Father Satan saved my life twice

[manuel_mt07]

Hello brothers and sisters. I want to share with you my gratitude to our Father. Let me tell you my experiences.

Before I started become a SS I was very depressed. I felt disappointed of my profession, and I had a strong love pain in my heart. I felt that my life sucked and I was determined to take my life. But at the time I was about to kill myself, I felt a powerful energy that I had never felt before. Then a phrase came to my mind and I said to the mirror "Lucifer, I give you my soul in exchange of fulfill my desires". At the time I felt a great peace inside and the anguish disappeared. Many information came to my mind. That night I was aware about the delusion of this society, how the good was called "evil" and vice versa to keep people enslaved and ignorant.

Since that day I started to investigate about satanism and how to become a true satanist. I found many fake pages and "satanic priests" who asked for money to "teach" you how to do the initiation ritual to "sell" your soul to Satan. I continued my research until I found the JOS website and I felt immediately a true inspiration of Satan on its information. So I made my dedication ritual and since that day I'm doing my meditations and magick workings to improve my life. That was 3 months ago. My life changed a lot, I became stronger.

But I also noticed that the stronger I felt, the more "detectable" I became. Enemy attacks became more frequent every day. I felt how these energies wanted to make me harm. The time passed and my desires didn't come true, so doubts begun to fill my mind. I begun to have thoughts like "your magick doesn't work, you are lying yourself"... "if Satan exists you should be happy now, but your life still sucks"..." Have you manage to summon a demon? No? It's because they doesn't exists!"... And so on. I started to lose my faith.

Depression appeared again, and it becamed worst this week. Two days ago I finished a love spell I started on September 9th. But today, my beloved one said me that he loves me as a friend only. My world came crashing down. I felt disappointed and suicidal thoughts came to my mind again. I said "Satan doesn't exists and magick doesn't exists. My life still sucks". I cried a lot in the bathroom of the office, and in my last attempt to keep my faith intact, I draw Father Lucifer's sigil on a paper and I said "please Father, help me and give me a sign... I WANT TO BELIEVE IN YOU". I left my work an hour before, totally destroyed. I was walking to my house, determined to do that stupid thing of take my life... BUT, on the way to my house a poor woman asked me for money and I gave her all the money I had. And this was the moment when I felt Father's presence. When I took the money out of my pocket, there was a folded paper. I opened and it was the Father's sigil I drew before. The woman was very grateful, and she looked at me and said "you look very sad boy, don't be anguished, bad things are gonna get better, and if you're crying for a girl, it doesn't matter, soon you'll meet another better. Have faith. God always helps us". When she said that, I was looking at Lucifer's sigil and my eyes went full of tears. I knew that was Father talking through that woman. The fact I left my work an hour before the finishing time it wasn't coincidence. I felt full of peace and happiness, because Father saved me for the second time. Now I had no doubts. We've found the Truth, brothers and sisters!

HAIL FATHER LUCIFER!!!

Ps: Now I'm worried about my magick working, I don't want it to be ruined because of my lost of faith. There's a way to empower a magick after finished? I don't want to lose all the effort I invested for 40 days.

 

[Allison Passino]

Aw. Reading your post made me want to weep. I'm sure you know, but I
shall say it anyways: Lord/Father Satan does NOT want you to end your
life! And no matter how low things get, no matter how spiraling your
life goes, how bad it gets, you are never, ever alone! Satan and the
Daemons are always with you my son! They love you, and so do we!
Always remember that! There for a while, after my soulmate, a man who
pretty much was the love of my life, broke up with me two years ago, I
went through some suicidal thoughts and nonsense. Though, they wre not
directly caused by the enemy; it was just, the pain of him not loving
me in that deep, intimate way I wanted was so agonizing, I wanted to
end myself, to make it go away. But i never seriously considered it.
Know why? Because I knew, that if I did, Satan our Father would not
directly forbid it. But, I knew, if I did end my life, and I would go
to Hell, and Satan would look at me with this awful, sad, disappointed
look in his cobalt eyes. And he'd say, "Ceridwyn, my dear daughter,
you did not need to do this thing. The pain would have eased. You need
not have ended yourself so". He wouldn't have been mad, just so
bitterly disappointed. It was that fear of seeing that awful, sad
disappointment in his eyes more than anything that made me not do it.
I know, someday, that I will find my one true Satanic prince, or
princess, as I'm bisexual, and we will marry and have kids and raise
them to know the true Lord and Father, Satan! Because I asked Satan a
long time ago, back when I first dedicated, to lead me to the one who
was right for me. And I know that he will, indeed, do so. I am sorry
your heart got broken Brother! Just know that, even if no mortal human
in the world, including your mom and dad, spit on you and said they
hated you, Satan/Enki would love you, and stand by you. Because Satan
is the Father Who Never Forsakes!

