Faltered, Drifted Away from Satan, Need Help!

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So as you may've noticed, I'm new to the group. Hello, everybody! ... I come to you today with a very urgent question, and I apologize if this has already been covered / answered somewhere else before.

About a year ago I found your website and was highly intrigued, even MYSTIFIED, by this surge of information I always knew in my heart to be true. To make a long story short, I gleefully performed the dedication ritual (to the best of my abilities - due to current financial / economic trouble, I am living at home with a parent who would NOT be happy about my religious choice).

Anyway, here is my problem - and I do not deny that I am almost solely responsible for the situation I'm in now ... Things got tough emotionally, spiritually, and as I already said, financially - I'm not proud of this, but my duties to Father kind of .. well, fell to the wayside. I very much wish to make up for this, to repent and hope that he'll forgive me for being so stupid and nonchalant. But I don't know if I can get him to come back to me after what I've done. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE: what is your advice??

 

[Target Audience]

Why do you beat yourself up? You should know Father has not abandoned you. Take some time and read more on joyofsatan.com if you didn't know though.

Just get back into meditations and opening your chakras. Then, you can ask Him yourself.


Hail Satan.



Sent from my ASUS PadFone

"dragonfyre00x@..." <dragonfyre00x@... wrote:

  So as you may've noticed, I'm new to the group. Hello, everybody! ... I come to you today with a very urgent question, and I apologize if this has already been covered / answered somewhere else before.

About a year ago I found your website and was highly intrigued, even MYSTIFIED, by this surge of information I always knew in my heart to be true. To make a long story short, I gleefully performed the dedication ritual (to the best of my abilities - due to current financial / economic trouble, I am living at home with a parent who would NOT be happy about my religious choice).

Anyway, here is my problem - and I do not deny that I am almost solely responsible for the situation I'm in now ... Things got tough emotionally, spiritually, and as I already said, financially - I'm not proud of this, but my duties to Father kind of .. well, fell to the wayside. I very much wish to make up for this, to repent and hope that he'll forgive me for being so stupid and nonchalant. But I don't know if I can get him to come back to me after what I've done. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE: what is your advice??

 

[hoodedcobra666]

If your duties fell on the side, make sure to get them up and put them straight. You seem to be willing to do this. Satan is not the enemy God, one time supposedly answering a prayer and the other not caring. Or leaving His people in damnation. Satan will stay with you until its all done, you're powerful and capable of steering the wheel on your own.

Start meditation and talking to Satan. Try to form a stronger bond with Him. I would advise going all out in a ritual. Write your heart in it. All of it. Your emotions and everything. Satan appriciates honesty. Since being dishonest to Satan is impossible, being honest is a test of character as to be honest with yourself. Satan understands and you do not need to repent like a xian would say. Satanic repent is different.

It significes that you have really changed and that you're willing, no matter what, to run the extra mile that will make you what you agreed upon with Satan. Thats pretty much how you will feel with Satan again. Because you will eternally be of Satan if you dedicate. But sometimes circumstances will make sure your feelings of belonging and being His son will get burried under anxiety or guilt, or whatever. Thats not the case, though. Satan never leaves His people. Both parties have to take steps. You take one step and Satan will take one step towards you, but with His own Godly ability and grace.

Take good care of yourself and you will get out of this. Show your faith in Father Satan.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dragonfyre00x@..." wrote:

So as you may've noticed, I'm new to the group. Hello, everybody! ... I come to you today with a very urgent question, and I apologize if this has already been covered / answered somewhere else before.

About a year ago I found your website and was highly intrigued, even MYSTIFIED, by this surge of information I always knew in my heart to be true. To make a long story short, I gleefully performed the dedication ritual (to the best of my abilities - due to current financial / economic trouble, I am living at home with a parent who would NOT be happy about my religious choice).

Anyway, here is my problem - and I do not deny that I am almost solely responsible for the situation I'm in now ... Things got tough emotionally, spiritually, and as I already said, financially - I'm not proud of this, but my duties to Father kind of .. well, fell to the wayside. I very much wish to make up for this, to repent and hope that he'll forgive me for being so stupid and nonchalant. But I don't know if I can get him to come back to me after what I've done. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE: what is your advice??

 

[C Y]

Get up and get moving on the meditations and also read the JOS again if you need to refresh your mind. Read one page a day if you can. Meditations are a must, of course, if you want to reach the highest goal.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dragonfyre00x@..." wrote:

So as you may've noticed, I'm new to the group. Hello, everybody! ... I come to you today with a very urgent question, and I apologize if this has already been covered / answered somewhere else before.

