This post is going to be about me and my new found joy. It's fairly long. So if you do not wish to read please skip to the last paragraph.
Hey my names Andy and have been brought up in a Christian home all my life, I was forced to church but always believed there's something not right about Christianity and often laughed at how pathetic it was, when I had abit more freedom I stopped going to church. My parents weren't happy but they respected me and are the kindest people and I respect them very much even though I don't agree with their beliefs.. (On a side note, would satan respect this?im sure he would I just want an opinion from someone with more experience, also I wouldn't be telling them or anyone I know personally about my belief in satanism as I would loose a lot of respect and probably end up homeless)
I have always been interested in developing spiritually, and always was interested in what I would call 'supernatural' since I can remember actually. But because of the way I was brought up it really softened my soul and I fear it, yet I've researched for years and years on different spiritual things.
The one that stands out in my interests is definetly satanism. I am so glad I found 'joyofsatan' every single part of it interests me and I really feel this is the truth and I whole heartetly believe satan is brilliant. Because of the way I was brought up there's always a tiny bit of doubt (which I would love to get rid of) I fear. And fear stopped me from meditating and advancing my soul in the past. All I seem to do is research. I need awakening and my fear needs to dissipate.
My main goal at the moment is to get rid of fear so I can advance. I saw the spiritual warfare training and it looks like a brilliant way to start and create a base I can build on. Anyway, the question... Could I do the first month then when I feel calmer in the mind then do the dedication? I know I will be doing the dedication because I do believe satan is here for me, it's just the anxiety of it at present. I feel i would be at alot more peace doing it after a month of daily training sessions. Would satan still be here with me before the dedication as I train? I already feel a positive energy when thinking of satan. Wether that's because I am happy that I now know the truth or not I don't know but either way I do already feel more positive and less fearful already.
Thank you in advance, hail satan.
Hey my names Andy and have been brought up in a Christian home all my life, I was forced to church but always believed there's something not right about Christianity and often laughed at how pathetic it was, when I had abit more freedom I stopped going to church. My parents weren't happy but they respected me and are the kindest people and I respect them very much even though I don't agree with their beliefs.. (On a side note, would satan respect this?im sure he would I just want an opinion from someone with more experience, also I wouldn't be telling them or anyone I know personally about my belief in satanism as I would loose a lot of respect and probably end up homeless)
I have always been interested in developing spiritually, and always was interested in what I would call 'supernatural' since I can remember actually. But because of the way I was brought up it really softened my soul and I fear it, yet I've researched for years and years on different spiritual things.
The one that stands out in my interests is definetly satanism. I am so glad I found 'joyofsatan' every single part of it interests me and I really feel this is the truth and I whole heartetly believe satan is brilliant. Because of the way I was brought up there's always a tiny bit of doubt (which I would love to get rid of) I fear. And fear stopped me from meditating and advancing my soul in the past. All I seem to do is research. I need awakening and my fear needs to dissipate.
My main goal at the moment is to get rid of fear so I can advance. I saw the spiritual warfare training and it looks like a brilliant way to start and create a base I can build on. Anyway, the question... Could I do the first month then when I feel calmer in the mind then do the dedication? I know I will be doing the dedication because I do believe satan is here for me, it's just the anxiety of it at present. I feel i would be at alot more peace doing it after a month of daily training sessions. Would satan still be here with me before the dedication as I train? I already feel a positive energy when thinking of satan. Wether that's because I am happy that I now know the truth or not I don't know but either way I do already feel more positive and less fearful already.
Thank you in advance, hail satan.