Oh, and don't worry about your workings! Just start them over man.
Don't sweat it. Just do another 40 days, is all, bro. ^ May Father
Satan bless you, and keep you safe in his mighty, iridescent wings!

On 10/21/16, nnmc_0701@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Hello brothers and sisters. I want to share with you my gratitude to our
Father. Let me tell you my experiences.

Before I started become a SS I was very depressed. I felt disappointed of my
profession, and I had a strong love pain in my heart. I felt that my life
sucked and I was determined to take my life. But at the time I was about to
kill myself, I felt a powerful energy that I had never felt before. Then a
phrase came to my mind and I said to the mirror "Lucifer, I give you my soul
in exchange of fulfill my desires". At the time I felt a great peace inside
and the anguish disappeared. Many information came to my mind. That night I
was aware about the delusion of this society, how the good was called "evil"
and vice versa to keep people enslaved and ignorant.

Since that day I started to investigate about satanism and how to become a
true satanist. I found many fake pages and "satanic priests" who asked for
money to "teach" you how to do the initiation ritual to "sell" your soul to
Satan. I continued my research until I found the JOS website and I felt
immediately a true inspiration of Satan on its information. So I made my
dedication ritual and since that day I'm doing my meditations and magick
workings to improve my life. That was 3 months ago. My life changed a lot, I
became stronger.

But I also noticed that the stronger I felt, the more "detectable" I became.
Enemy attacks became more frequent every day. I felt how these energies
wanted to make me harm. The time passed and my desires didn't come true, so
doubts begun to fill my mind. I begun to have thoughts like "your magick
doesn't work, you are lying yourself"... "if Satan exists you should be
happy now, but your life still sucks"..." Have you manage to summon a demon?
No? It's because they doesn't exists!"... And so on. I started to lose my
faith.

Depression appeared again, and it becamed worst this week. Two days ago I
finished a love spell I started on September 9th. But today, my beloved one
said me that he loves me as a friend only. My world came crashing down. I
felt disappointed and suicidal thoughts came to my mind again. I said "Satan
doesn't exists and magick doesn't exists. My life still sucks". I cried a
lot in the bathroom of the office, and in my last attempt to keep my faith
intact, I draw Father Lucifer's sigil on a paper and I said "please Father,
help me and give me a sign... I WANT TO BELIEVE IN YOU". I left my work an
hour before, totally destroyed. I was walking to my house, determined to do
that stupid thing of take my life... BUT, on the way to my house a poor
woman asked me for money and I gave her all the money I had. And this was
the moment when I felt Father's presence. When I took the money out of my
pocket, there was a folded paper. I opened and it was the Father's sigil I
drew before. The woman was very grateful, and she looked at me and said "you
look very sad boy, don't be anguished, bad things are gonna get better, and
if you're crying for a girl, it doesn't matter, soon you'll meet another
better. Have faith. God always helps us". When she said that, I was looking
at Lucifer's sigil and my eyes went full of tears. I knew that was Father
talking through that woman. The fact I left my work an hour before the
finishing time it wasn't coincidence. I felt full of peace and happiness,
because Father saved me for the second time. Now I had no doubts. We've
found the Truth, brothers and sisters!

HAIL FATHER LUCIFER!!!

