Ex Mormon, anyone have any advice?

[shadowsage99]

Hi, I'm someone who was born and raised a Mormon. February of this year I realized it was all fake, though for various reasons I can't officially remove my name from the records. It would put my life in jeopardy for various family related issues and such. Officially I'm still mormon, but personally I'm an exmormon. I do not believe in the christian faith either, but I'm uncertain what I believe. That's all very much in chaos and flux right now. I'm trying to learn as much as possible, and for various reasons I believe that Satanism may be true. I need to contact Satan or one of the demons first though before I can join.

I haven't been able to make contact with any demons, or Satan. Does anyone know anything about what the Mormon church can do? What their priesthood can do or their temples? I've served a mission and been through the temple, so I've entered all the ordinances except sealing and the second anointing.  Are there any limits to this power? What can anyone tell me about this god, or the extent to which Mormons are tied to him? Are they tied to the Xian god or someone different? Is there a way to make contact without having to publicly reject the church? I do think that Father Satan helped me in the past year, for which I am grateful, but I am not able to be certain. It could have been a different demon or possibly something within me or even from the Mormon church(Though I very much doubt that.)

I'm reasonably certain dedicating my soul to satan would solve the contact problem, but after being decieved my whole life I really don't want to join anything unless I can make some kind of contact first.  Mormons  say they want everyone to get a "testimony" but that if you can't get one then you should just get baptized anyways. Christians also are quick to get you to just "accept Jesus". That line of thinking really bothers me, I want to come to satan intelligently rather than through pressure or desperation. Also, I don't want to make a commitment that serious unless I'm certain I am willing to follow through with it. Correct me if I'm wrong but that seems disrespectful, and I do not wish do disrespect Father Satan.

I have read through the website several times but the information seems sparse, unrelated to my situation, or conflicting at times.
I also know someone that I trust who has made contact with Satan and tried to relay a communication from them to me.  I also know the message was written down and this friend isn't able to access it at the moment. I'm not sure if it's appropriate to discuss or not, I really have no idea on the ethics here. I was hoping to gather as much information as I could. Even just general information on them would be helpful (Not to prove them false, I'm able to find that info fairly readily, but if you have something unique about Mormons or Christians in general I enjoy learning more, but that's besides the point here.) Anyways, I'm basically trying to find out more about what I'm up against here.
Ideally, it would be best if there was anyone on here who was also Mormon and now a practicing satanist. or at least someone who has dealt with them before on a somewhat significant level. But any information would be very helpful.

I apologize if this doesn't make much sense, if you have any questions let me know.  Thank you very much for your help!

 

[S R]

Hello,


I am not familiar in any way with mormons so i cannot help you there (hopefully somebody else can).
About Satanism, you do not have to dedicate you soul to our True Father Satan till you are ready. What it would be a good idea at least in my opinion, is to start meditating, with simple meditations at first and see how you feel and you continue from there.


HAIL FATHER SATAN!

 

[babyb00m]

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[babyb00m]

A wealth of information can be found in sermons by the Joy of Satan Clergy and in Satan's Library.

Sermons of Satan
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... rmons.html 
Satan's Library
http://spiritualwarfare666.webs.com/Satans_Library.htm  

 

[eu71992]

Read Exposing Mormonism and http://www.joyofsatan.org     If you want to communicate with the Gods you should have at least your chackras opened otherwise you would not really feel much... And succesfully invocation of the Gods it something very serious, it's trully a gift! As HP Vovim said in https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/JoS ... ssages/105
"Successfully invoking one of the Mighty Gods of Duat is something truly amazing, it is honestly an experience that you can never forget - nor would you ever want too. 

Invocation is the Gods gift to us. Through Invocation the Gods can guide us, teach us, help us and even speak through us. It is a way of establishing and incredibly close bond with the Gods.

Invocation is only really possible when a connection has been established between yourself and one ore more of the Mighty Gods. This is either from that particular God being your Guardian Demon, or perhaps you have been drawn to one of the Gods and have attempted Summoning that God.

Invocation is very personal and very intricate. It is not something that you do purely for the “fun of it” or something you are doing just to “try it out”. It must be done with complete sincerity and with the utmost respect.

What actually happens During the invocation can be described as follows: The particular God you are attempting to invoke is splitting of a piece of Himself\Herself and implanting it into you [This is Astrally speaking of course] allowing you to temporarily be that God: to feel what that God feels, To Think how that God thinks, to become in-tune to that particular Gods frequency and vibration.

It is no small feat."

 

[shadowsage99]

So mormonism is a more dangerous form of christianity. Ok, and since they do utilize occult power it would be possible that they could be causing interference?

Thanks for the link, and thank you for the advice about chakras!

 

[shadowsage99]

Thank you, I have been working on meditating for almost a year now, working to improve. I appreciate your advice!