darkrogue9902
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As of late, I have had very intense emotions. Where feeling an emotion can put me into complete focus, intensifying my energy. Detailing this excellent experience, it almost sounds negative, but it's such a beautiful experience to feel so deeply about something. For example, I just graduated high school, but i had to go back for a jazz band concert. As I sit and wait to play, I see someone who had affected me negatively in such a way that they hate me now for no reason, which aggravates me greatly. As I see them, it's hard to explain, but I felt such a pure feeling of emotion, anger. I felt it so powerfully, and so purely that it just washed over me like all the water of the Earth into one excellent feeling. In fact, I could barely feel any hatred towards them as I understood they knew no better, yet the emotion still presented. I started to feel hot, as one does when their energy intensifies, and I was in such great focus that something almost slipped my notice. The row of lights directly above me were fading on, getting brighter and brighter, almost enough to light up the whole theater. Yet as soon as I noticed and lost focus on the emotion, they cut off immediately. I tried to recreate the feeling, but couldn't find myself able to focus hard enough in the environment i was in.
But another anomaly I have witness in accordance to myself is the wind. I've noticed that when I raise my energy and focus, the wind will kick up. Not hurricane level winds of course, but i'd calculate at least 10 mph winds. But when emotion is involved, it is a lot stronger.
I find that emotion, especially negative emotion, should be directed somewhere other than someone who doesn't deserve it and that someway, your energy will effect something else if it is strong enough, as energy that isn't directed will find something to embody. So, when family, or friends are angering me, which isn't too often thankfully, I tend to focus on something else, as the wind for example. Emotions are very powerful and a wrongfully directed negative emotion will harm someone, so it is important to be sure you wish harm to someone whom you feel negatively towards because if not directed otherwise, it can affect them.
Thanks for reading,HAIL SATAN!!HAIL ENLIL!!HAIL OUR FOREVER VICTORY!!
But another anomaly I have witness in accordance to myself is the wind. I've noticed that when I raise my energy and focus, the wind will kick up. Not hurricane level winds of course, but i'd calculate at least 10 mph winds. But when emotion is involved, it is a lot stronger.
I find that emotion, especially negative emotion, should be directed somewhere other than someone who doesn't deserve it and that someway, your energy will effect something else if it is strong enough, as energy that isn't directed will find something to embody. So, when family, or friends are angering me, which isn't too often thankfully, I tend to focus on something else, as the wind for example. Emotions are very powerful and a wrongfully directed negative emotion will harm someone, so it is important to be sure you wish harm to someone whom you feel negatively towards because if not directed otherwise, it can affect them.
Thanks for reading,HAIL SATAN!!HAIL ENLIL!!HAIL OUR FOREVER VICTORY!!