Ps: Now I'm worried about my magick working, I don't want it to be ruined
because of my lost of faith. There's a way to empower a magick after
finished? I don't want to lose all the effort I invested for 40 days.

 

[magnum.arcanum]

I understand the depression you experienced as I have and do experience it too. The enemy loves to attack us from that angle. It is something that you must overcome otherwise the enemy will keep messing with you with regard to depression.
The more rituals that you do the more you will be noticed and the more this week point will be noticed as well.
Anytime you are depressed you should do a full cleaning of your chakras and include a mantra. My suggestion is to do a full chakra cleaning at least four times a day if not more.  A regular average everyday person should do at least two a day.
Your story was very inspiring.
I'm not sure what to say about the magical working but I'm sure someone else on here with more experience can answer that question for you and will.

 

[jonathon_billing]

Nothing wrong with worrying, it's perfectly natural. You perceive a threat to your values and you are unsure as to the course of action to take to maintain them/gain more. If action is possible and reasonable, take it. If not, you have to accept the loss - this WILL bring up the emotion of sadness. Think strategically/you may want to look into "defensive pessimism"/focus on what is within your power.

http://academics.wellesley.edu/Psycholo ... /quiz.html

Accept your emotions. Emotions are a response to your chosen values. You don't have to act on them, just accept them, they come from present and past judgments. These judgements may be wrong, they can be corrected. I use mindfulness for them, when I don't have the time to correct them, but I think one should always be mindful of what's going on internally and externally anyways.

Doing workings for power and healing helps. Free positive white-gold energy from the sun: "In a positive and healthy manner for me this energy is healing me/making me more powerful."

Ask yourself what is the evidence that proves all these "negative" thoughts. Once you have evidence that you can use the occult to improve your life, thoughts like this just don't have a hold over you.

Depression shows up when you think success/happiness is no longer possible.

The Gods don't make one's life a walk in the park, they have their own stuff to deal with. No harm in asking of course, I have been helped in the past. Of course more protection/reflection of attacks will help.

Could use: In a positive and healthy manner for me this energy is improving my life. Sun is moving out of a negative sign for it, so that's good. Jupiter went out of a negative sign shortly ago.

 

[aprilxavier3]

After performing your magic you should not always think on what you want just let the mind and do its job ...that's what am always do just be consistent....,,Hail father Satan

 

[avivom666]

To stop your depression or anything bothering you, you can do affirmations to yourself in meditations.
I vibrate Satanas and like in a ritual to raise energies. I do that 5 times. Then I affirm to myself nine times to be free of any and all forms of depression, worries and hatred to myself in a positive and healthy way for me. And to finish it, I vibrate AUM.
Satan still loves his children but expects us to better ourselves not like the Jewish god who tells us that we are loved unconditionally. Being loved unconditionally means what you do doesn't matter, that's a big insult to humanity.
If one is loved conditionally, the one loving us wants us to live up to his potential or be hated by our creator because we laze around as seeds. We shouldn't do that. Satan wants us to become god, not be human forever.
Like what hoodedcobra said:
"Satanism is harmony and a perfect balance. Neither one must be a ruthless aritificial intelligence like- materialist, neither one must pretend to be a universal drugged out toothfairy. Balance and tendency towards one's natural inclination is what opens up the doorway towards the divine. When both sides get balanced and brought under control, the doorway to the Godhead opens."
At least you aren't hopeless anymore. Continue to empower yourself because I was in your place before. Growing up in a foreign country as a race mix, getting bullied for being the only filipino, then going to many schools to be made fun off because I was physically weak, mean, misunderstood and hated? I was enslaved and thanks to that fucking bible, I was treated like a mut and an animal back then. I was becoming insane to the point I'd scratch myself many times with a glass shard and I've been stopped many times. Something stopped me from suicide many times as I tried to do that in my school, I never wanted to live because I saw myself as someone stupid. I was trapped in my own mind deluding myself. I'm a person who loved living inside one's head. I tried hanging myself and my teacher stopped me. In common, it was the lack of knowledge of being treated unconditionally like an animal. It makes me angry. I was rebellious in nature.
One day when I was gaming while browsing the JoS before becoming a Satanist. Demons appeared to me and told me to change and to stop those idiotic acts. It did make me cry so much knowing how stupid I was. It all changed. There were times I was being stopped by the "agents" of the Jewtrix but I fought back. Satan gave me the opportunity to fight not like any religion. Satanism is about rebellion against tyranny and slavery. I am honored to fight for Satan in the RTR's. I've been using thought-forms to help me shed the light of Satanic truth in the darkness put by the Jews.
SATANAS