About a year ago I found your website and was highly intrigued, even MYSTIFIED, by this surge of information I always knew in my heart to be true. To make a long story short, I gleefully performed the dedication ritual (to the best of my abilities - due to current financial / economic trouble, I am living at home with a parent who would NOT be happy about my religious choice).

Anyway, here is my problem - and I do not deny that I am almost solely responsible for the situation I'm in now ... Things got tough emotionally, spiritually, and as I already said, financially - I'm not proud of this, but my duties to Father kind of .. well, fell to the wayside. I very much wish to make up for this, to repent and hope that he'll forgive me for being so stupid and nonchalant. But I don't know if I can get him to come back to me after what I've done. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE: what is your advice??

 

[hailazazel]

Alot of beginners feel sometimes that Father left them. I admit, I felt it alot of times too. This is not the case. Once you dedicate, you are recognized in Father Satan's family for eternity. You may stop meditating for couple days, months, even years. But you'll always find the way to meditate again. You will always find a way to return to the good path of doing Yoga, meditations. Bettering yourself.
Father never left you, now go on, stand strong, and do your meditations and Yoga. You are the children of the Almighty Satan, the most powerful of all. The one who fought for us for more than 10,000 years. Stand proud. Show him you are serious about this. Be honest with him. It's funny how people try to fool him. He is a God, for fuck's sake. He knows every one of us more than we know ourselves.
Stay strong.

HAIL THE ALMIGHTY SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dragonfyre00x@..." wrote:

So as you may've noticed, I'm new to the group. Hello, everybody! ... I come to you today with a very urgent question, and I apologize if this has already been covered / answered somewhere else before.

About a year ago I found your website and was highly intrigued, even MYSTIFIED, by this surge of information I always knew in my heart to be true. To make a long story short, I gleefully performed the dedication ritual (to the best of my abilities - due to current financial / economic trouble, I am living at home with a parent who would NOT be happy about my religious choice).

Anyway, here is my problem - and I do not deny that I am almost solely responsible for the situation I'm in now ... Things got tough emotionally, spiritually, and as I already said, financially - I'm not proud of this, but my duties to Father kind of .. well, fell to the wayside. I very much wish to make up for this, to repent and hope that he'll forgive me for being so stupid and nonchalant. But I don't know if I can get him to come back to me after what I've done. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE: what is your advice??

 

[[email protected]]

That's what I needed to know, thanks guys. I guess I'm still not out of that Christian mindset I've been brainwashed into all these years. Your support means a lot, and I've been putting my heart and soul into studying whenever I get the chance. Glory be unto our blessed Father! Thanks again.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

Alot of beginners feel sometimes that Father left them. I admit, I felt it alot of times too. This is not the case. Once you dedicate, you are recognized in Father Satan's family for eternity. You may stop meditating for couple days, months, even years. But you'll always find the way to meditate again. You will always find a way to return to the good path of doing Yoga, meditations. Bettering yourself.
Father never left you, now go on, stand strong, and do your meditations and Yoga. You are the children of the Almighty Satan, the most powerful of all. The one who fought for us for more than 10,000 years. Stand proud. Show him you are serious about this. Be honest with him. It's funny how people try to fool him. He is a God, for fuck's sake. He knows every one of us more than we know ourselves.
Stay strong.

HAIL THE ALMIGHTY SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dragonfyre00x@" wrote:

So as you may've noticed, I'm new to the group. Hello, everybody! ... I come to you today with a very urgent question, and I apologize if this has already been covered / answered somewhere else before.

About a year ago I found your website and was highly intrigued, even MYSTIFIED, by this surge of information I always knew in my heart to be true. To make a long story short, I gleefully performed the dedication ritual (to the best of my abilities - due to current financial / economic trouble, I am living at home with a parent who would NOT be happy about my religious choice).

Anyway, here is my problem - and I do not deny that I am almost solely responsible for the situation I'm in now ... Things got tough emotionally, spiritually, and as I already said, financially - I'm not proud of this, but my duties to Father kind of .. well, fell to the wayside. I very much wish to make up for this, to repent and hope that he'll forgive me for being so stupid and nonchalant. But I don't know if I can get him to come back to me after what I've done. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE: what is your advice??

 

[Reliant Gorgoth]

And never, ever doubt his divinity, his wisdom or power... He is so far beyond... anything I could have expected- I have faith in him. Faith? aside from him, I can't even begin to make sense of it. faith, ridiculous. He is the only one and the exalted god, truth eternal, his power is beyond... just fucking beyond. Ineffable is actually appropriate here, I really don't know where too start... His dream and spirit, is the highest and greatest. Truth, freedom, justice, pleasure, joy, fullness, growth, and so many things,
 Trust in him. offer no excuse before him. Make yourself a god so you may fight alongside him as a god, so you may be a god, and so your fellow man can be.
 Turn not too these e-groups in your dismay, the answer is simple, or answers are I suppose. turn to satan, find and walk the path, as only you can now, and only you ever will. just do something every day. something, for him, for your advancement.... you'll get it bud.
 Hail, Hail oh mighty Satan Ea, who setteth all things free.Glory and victory to you, now and forever, absolute and perfect by your will...

