Sexual attacks make it impossible to meditate and I got some enemies

[WhiteBoiSamedi]

I need help still, still homeless, and after much clarity yes, many things that sound outlandong in my previous posts have some truth to them.

Now, due to a long history of spiritual warfare, ideological differences, religious shit, etc. It has escalated and now there is a constant sexually intrusive energy on me at all times. It's a mix of a Qlippothic cult being after me and weaponizing everything I do and dont do, say, and think, personal vendettas from a very sexually perverted family who all have weirdly ritualistic and almost sorta sacrifical-feeling sexual aggression towards or interest in me in weird unhealthy ways.

I have done many RTR's. I have even experimented with sigils and parchment burning rituals and imbuing RTR energy into small servitors to protect me and raid Israel every now and again. They make dents in my issues, but it's a lot to do and I'm homeless and can't focus well. It can't be ignored. It's bad and does things to my soul and subconscious, it's associated with bad people due to interference and taking advantage of other people's curses on me to make them stronger and more resistant to cleansing or banishing, and I am previously traumatized, emotionally blocked hard, frozen, and can't do much without a lot of stress or getting countered from 16 different directions. I've also gotten massively betrayed by fake normies pretending to not be spiritual then getting really upset when I talk about Satanism with others in the group and bind/pray for me. The trust issues are immense and also taken advantage of and redirected at the Gods to further disconnect me from them and make me feel like they're abusing me or talking shit because I procrastinate on projects that could genuinely help me due to :negative reacgoon expansion" spells to harshen everything they say to me unless I'm actively divinating via something like drawing, scrying and card reading.

If I can't meditate without worrying about being astrally raped, am disempowered, and fucking homeless and have my relationships with the Gods aggressively and emotionally countered whilst I am already fragile and desperately need a friend and a hug, and need to stay alive on the streets and rely on others for food and money, the fuck do I really do other than more RTR's, Power Rituals, and prayer?

 

[Henu the Great]

Keep your mouth shut about your personal beliefs. You'll invite trouble by speaking about occult information with people who are clueless about these subjects and or basically serving the enemy either directly or indirectly.

Second, take care of your spiritual hygiene on a daily basis. Clean aura, chakras, and build an aura of protection.

One way to take care of the above is listed below.

Returning Curses Part 1

Returning Curses Part 2

These two points alone will improve your situation drastically.

More information to study: https://templeofzeus.org/Meditation & https://templeofzeus.org/Magick

 

[VanceViktori888]

I have had similar issues in the past. Spiritual Hygiene is essential, you may have to do extra. Pray Honestly to the Gods to help you rise above this, the Gods won’t be angry if you’re desperate. Just ask their aid as respectfully and calmly as you can. Always do your best also to apply brother Henu the Great’s advice here too, and maintain your composure as best you can.

 

[darchseed]

Echoing Henu's and Vance's advice. I also would suggest starting the 40 day meditation program. As I can tell you from experience, that throwing yourself into multiple RTRs while neglecting the fundamentals, only leads to spiritual burnout.

Also avoiding meditation because of fears of being astrally raped, only guarantees that you will be.

 

[WhiteBoiSamedi]

I found the culprit after much spiritual warfare and attacks on my sanity and outcomes, as well as very reactively QUICK and hostile angelic attacks on Mt visualization to stop me from cleansing without imbuing myself with angelic energy against my will.

In a tragic turn of events, it's my mother. She has astrally raped me recently and whilst attempting a sexual offering to Satya, her energy invaded very quickly and her defenses were suddenly down and I could attack her directly to the point that angels protecting her started to consider her dead and I could tell via the musical and soundtrack attacks she and others/Jews have used against me in the past. She wants me close only in a sexual context or to give her energy or money.

She has access go my personal belongings. She is on a ley line. She is actively and aggressively hostile and I worry about how much harm she has afflicted upon me, the rest of my family, my friends, everything all so she has sexual and financial control over me. She is actively holding me down so other enemies I would otherwise have no issue with are suddenly insurmountable as her own personal insurance.

Beelzebul himself has requestes directly that I ask for HELP. I am actively requesting Satanic/Zevist curses upon my mother and third party cleanses, shielding, blessings, etc. because while I am able to do them myself, I am at my fucking limit and the Gods' biggest issue with me is that I am too hard on myself, don't understand the severity and urgency of what is happening to me due to disassociation and dependency issues (exaggerated by fate attacks) and try to hard to do everything and do it perfectly like I'm responsible for everyone and don't need help (magick suicide hex for making fun of my mother and having Goddesses agree with me and also laugh.)

I am also highly regarded by them and, pre homelessness, have greatly participated in the politics during the 2024 and upcoming midterm elections and have successfully saved lives from the hurricane and and secured votes for Donald Trump via workings with Horus aka Purson. I have also successfully weaponized the RTRs via turning them into sigils for personal use and for directed targeting to great effect. Zeus says my workings have "beat the crap out of them." My potential for success and worldwide affect for Satya and Zeus is massive and safety is my current #1 priority. Go ahead and divinate about me if you want to ascertain my abilities and contributions if you want because I'm not claiming to be anytging or anyone I'm not, but I've done shit and seen it go down in the physical realm and I know what I've felt and seen. I'm important to Satan and he needs me to be okay. I also don't wanna have to fight off an astral rapist mom and angels while trying to get a fucking paycheck, man.

 

[Henu the Great]

I found the culprit after much spiritual warfare and attacks on my sanity and outcomes, as well as very reactively QUICK and hostile angelic attacks on Mt visualization to stop me from cleansing without imbuing myself with angelic energy against my will.

