I usually have pretty bizzare dreams cuz my imagination is wild, and since doing the dedication I've noticed the bizzarness has intensified, but last night was probably the freakiest dream I've had yet, and honestly, it's not that bizzare. It's something I can see happening, and very soon.
It started out being a good dream, I was back in OKC with my friends and then somehow I got to my dad's house in Missouri. My step-mom was the only one there, we were alone outside, and she was going off on me for something. I honestly can't remember the words she said, but basically she was calling me out. She knew I hated her and wanted her dead and out of my dad's life cuz she's making him miserable (he's stuck in the marriage because she got prego just before he drew the divorce papers). And I'm afriad of her in reality because she's like over 200lbs and when I was a kid she abused me, but in the dream my anger just snapped like it usually does and I verbally attacked her, daring her to do something. So she did. She shot me with one of my dad's guns. I don't know how, but I managed to run to our neigbor's house and I told him what happened, and then next thing I know he takes me the Jesse James Carnival... Thats the bizzare part, lol, but what's freaking me out is the fact that she could very well snap on me and attack me. She's already threatened to shoot my dad with his own guns... I dont know, I'm just REALLY freaked out...
Any thoughts? Does anyone think this dream really can come true?
It started out being a good dream, I was back in OKC with my friends and then somehow I got to my dad's house in Missouri. My step-mom was the only one there, we were alone outside, and she was going off on me for something. I honestly can't remember the words she said, but basically she was calling me out. She knew I hated her and wanted her dead and out of my dad's life cuz she's making him miserable (he's stuck in the marriage because she got prego just before he drew the divorce papers). And I'm afriad of her in reality because she's like over 200lbs and when I was a kid she abused me, but in the dream my anger just snapped like it usually does and I verbally attacked her, daring her to do something. So she did. She shot me with one of my dad's guns. I don't know how, but I managed to run to our neigbor's house and I told him what happened, and then next thing I know he takes me the Jesse James Carnival... Thats the bizzare part, lol, but what's freaking me out is the fact that she could very well snap on me and attack me. She's already threatened to shoot my dad with his own guns... I dont know, I'm just REALLY freaked out...
Any thoughts? Does anyone think this dream really can come true?