From: hailazazel <hailazazel@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, February 13, 2013 9:47 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Faltered, Drifted Away from Satan, Need Help!

  Alot of beginners feel sometimes that Father left them. I admit, I felt it alot of times too. This is not the case. Once you dedicate, you are recognized in Father Satan's family for eternity. You may stop meditating for couple days, months, even years. But you'll always find the way to meditate again. You will always find a way to return to the good path of doing Yoga, meditations. Bettering yourself.
Father never left you, now go on, stand strong, and do your meditations and Yoga. You are the children of the Almighty Satan, the most powerful of all. The one who fought for us for more than 10,000 years. Stand proud. Show him you are serious about this. Be honest with him. It's funny how people try to fool him. He is a God, for fuck's sake. He knows every one of us more than we know ourselves.
Stay strong.

HAIL THE ALMIGHTY SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dragonfyre00x@..." wrote:

So as you may've noticed, I'm new to the group. Hello, everybody! ... I come to you today with a very urgent question, and I apologize if this has already been covered / answered somewhere else before.

About a year ago I found your website and was highly intrigued, even MYSTIFIED, by this surge of information I always knew in my heart to be true. To make a long story short, I gleefully performed the dedication ritual (to the best of my abilities - due to current financial / economic trouble, I am living at home with a parent who would NOT be happy about my religious choice).

Anyway, here is my problem - and I do not deny that I am almost solely responsible for the situation I'm in now ... Things got tough emotionally, spiritually, and as I already said, financially - I'm not proud of this, but my duties to Father kind of .. well, fell to the wayside. I very much wish to make up for this, to repent and hope that he'll forgive me for being so stupid and nonchalant. But I don't know if I can get him to come back to me after what I've done. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE: what is your advice??

 

[hailazazel]

This is what this group for. Motivating each other and push them when they need it. Father wants us unite. Let's make him proud.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dragonfyre00x@..." wrote:

That's what I needed to know, thanks guys. I guess I'm still not out of that Christian mindset I've been brainwashed into all these years. Your support means a lot, and I've been putting my heart and soul into studying whenever I get the chance. Glory be unto our blessed Father! Thanks again.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

Alot of beginners feel sometimes that Father left them. I admit, I felt it alot of times too. This is not the case. Once you dedicate, you are recognized in Father Satan's family for eternity. You may stop meditating for couple days, months, even years. But you'll always find the way to meditate again. You will always find a way to return to the good path of doing Yoga, meditations. Bettering yourself.
Father never left you, now go on, stand strong, and do your meditations and Yoga. You are the children of the Almighty Satan, the most powerful of all. The one who fought for us for more than 10,000 years. Stand proud. Show him you are serious about this. Be honest with him. It's funny how people try to fool him. He is a God, for fuck's sake. He knows every one of us more than we know ourselves.
Stay strong.

HAIL THE ALMIGHTY SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dragonfyre00x@" wrote:

So as you may've noticed, I'm new to the group. Hello, everybody! ... I come to you today with a very urgent question, and I apologize if this has already been covered / answered somewhere else before.

About a year ago I found your website and was highly intrigued, even MYSTIFIED, by this surge of information I always knew in my heart to be true. To make a long story short, I gleefully performed the dedication ritual (to the best of my abilities - due to current financial / economic trouble, I am living at home with a parent who would NOT be happy about my religious choice).

Anyway, here is my problem - and I do not deny that I am almost solely responsible for the situation I'm in now ... Things got tough emotionally, spiritually, and as I already said, financially - I'm not proud of this, but my duties to Father kind of .. well, fell to the wayside. I very much wish to make up for this, to repent and hope that he'll forgive me for being so stupid and nonchalant. But I don't know if I can get him to come back to me after what I've done. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE: what is your advice??

 

[Allison P]

Beautiful post, Gorgoth! Just gorgeous...so very, very well said! Hail
Father Satan always! Hail Lord Andras!