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On Saturday, October 22, 2016 2:12 PM, "nnmc_0701@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hello brothers and sisters. I want to share with you my gratitude to our Father. Let me tell you my experiences.

Before I started become a SS I was very depressed. I felt disappointed of my profession, and I had a strong love pain in my heart. I felt that my life sucked and I was determined to take my life. But at the time I was about to kill myself, I felt a powerful energy that I had never felt before. Then a phrase came to my mind and I said to the mirror "Lucifer, I give you my soul in exchange of fulfill my desires". At the time I felt a great peace inside and the anguish disappeared. Many information came to my mind. That night I was aware about the delusion of this society, how the good was called "evil" and vice versa to keep people enslaved and ignorant.

Since that day I started to investigate about satanism and how to become a true satanist. I found many fake pages and "satanic priests" who asked for money to "teach" you how to do the initiation ritual to "sell" your soul to Satan. I continued my research until I found the JOS website and I felt immediately a true inspiration of Satan on its information. So I made my dedication ritual and since that day I'm doing my meditations and magick workings to improve my life. That was 3 months ago. My life changed a lot, I became stronger.

But I also noticed that the stronger I felt, the more "detectable" I became. Enemy attacks became more frequent every day. I felt how these energies wanted to make me harm. The time passed and my desires didn't come true, so doubts begun to fill my mind. I begun to have thoughts like "your magick doesn't work, you are lying yourself"... "if Satan exists you should be happy now, but your life still sucks"..." Have you manage to summon a demon? No? It's because they doesn't exists!"... And so on. I started to lose my faith.

Depression appeared again, and it becamed worst this week. Two days ago I finished a love spell I started on September 9th. But today, my beloved one said me that he loves me as a friend only. My world came crashing down. I felt disappointed and suicidal thoughts came to my mind again. I said "Satan doesn't exists and magick doesn't exists. My life still sucks". I cried a lot in the bathroom of the office, and in my last attempt to keep my faith intact, I draw Father Lucifer's sigil on a paper and I said "please Father, help me and give me a sign... I WANT TO BELIEVE IN YOU". I left my work an hour before, totally destroyed. I was walking to my house, determined to do that stupid thing of take my life... BUT, on the way to my house a poor woman asked me for money and I gave her all the money I had. And this was the moment when I felt Father's presence. When I took the money out of my pocket, there was a folded paper. I opened and it was the Father's sigil I drew before. The woman was very grateful, and she looked at me and said "you look very sad boy, don't be anguished, bad things are gonna get better, and if you're crying for a girl, it doesn't matter, soon you'll meet another better. Have faith. God always helps us". When she said that, I was looking at Lucifer's sigil and my eyes went full of tears. I knew that was Father talking through that woman. The fact I left my work an hour before the finishing time it wasn't coincidence. I felt full of peace and happiness, because Father saved me for the second time. Now I had no doubts. We've found the Truth, brothers and sisters!

HAIL FATHER LUCIFER!!!

Ps: Now I'm worried about my magick working, I don't want it to be ruined because of my lost of faith. There's a way to empower a magick after finished? I don't want to lose all the effort I invested for 40 days.

 

[black_knight_4]

Father Satan saved my life from suicide, I am forever in debt with him. Everything he has showed me, and his cause is the greatest of humanity, we will win, the reptoids will burn and their grey shits will cry in pain and they will pray for mercy as we murderously rip them apart limb from limb.