Alice James
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I realize anyone reading this is very busy however I don't know who else to ask or where to get any help. First off I'm not a child , I'm an adult... when I was very young had a demon that visited me daily .... after and moving had bad experiences with those I'm sure not associated with Satan. Like many I was raised in an extremely religious house even home school in the 80s. I had been searching for years for something like your site .... felt it offered so many answers. Been meditating many times a day and such since 10 months now. All I'm ever able to do is meditate and at times go into little more then a light trance . I work on my chakras everyday also . However I can seem to make no further progress at all. I set aside and use a old ring of mine and a vase... jar for asking questions... divination. Good note had the demon that came to me as a child answer me many times. I have tried to summon her 5 times following your set instructions with nothing . Again every time I try to make progress .... I can't . It's as though I'm being blocked . 2 days ago I mediated and it was the strongest I've ever experienced as well as a deep trance. Right after I used divination to ask if I would be able to make progress if I needed to meditate more . I was very strongly told no . The pulling and weight on the ring was strong . I asked if I'd be able to learn and grow more in Satan's truth and told no . I asked if it was one of Satan's demons answering me I was told very strongly no . I asked if it was a demon not of Satan and again told no. This made no sense to me. I asked if it was Satan himself expecting though I talk to or try to talk to humbly him everyday that he wouldn't be bothered with a nobody like myself. I was told yes and it pulled and swung yes very strongly. I asked if I had offended him , said or done something wrong. Told no . I asked again was it one of the demons very strongly told no and yes again it was Satan. I asked if it was because if it was because of my mother or my upbringing. Told no . I asked if it was anything to do with things I said or did or even how I look ... Told no . I asked if he'd allow me to be a servant a follower of his to learn real truths and do all I can against those who lie about him ... Told no . I don't know what to do or think . I don't know if it was some sick joke from a demon not of Satan. I am writing anyone who reads this for help. I don't know what I could have none wrong or why ? I'm not sure what to do or think now . I would waste time writing this if I could find the answer myself...... I've read your site all I can off it for months with no answers that I can now find to what happened to me or why . All I can do is beg for any help from people that can better understand what happened to me . Please . Thank you , Alice