enemy attack?

[angryshaman666]

So last night I was disrupted while trying to clean my aura before sleep...AGAIN and when I closed my eyes I saw a shadow move.
Then I heard a clicking sound like something landed on the floor. Then I feel a presence displacing the air just like every other spirit I've encountered where I can feel it, pinpoint it's location and such.
Well I highly doubt it was a Satanic presence because none of the gods would
1. give off such a weak aura that all I can feel is a displacement in the air where it's standing and
2. clearly be glaring at me.

I said "No non-Satanic entities shall ever breach this place" and began trying to channel blue fire. Now while my astral sight is still barely functioning at 5% I clearly lit up the whole room with a visible blue flash, and this happens alot at night when I meditate now.
I tried chanting the Vinasa banishing chant 9 times under my breath, (trying not to wake my insane xian mother who would definitely think I've gone bonkers) and then it STILL didn't go away!

More blue fire STILL didn't work! I tried calling Satan's name and after about 10 minutes everything was gone.

Now I know it couldn't have been a demon because no Demon would play mind games like that and just sit there trying to drive you crazy.

Well I think what happened is one of the Gods chased this entity away as not only could I not identify this being, but was far too sleep deprived from way too many hours of study to be of any effect anyway.....

This happens every few nights where I feel compelled to not sleep in my own room at night due to some unwanted energy that only manifests at night.
Add my natural synesthesia and the fact that too much quiet makes sleep impossible due to constant astral ringing sounds and hypersensitive hearing I always wind up waking up at the asscrack of noon and these night attacks are like gasoline on a forest fire.

 

[fake name]

I still can only hear a ringing sound and detect movement and energy. I don't even know my guardian demon yet and if I have I rarely hear their voice.If the voice I heard calling my name on occasion (I don't answer to my slave name either way.) IS my guardian demon then I know to expect a female as the only voice I heard aside from the occasional animal spirit is a woman calling me.
However I am still not open enough to see anything other than the occasional spark and only usually hear a ringing sound.
I think my physical eyes are actually the problem. When I was born asshole doctors sprayed silver nitrate in my eyes and healing has been a real bitch.

FUCK THE JEWS!HAIL SATAN!



On Monday, June 1, 2015 6:24 PM, "magnum.arcanum@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I'm new and probably confused about what you said.  Did you actually create an aura of protection around your room?

I know you did all that stuff - but did you actually create an aura of protection "boundary" around your room - that is tangible and have you maintained it lately?  And did you ask for protection from this entity when it or they cross the boundary?   

I do it when I run across entities and things that seek to scare or do harm or assholes that wake me up right after giving me a confusing scary dream usually that I can't remember, but never-the-less keeps me awake.  Sounds like classic Poo Angel tactics. 

It works like a burglar alarm - literally.  You can't beat it.  Immediately, usually before its triggered, my guardian sees to it that I have all the knowledge as to whats going on, tells me what tools to use and I don't have to get worried about it or wake up and just handle it while I'm in a dream.  I give them a big "fuck you", laugh at them, they leave and I continue sleeping. 

Later I report my findings to my Guardian if the asshole(s) are in any way dishonoring any Gods and I try to find out who the fucker is for later payback opportunities.

Banishment is like putting up a big wall around a public area because one asshole went through the area that you no longer wish to encounter - then leaving the dam wall there to get in the way of everybody else or to piss off spirits that might innocently be using the area.  I'm sure that land your on has been their for a few billion years or so.  You may want to think twice about who your telling to get the fuck off of it.  They may be the ones starring at you. 

What your going through can be a real bitch and I hope you figure it out soon.


---In [email protected], <angryshaman666@... wrote :

So last night I was disrupted while trying to clean my aura before sleep...AGAIN and when I closed my eyes I saw a shadow move.
Then I heard a clicking sound like something landed on the floor. Then I feel a presence displacing the air just like every other spirit I've encountered where I can feel it, pinpoint it's location and such.
Well I highly doubt it was a Satanic presence because none of the gods would
1. give off such a weak aura that all I can feel is a displacement in the air where it's standing and
2. clearly be glaring at me.

I said "No non-Satanic entities shall ever breach this place" and began trying to channel blue fire. Now while my astral sight is still barely functioning at 5% I clearly lit up the whole room with a visible blue flash, and this happens alot at night when I meditate now.
I tried chanting the Vinasa banishing chant 9 times under my breath, (trying not to wake my insane xian mother who would definitely think I've gone bonkers) and then it STILL didn't go away!

More blue fire STILL didn't work! I tried calling Satan's name and after about 10 minutes everything was gone.

Now I know it couldn't have been a demon because no Demon would play mind games like that and just sit there trying to drive you crazy.

Well I think what happened is one of the Gods chased this entity away as not only could I not identify this being, but was far too sleep deprived from way too many hours of study to be of any effect anyway.....

This happens every few nights where I feel compelled to not sleep in my own room at night due to some unwanted energy that only manifests at night.
Add my natural synesthesia and the fact that too much quiet makes sleep impossible due to constant astral ringing sounds and hypersensitive hearing I always wind up waking up at the asscrack of noon and these night attacks are like gasoline on a forest fire.

 

[fake name]

Um the silver nitrate thing is ALL OVER the JoS videos and other references. it IS a toxin and causes blindness.
It does NOT do anything good for you, it is a TOXIN.



