Dear Maxine and all other HPs,
I've been faithfully following your site since 2005 when i did my blood dedication to ALL MIGHTY LORD SATAN and i am so very greatfull to be a member here and will always be.I am writting to you out of complete desperation and i truely need your help on what im about to tell you whats going on in my life.I dont normally post often because i am a very private person but i do need help and i do faithfully read as much as i can the site and the group here.Ok here it goes,,,,,,,My father is dying of stage 4 terminal cancer he has tumors all through his body and just got amonia and its not going away cause his body is shutting done literaly. I am at home 24/7 taking care of him and everything else is in my hands legaly to deal on top of this i have no family to help me,I only have a few days with my dad till he dies and hospice is comming here to help me with the end with my dad.I am very close to my dad and hes my best friend in the world as long as we dont bring up religion but he strongly all his life has been brought up to believe Jerkhova is god and my dad knows I am completely satanic and i wear my baphomet very proudly we've been at war over this me and him ever since i told him i did my dedication years back its been horrible the way ive been treated he's thrown everything at the book at me since 2005 till this may 24th and now we dont fight about our religions regarding that area but to get back to the point my sister and my kids dad filed a restraining order against me and put my daughter on it so i couldnt see her and in court my kids dad told the judge why he doesnt want me with my daughter is cause i worship Satan exact words to the judge in front of every one now my kids dad is a jew and i truely hate his guts and i've been through so much abuse from my kids dad and my dad all my life and still now all this is going on and much much more and now on top of this my sister is calling my house threatning to kill me and that i'll never see my kid again over her dead body and she goes to church too.My sister came to my house and my dad told her hes dying of cancer and this is what she said to him because of me living there with my dad"Thats what you get for letting Satan in your house" meaning me and she disowns him now cause of this,I hate my sister soooooooo much! I cant practice any witchcraft here at all until after my dad passes so im asking if you will please talk to FATHER SATAN about this matter for me and give me help i feel soooooooooo lost and extremely numb and the rage inside of me i literaly burn up physicaly and i want to just cut open my chest and tear out my heart and set it on fire cause i cant handle this hurt and completely burn it,i dont need it. I dont know how to deal with my emotions with death now because its my dad whos dieing and i used to love cemetaries because to me i felt peace there and also i do my paranormal things as well but now i just feel so different that i cant really explain it.i'm trying the best i can though.I am mentaly completely drained from taking care of my dad that i cant even do a spell for revenge and protection for myself i feel like the life has been sucked right out of me literaly and i dont care if i live or die thing anymore basicaly im a complete wreck inside.Pleaseeeeeeeeee Maxine or any other HPs speak to father for me to help me.Please write back to me privately to my inbox its mysticlove727@... sub. line please put ADVICE FROM SATAN.Thank You with all my heart for your help in this desperate shituation of mines and greatly for your time to read this as well.p.s When my dad takes his last breath im going to breath it in my mouth and then say out loud FUCK YOU JERKHOVA YOU WILL NOT GET HIS LAST BREATH! I will be waiting for a response asap time is very close an i need guidence Satans direct words from you to tell me.
I've been faithfully following your site since 2005 when i did my blood dedication to ALL MIGHTY LORD SATAN and i am so very greatfull to be a member here and will always be.I am writting to you out of complete desperation and i truely need your help on what im about to tell you whats going on in my life.I dont normally post often because i am a very private person but i do need help and i do faithfully read as much as i can the site and the group here.Ok here it goes,,,,,,,My father is dying of stage 4 terminal cancer he has tumors all through his body and just got amonia and its not going away cause his body is shutting done literaly. I am at home 24/7 taking care of him and everything else is in my hands legaly to deal on top of this i have no family to help me,I only have a few days with my dad till he dies and hospice is comming here to help me with the end with my dad.I am very close to my dad and hes my best friend in the world as long as we dont bring up religion but he strongly all his life has been brought up to believe Jerkhova is god and my dad knows I am completely satanic and i wear my baphomet very proudly we've been at war over this me and him ever since i told him i did my dedication years back its been horrible the way ive been treated he's thrown everything at the book at me since 2005 till this may 24th and now we dont fight about our religions regarding that area but to get back to the point my sister and my kids dad filed a restraining order against me and put my daughter on it so i couldnt see her and in court my kids dad told the judge why he doesnt want me with my daughter is cause i worship Satan exact words to the judge in front of every one now my kids dad is a jew and i truely hate his guts and i've been through so much abuse from my kids dad and my dad all my life and still now all this is going on and much much more and now on top of this my sister is calling my house threatning to kill me and that i'll never see my kid again over her dead body and she goes to church too.My sister came to my house and my dad told her hes dying of cancer and this is what she said to him because of me living there with my dad"Thats what you get for letting Satan in your house" meaning me and she disowns him now cause of this,I hate my sister soooooooo much! I cant practice any witchcraft here at all until after my dad passes so im asking if you will please talk to FATHER SATAN about this matter for me and give me help i feel soooooooooo lost and extremely numb and the rage inside of me i literaly burn up physicaly and i want to just cut open my chest and tear out my heart and set it on fire cause i cant handle this hurt and completely burn it,i dont need it. I dont know how to deal with my emotions with death now because its my dad whos dieing and i used to love cemetaries because to me i felt peace there and also i do my paranormal things as well but now i just feel so different that i cant really explain it.i'm trying the best i can though.I am mentaly completely drained from taking care of my dad that i cant even do a spell for revenge and protection for myself i feel like the life has been sucked right out of me literaly and i dont care if i live or die thing anymore basicaly im a complete wreck inside.Pleaseeeeeeeeee Maxine or any other HPs speak to father for me to help me.Please write back to me privately to my inbox its mysticlove727@... sub. line please put ADVICE FROM SATAN.Thank You with all my heart for your help in this desperate shituation of mines and greatly for your time to read this as well.p.s When my dad takes his last breath im going to breath it in my mouth and then say out loud FUCK YOU JERKHOVA YOU WILL NOT GET HIS LAST BREATH! I will be waiting for a response asap time is very close an i need guidence Satans direct words from you to tell me.