In a tragic turn of events, it's my mother. She has astrally raped me recently and whilst attempting a sexual offering to Satya, her energy invaded very quickly and her defenses were suddenly down and I could attack her directly to the point that angels protecting her started to consider her dead and I could tell via the musical and soundtrack attacks she and others/Jews have used against me in the past. She wants me close only in a sexual context or to give her energy or money.

She has access go my personal belongings. She is on a ley line. She is actively and aggressively hostile and I worry about how much harm she has afflicted upon me, the rest of my family, my friends, everything all so she has sexual and financial control over me. She is actively holding me down so other enemies I would otherwise have no issue with are suddenly insurmountable as her own personal insurance.

Beelzebul himself has requestes directly that I ask for HELP. I am actively requesting Satanic/Zevist curses upon my mother and third party cleanses, shielding, blessings, etc. because while I am able to do them myself, I am at my fucking limit and the Gods' biggest issue with me is that I am too hard on myself, don't understand the severity and urgency of what is happening to me due to disassociation and dependency issues (exaggerated by fate attacks) and try to hard to do everything and do it perfectly like I'm responsible for everyone and don't need help (magick suicide hex for making fun of my mother and having Goddesses agree with me and also laugh.)

I am also highly regarded by them and, pre homelessness, have greatly participated in the politics during the 2024 and upcoming midterm elections and have successfully saved lives from the hurricane and and secured votes for Donald Trump via workings with Horus aka Purson. I have also successfully weaponized the RTRs via turning them into sigils for personal use and for directed targeting to great effect. Zeus says my workings have "beat the crap out of them." My potential for success and worldwide affect for Satya and Zeus is massive and safety is my current #1 priority. Go ahead and divinate about me if you want to ascertain my abilities and contributions if you want because I'm not claiming to be anytging or anyone I'm not, but I've done shit and seen it go down in the physical realm and I know what I've felt and seen. I'm important to Satan and he needs me to be okay. I also don't wanna have to fight off an astral rapist mom and angels while trying to get a fucking paycheck, man.

This is a non-issue with the advice above. Did you make use of the advice given above?

Also, see the following resources:

https://templeofzeus.org/Closing_Chakras.php - For situations where you need to be covert.

How to Detach Unwanted People/Entities from Your Aura

Using Words of Power - Freeing the Soul

And lastly, a short meditation shared years ago by High Priest Hooded Cobra for cutting astral ties.

Freeing your Soul from enemy influences / Psychic Vampires.

****The meditation is quite simple:

Inhale blue Satanic energy into your chakras:

Vibrate Ansuz x9 or Ur x9 times in the chakra you feel is linked in someway to an enemy, or if you feel your chakras getting drained out of nowhere. Which is quite a disturbing feeling.

Affirmation: " The energy of the ___[rune you chose]___ is now freeing my ____ chakra from all connections and influences of the enemies of Satan, eternally and completely, NOW"

You can keep the "NOW" away, but personally I believe its a good word to specify to your mind that you want it now, in the present. I know you get the idea, if you feel that you need to specifically fix something, get down there and fix it.

Feel the chakra vibrating and engulf it in blue Satanic fire. Imagine all links on the chakra getting burned and your chakra becoming bright as a blue Sun, or whitegold. You can do this for all your chakras, so that would be 9x7. You can do far more than x9 vibrations, this is up to you and how much energy you feel is needed for this to work. This will help cut off from bad links from past lives, present incarnation, people you could have linked
'involuntarily' like when you was drunk or when you had sex with somebody and just this.

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You should be able to get well by utilizing all of the advice given so far.

 

[WhiteBoiSamedi]

Been trying. The magick has been forceful and aggressive and has been able to warp and distort my visualizations right in front of me and make it Xian themes against my will.

Did some phonecalling, recon, other cleansing methods and heavy returns to sender and frequency and manifestation videos. Mantras have also helped immensely yet again. Mom didn't do that. Sorry. Fuck.

Without going into needless backstory, here's my issues at play:
-a family of vampiric "witchy" Jews (mostly) who have hyper unfortunately have had a sexual intent with me since and have magickally and physically did shit since I was a kid and into my teens. It has been some of the most meanspirited and personally and ***intimately*** hostile and knifetwisting with sadistic glee I've had from one of them, and sexual predation from a few others.
-a Qlippothic cult actively hellbent on making the world plunge into anarchy calling themselves "Vesperians" based off of "Vesper" or night aspect of Phosphorus/Venus/"Lucifer" aka their Qlippothic Samael (mod discretion for info deletion, I just think these guys are genuine enemies and threats to our mission). These fucking bastards have driven such a massive personal wedge between me and Satya due to me having issues with mistaking Satya for their mongrel copycat Jewvitore or whatever these Qlippothic monsters are supposed to be. I just was loony earlier on this thread and in its creation due to their fucking insanity spells, babbling, and MEMORY ERASURE and dream magick constantly used on me because I caught their damn attention due to angelic sabotage and bullshit whilst I was still trying to find out what divinity actually meant.
-my mom sends me "love" due to mom stuff and some slight smothering that got taken advantage of by my enemies and made into something it wasn't. Her past abuse and neglect snd narcissistic traits have been used to great effect in fooling me and making me think she's raping me when really it's a toxic family pattern I'm in

Thank you for the advice. I will take it and do what you suggested when I can.

 

[Henu the Great]

Did some phonecalling, recon, other cleansing methods and heavy returns to sender and frequency and manifestation videos.

Only cleaning and protection methods are useful of the mentioned methods, the rest are not helping directly in any way.

Doing God Rituals to ask for assistance and for energetic purposes is another very useful thing. No need for useless frequency videos and such.

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[SatanCrew]

If they’re Jews and don’t follow the commandments of the Old Testament, “the mitzvot”, then maybe you can attack them back about that.

 

[Magmapoolsweet]

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