On 2/14/13, hailazazel <hailazazel@... wrote:
This is what this group for. Motivating each other and push them when they
need it. Father wants us unite. Let's make him proud.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dragonfyre00x@..." wrote:

That's what I needed to know, thanks guys. I guess I'm still not out of
that Christian mindset I've been brainwashed into all these years. Your
support means a lot, and I've been putting my heart and soul into studying
whenever I get the chance. Glory be unto our blessed Father! Thanks again.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

Alot of beginners feel sometimes that Father left them. I admit, I felt
it alot of times too. This is not the case. Once you dedicate, you are
recognized in Father Satan's family for eternity. You may stop
meditating for couple days, months, even years. But you'll always find
the way to meditate again. You will always find a way to return to the
good path of doing Yoga, meditations. Bettering yourself.
Father never left you, now go on, stand strong, and do your meditations
and Yoga. You are the children of the Almighty Satan, the most powerful
of all. The one who fought for us for more than 10,000 years. Stand
proud. Show him you are serious about this. Be honest with him. It's
funny how people try to fool him. He is a God, for fuck's sake. He knows
every one of us more than we know ourselves.
Stay strong.

HAIL THE ALMIGHTY SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dragonfyre00x@" wrote:

So as you may've noticed, I'm new to the group. Hello, everybody! ...
I come to you today with a very urgent question, and I apologize if
this has already been covered / answered somewhere else before.

About a year ago I found your website and was highly intrigued, even
MYSTIFIED, by this surge of information I always knew in my heart to
be true. To make a long story short, I gleefully performed the
dedication ritual (to the best of my abilities - due to current
financial / economic trouble, I am living at home with a parent who
would NOT be happy about my religious choice).

Anyway, here is my problem - and I do not deny that I am almost solely
responsible for the situation I'm in now ... Things got tough
emotionally, spiritually, and as I already said, financially - I'm not
proud of this, but my duties to Father kind of .. well, fell to the
wayside. I very much wish to make up for this, to repent and hope that
he'll forgive me for being so stupid and nonchalant. But I don't know
if I can get him to come back to me after what I've done. PLEASE,
PLEASE, PLEASE: what is your advice??

 

[Jon1]

<td val[/IMG]This is something I have been wondering about for a very very long time. Thank you. I always knew it in my heart that no matter what I did in the past, it is not too late to join the fight. And if it is too late, well I still did something for Him anyway.

--- On Thu, 2/14/13, Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Faltered, Drifted Away from Satan, Need Help!
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, February 14, 2013, 5:16 PM

  Beautiful post, Gorgoth! Just gorgeous...so very, very well said! Hail
Father Satan always! Hail Lord Andras!

On 2/14/13, ha[/IMG]hailazazel@... wrote:
This is what this group for. Motivating each other and push them when they
need it. Father wants us unite. Let's make him proud.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "dragonfyre00x@..." wrote:

That's what I needed to know, thanks guys. I guess I'm still not out of
that Christian mindset I've been brainwashed into all these years. Your
support means a lot, and I've been putting my heart and soul into studying
whenever I get the chance. Glory be unto our blessed Father! Thanks again.


--- [/IMG][email protected], "hailazazel" wrote:

Alot of beginners feel sometimes that Father left them. I admit, I felt
it alot of times too. This is not the case. Once you dedicate, you are
recognized in Father Satan's family for eternity. You may stop
meditating for couple days, months, even years. But you'll always find
the way to meditate again. You will always find a way to return to the
good path of doing Yoga, meditations. Bettering yourself.
Father never left you, now go on, stand strong, and do your meditations
and Yoga. You are the children of the Almighty Satan, the most powerful
of all. The one who fought for us for more than 10,000 years. Stand
proud. Show him you are serious about this. Be honest with him. It's
funny how people try to fool him. He is a God, for fuck's sake. He knows
every one of us more than we know ourselves.
Stay strong.

HAIL THE ALMIGHTY SATAN!!!!!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "dragonfyre00x@" wrote:

So as you may've noticed, I'm new to the group. Hello, everybody! ...
I come to you today with a very urgent question, and I apologize if
this has already been covered / answered somewhere else before.

About a year ago I found your website and was highly intrigued, even
MYSTIFIED, by this surge of information I always knew in my heart to
be true. To make a long story short, I gleefully performed the
dedication ritual (to the best of my abilities - due to current
financial / economic trouble, I am living at home with a parent who
would NOT be happy about my religious choice).

Anyway, here is my problem - and I do not deny that I am almost solely
responsible for the situation I'm in now ... Things got tough
emotionally, spiritually, and as I already said, financially - I'm not
proud of this, but my duties to Father kind of .. well, fell to the
wayside. I very much wish to make up for this, to repent and hope that
he'll forgive me for being so stupid and nonchalant. But I don't know
if I can get him to come back to me after what I've done. PLEASE,
PLEASE, PLEASE: what is your advice??

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