should have died because YOU declared it's a dead thread!
And YOU are the final arbitrator of what should or should not be posted.
Oh yes, its all the same. Slavish worship is the same as honest commitment. how could I have missed that! This is 'special insight'. You are impressed. PHEW! Well, I'm really glad YOU are impressed! I'm sure all of us here are totally relieved you are impressed.
Whatever, Hiro. 
Deprogram already.

 

[makesyouperfect]

why SERIOUSLY!!!!! is Daniel not banned?

 

[hiroaugust1986]

...Oh how great your words are... I'm very much enlighten by them I hope we can all move on from this...

 

[hiroaugust1986]

Blessed be our father Satan!

May he bless our efforts and bring those who love him to him!
We honor you and put you on high without reservations.
We thank you for being with us and dealing with those who are without, you conquer them with your might!
This is i feel about you evermore!
I will not retire praising you in the midst of my enemies, carry me away and guide me and make us all strong.
I await your positive engery and not those who are without.

I was working on this poem awhile back. This is how we all feel and share our common ground with father satan. I write to bring our focus to him not on negative things...

Hail satan!

 

[hiroaugust1986]

Zola didn't i mean to...

The last thing I need is to hurt a fellow Zevism. I apologize.

 

[zolaluckystar1]

It's all good Hiro. I was just trying to help. I know I can be a pain and a lightning rod. Can't help it. I'm a watchdog by nature. I will bite. But its not out of wanting to hurt our family. Its out of being the wolf that will snarl and rip and tear, if it thinks this is called for. Because I'm sworn to protect and defend and I'll do so and damn the consequences. I'm known for this at the organization I'm with. They all know me as the watchdog. I'm sorry, can't help it. I am what I am. Thank you. The last thing I want is to hurt another Zevism either. My apoligies also. Your poem is lovely. No worries.