Extensive Suffering, trying to stay positive.

[serpentwalker666]

I have ran into this lately, where I end up nearly in a state of crippling depression nearly anywhere I go, from the negative energy I pick up on people, in town, anywhere really.

I've done alot of aura cleaning, been trying to tune it out, however it's gotten to a bad point. I'm still advancing, dealing with a few things, but this issue has been inhibiting my mind, my personal emotional health for awhile now.

It's like even when I try to just live my life, go about my responsibilities, even watch some travel vlogs, or videos on other countries. I end up with extremely strong, crippling depression from the external state of the world and environment around me.

I've been advancing and involved here doing the Rituals for quite a few years, and have been trying to stay positive, but a few things in my personal life have really been wearing on me lately, as I'm barely happy anymore, or the things that should make me happy aren't working.

Also don't get me wrong, I have some things to be happy about. I have built a satanic family for myself, I'm advancing and have established communication with the Gods, and things are going as planned.

However I have a very debilitating cardiac condition, that i was born with. I've tried everything you could think of to treat it, however the issues are still persisting, affecting my life, and I am left in chronic pain nearly everyday. Which also affects my outlook on life.

Thankfully it's not too serious, or life threatening, but limiting, and disabling. It's hard for me to work, which is why I have a very simply work from home job currently, as I would not be able to work a normal job.

The Gods want me to be patient, and they have told me things will in time be better. However when you are in alot of pain almost everyday, and somedays can't get all your responsibilities done, chores, because you are dealing with cardiac pains, muscle weakness and fatigue, it is very upsetting, frustrating.

I plan to hopefully do another healing working, after I finish a healing working for my wife, but that won't be for awhile as I'm doing a 180 day working to heal her, as her mental issues can be frustrating, and can impact my life as well at times.

I was just writing this to moreso vent, as I know things will be better in time, but it is upsetting, and it is very hard somedays.

In time I will be able to reach my full potential. I am eager for that day.

 

[Blackdragon666]

Sounds like you are a strong empath. Closing your chakras when going out can really help.

Do you feel comfortable with sharing more details about your heart problem and your wife's mental health on the Health forums?

Depending on what exactly your wife is suffering from, you may be going about it the wrong way. Like the way you would approach mental issues from drug abuse would not necessarily work for PTSD, or a head injury. If possible, sometimes it is best to seek medical care.

 

[Cast Cat]

I have ran into this lately, where I end up nearly in a state of crippling depression nearly anywhere I go, from the negative energy I pick up on people, in town, anywhere really.

I've done alot of aura cleaning, been trying to tune it out, however it's gotten to a bad point. I'm still advancing, dealing with a few things, but this issue has been inhibiting my mind, my personal emotional health for awhile now.

It's like even when I try to just live my life, go about my responsibilities, even watch some travel vlogs, or videos on other countries. I end up with extremely strong, crippling depression from the external state of the world and environment around me.

I've been advancing and involved here doing the Rituals for quite a few years, and have been trying to stay positive, but a few things in my personal life have really been wearing on me lately, as I'm barely happy anymore, or the things that should make me happy aren't working.

Also don't get me wrong, I have some things to be happy about. I have built a satanic family for myself, I'm advancing and have established communication with the Gods, and things are going as planned.

However I have a very debilitating cardiac condition, that i was born with. I've tried everything you could think of to treat it, however the issues are still persisting, affecting my life, and I am left in chronic pain nearly everyday. Which also affects my outlook on life.

Thankfully it's not too serious, or life threatening, but limiting, and disabling. It's hard for me to work, which is why I have a very simply work from home job currently, as I would not be able to work a normal job.

The Gods want me to be patient, and they have told me things will in time be better. However when you are in alot of pain almost everyday, and somedays can't get all your responsibilities done, chores, because you are dealing with cardiac pains, muscle weakness and fatigue, it is very upsetting, frustrating.

I plan to hopefully do another healing working, after I finish a healing working for my wife, but that won't be for awhile as I'm doing a 180 day working to heal her, as her mental issues can be frustrating, and can impact my life as well at times.

I was just writing this to moreso vent, as I know things will be better in time, but it is upsetting, and it is very hard somedays.

In time I will be able to reach my full potential. I am eager for that day.

Positive affirmations my friend.

Positive affirmations.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I have ran into this lately, where I end up nearly in a state of crippling depression nearly anywhere I go, from the negative energy I pick up on people, in town, anywhere really.

I've done alot of aura cleaning, been trying to tune it out, however it's gotten to a bad point. I'm still advancing, dealing with a few things, but this issue has been inhibiting my mind, my personal emotional health for awhile now.

It's like even when I try to just live my life, go about my responsibilities, even watch some travel vlogs, or videos on other countries. I end up with extremely strong, crippling depression from the external state of the world and environment around me.