On Tuesday, June 2, 2015 7:31 PM, "Rick Wendel magnum.arcanum@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  1.     Somebody might know what the ringing is – I don’t.  I could speculate but I’m unsure.  2.     Detecting movement and energy is good.  3.     Hearing someone speak to you is good.  You don’t need to get upset if you don’t know who it is.  Later, you’ll figure it out in time. 4.     You don’t need to know the name of your guardian demon.  My guardian demon doesn’t have time to play and I don’t know his name.  He’s quite busy and we’ll get to know each other when I become more advanced. 5.     You don’t need to summon your guardian demon unless there is major issues and chances are he/she already knows about them.  If you’re dedicated, your guardian demon has more than likely already located you and it’s certainly not something you need to have any concern about, and you are protected. 6.     I’m a bit jealous.  I haven’t been able to really make contact with animal spirits yet, except for one, and now I can’t do it again. 7.     Nitrate is a salt and Silver nitrate is used where there are no antibiotics, and used everywhere pretty much, before widespread antibiotic development.  It was actually effective in reducing eye infections but the wrong dosage could cause blindness in extreme cases.  This practice started in about 1881 and ended when antibiotics became readily available.  It looks like fine charcoal.  I suspect that your eye problems are the result of improper meditation, in which a person actually strains their eyes, and does not properly relax them.  Also, I don’t know who told you that silver nitrate is the cause of your eye problems, but I think its bullshit.  You need to go see a real eye specialist.  I don’t know what you have access to, but there are machines now that can relatively cheaply map your entire eye, and doctors can tell a lot more about what’s going on.  Good luck with all this stuff.        



On Tuesday, June 2, 2015 5:48 PM, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I still can only hear a ringing sound and detect movement and energy. I don't even know my guardian demon yet and if I have I rarely hear their voice.If the voice I heard calling my name on occasion (I don't answer to my slave name either way.) IS my guardian demon then I know to expect a female as the only voice I heard aside from the occasional animal spirit is a woman calling me.
However I am still not open enough to see anything other than the occasional spark and only usually hear a ringing sound.
I think my physical eyes are actually the problem. When I was born asshole doctors sprayed silver nitrate in my eyes and healing has been a real bitch.

FUCK THE JEWS!HAIL SATAN!



On Monday, June 1, 2015 6:24 PM, "magnum.arcanum@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I'm new and probably confused about what you said.  Did you actually create an aura of protection around your room?

I know you did all that stuff - but did you actually create an aura of protection "boundary" around your room - that is tangible and have you maintained it lately?  And did you ask for protection from this entity when it or they cross the boundary?   

I do it when I run across entities and things that seek to scare or do harm or assholes that wake me up right after giving me a confusing scary dream usually that I can't remember, but never-the-less keeps me awake.  Sounds like classic Poo Angel tactics. 

It works like a burglar alarm - literally.  You can't beat it.  Immediately, usually before its triggered, my guardian sees to it that I have all the knowledge as to whats going on, tells me what tools to use and I don't have to get worried about it or wake up and just handle it while I'm in a dream.  I give them a big "fuck you", laugh at them, they leave and I continue sleeping. 

Later I report my findings to my Guardian if the asshole(s) are in any way dishonoring any Gods and I try to find out who the fucker is for later payback opportunities.

Banishment is like putting up a big wall around a public area because one asshole went through the area that you no longer wish to encounter - then leaving the dam wall there to get in the way of everybody else or to piss off spirits that might innocently be using the area.  I'm sure that land your on has been their for a few billion years or so.  You may want to think twice about who your telling to get the fuck off of it.  They may be the ones starring at you. 

What your going through can be a real bitch and I hope you figure it out soon.


---In [email protected], <angryshaman666@... wrote :

So last night I was disrupted while trying to clean my aura before sleep...AGAIN and when I closed my eyes I saw a shadow move.
Then I heard a clicking sound like something landed on the floor. Then I feel a presence displacing the air just like every other spirit I've encountered where I can feel it, pinpoint it's location and such.
Well I highly doubt it was a Satanic presence because none of the gods would
1. give off such a weak aura that all I can feel is a displacement in the air where it's standing and
2. clearly be glaring at me.

I said "No non-Satanic entities shall ever breach this place" and began trying to channel blue fire. Now while my astral sight is still barely functioning at 5% I clearly lit up the whole room with a visible blue flash, and this happens alot at night when I meditate now.
I tried chanting the Vinasa banishing chant 9 times under my breath, (trying not to wake my insane xian mother who would definitely think I've gone bonkers) and then it STILL didn't go away!

More blue fire STILL didn't work! I tried calling Satan's name and after about 10 minutes everything was gone.

Now I know it couldn't have been a demon because no Demon would play mind games like that and just sit there trying to drive you crazy.

Well I think what happened is one of the Gods chased this entity away as not only could I not identify this being, but was far too sleep deprived from way too many hours of study to be of any effect anyway.....

This happens every few nights where I feel compelled to not sleep in my own room at night due to some unwanted energy that only manifests at night.
Add my natural synesthesia and the fact that too much quiet makes sleep impossible due to constant astral ringing sounds and hypersensitive hearing I always wind up waking up at the asscrack of noon and these night attacks are like gasoline on a forest fire.