I've been advancing and involved here doing the Rituals for quite a few years, and have been trying to stay positive, but a few things in my personal life have really been wearing on me lately, as I'm barely happy anymore, or the things that should make me happy aren't working.

Also don't get me wrong, I have some things to be happy about. I have built a satanic family for myself, I'm advancing and have established communication with the Gods, and things are going as planned.

However I have a very debilitating cardiac condition, that i was born with. I've tried everything you could think of to treat it, however the issues are still persisting, affecting my life, and I am left in chronic pain nearly everyday. Which also affects my outlook on life.

Thankfully it's not too serious, or life threatening, but limiting, and disabling. It's hard for me to work, which is why I have a very simply work from home job currently, as I would not be able to work a normal job.

The Gods want me to be patient, and they have told me things will in time be better. However when you are in alot of pain almost everyday, and somedays can't get all your responsibilities done, chores, because you are dealing with cardiac pains, muscle weakness and fatigue, it is very upsetting, frustrating.

I plan to hopefully do another healing working, after I finish a healing working for my wife, but that won't be for awhile as I'm doing a 180 day working to heal her, as her mental issues can be frustrating, and can impact my life as well at times.

I was just writing this to moreso vent, as I know things will be better in time, but it is upsetting, and it is very hard somedays.

In time I will be able to reach my full potential. I am eager for that day.

It takes awhile for things to change but they do. You have to learn patience. If you want to feel better try to sense ahead to the future with meditation focus on your third eye/6th chakra.
See for yourself that things will get better. When I felt frustrated about my situation that helped a lot. It took a couple years kind of hard work with the spiritual to get rid of the enemy energies in my partner. That was my main thing I was unhappy about. But I looked to the future I saw she wasn't going to be the way she was forever and would some day be on my side doing meditations.

Same thing here try to realize it takes some time to do things. It may not seem like it but in a couple years think about where you will be. Things will just keep getting better if you do the right thing. As of right now I am almost in this future thing I liked so much but it's not like it didn't require a lot of work and patience to get there. I have a lot of fire element so that was freaking eaiser said than done I want everything like right now but that's not how it works.

Btw you can add some healing on yourself while doing this too.

 

[serpentwalker666]

Thank you everyone. I appreciate all the information and suggestions. I will stay strong, be positive, and do a healing working soon when the time is right.

Hail Satan!

 

[100 Days]

Thank you everyone. I appreciate all the information and suggestions. I will stay strong, be positive, and do a healing working soon when the time is right.

Hail Satan!

Apart of all it has been said (meditations, rune workings, etc.) that is of utmost importance, also the physical plan is important to trigger better emotions and help energy to raise and manifest changes. I would suggest
- spending some time under the Sun direct rays, daily as possible. This helps D Vitamin levels and is "free energy" for your soul
- outdoor sport, or walks in the nature (a park, a wood, etc.) if your hearth cannot sustain intense effort.
- ginger based tea, this helps 3rd chakra and digestive system - also some food or supplement to keep the liver in good and clean conditions.
- if you have one, try to find a ley line node where natural energies are strong and positive, for a walk or meditation session. Better if far from industrialized/crowded areas where bad feelings are rampant.

 

[Sekix]

You said you've tried everything, have you tried a multi-combination rune healing?

WUNJO=specifically for the heart chakra, which is location of cardiac problems. Excellent for banishing depression and anxiety because it combines the mind and body, one supporting the other.
SOWILO (Sun)=empowering all chakras and strengthen will+confidence.
Work these in combination, as they empower and compliment each other.

Plus>>THURISAZ=wild,strong and powerful. Strong mind to use, but you have the advancement to do it.

Do 40 day working, or until you feel results. USA has just gone into waxing moon (new-full).

Friend, I need you to tell me about this. I have spent six long months without doing anything but meditating and doing munka, I feel empty because I do nothing more than that, and since that day I have had several problems until today. I have zero knowledge about the runes and how to use them, you would be of great help if you explained how to do it. Plz.

 

[Username]

You said you've tried everything, have you tried a multi-combination rune healing?

WUNJO=specifically for the heart chakra, which is location of cardiac problems. Excellent for banishing depression and anxiety because it combines the mind and body, one supporting the other.
SOWILO (Sun)=empowering all chakras and strengthen will+confidence.
Work these in combination, as they empower and compliment each other.

Plus>>THURISAZ=wild,strong and powerful. Strong mind to use, but you have the advancement to do it.

Do 40 day working, or until you feel results. USA has just gone into waxing moon (new-full).

Friend, I need you to tell me about this. I have spent six long months without doing anything but meditating and doing munka, I feel empty because I do nothing more than that, and since that day I have had several problems until today. I have zero knowledge about the runes and how to use them, you would be of great help if you explained how to do it. Plz.

The information is there on the rune page inside power meditation section.