Divination and rejection by Satan

[Alice James]

   I realize anyone reading this is very busy however I don't know who else to ask or where to get any help.  First off I'm not a child ,  I'm an adult... when I was very young had a demon that visited me daily .... after and moving had bad experiences with those I'm sure not associated with Satan.   Like many I was raised in an extremely religious house even home school in the 80s.     I had been searching for years for something like your site .... felt it offered so many answers. Been meditating many times a day and such since 10 months now.  All I'm ever able to do is meditate and at times go into little more then a light trance . I work on my chakras everyday also . However I can seem to make no further progress at all. I set aside and use a old ring of mine and a vase... jar for asking questions... divination.  Good note had the demon that came to me as a child answer me many times.  I have tried to summon her 5 times following your set instructions with nothing . Again every time I try to make progress .... I can't . It's as though I'm being blocked .  2 days ago I mediated and it was the strongest I've ever experienced as well as a deep trance.  Right after I used divination to ask if I would be able to make progress if I needed to meditate more . I was very strongly told no . The pulling and weight on the ring was strong . I asked if I'd be able to learn and grow more in Satan's truth and told no . I asked if it was one of Satan's demons answering me I was told very strongly no .  I asked if it was a demon not of Satan and again told no. This made no sense to me. I asked if it was Satan himself expecting though I talk to or try to talk to humbly him everyday that he wouldn't be bothered with a nobody like myself.  I was told yes and it pulled and swung yes very strongly. I asked if I had offended him , said or done something wrong.  Told no . I asked again was it one of the demons very strongly told no and yes again it was Satan.  I asked if it was because if it was because of my mother or my upbringing.  Told no . I asked if it was anything to do with things I said or did or even how I look ... Told no . I asked if he'd allow me to be a servant a follower of his to learn real truths and do all I can against those who lie about him ... Told no .     I don't know what to do or think .   I don't know if it was some sick joke from a demon not of Satan.   I am writing anyone who reads this for help.  I don't know what I could have none wrong or why ?   I'm not sure what to do or think now . I would waste time writing this if I could find the answer myself...... I've read your site all I can off it for months with no answers that I can now find to what happened to me or why .  All I can do is beg for any help from people that can better understand what happened to me . Please .               Thank you ,                                   Alice 

 

[larissaelectra]

Your story reminds me of that episode from SpongeBob, where they ask that "magic shell" question, and it just keeps answering "no".

Judging from your story, you are still relatively spiritually inept for such form of communication. In my opinion, communication based on "yes" and "no" is crap.

I would advise you to dich those tools of divination that you have been using, and start HP Cobra's 40 day meditation program. I hjave always told this, and I will repeat this to infinity, if necessary, you have to learn how to walk, before you can run.

And are you even dedicated? From your text, I would say no. Satan does not guarantee His protection for outsiders.

 

[Taol]

A pendulum doesnt give the right answers for many people.
Because a lot of things aside from yourself, your own will, can interfere.

What did you feel the answers were as you were doing that?

Plus I think the meditation answer is right. You do not want to overdo that.

 

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You absolutely can advance further and more. There is no limit to how far you can advance. The Daemons/Daemonesses and Satan himself are still advancing, always. You are not communicating with a Daemon. It's either an enemy entity, or your own influence which is interfering.

Using things like ouija boards and pendulums are not very accurate. It is better to advance and empower your Soul, which gives much greater and correct and direct answers and possibilities.

Stop begging. Instead, throw your useless toys away and do the meditations on the site. Make sure you dedicate yourself to Satan first, if you mean it truly, and then do the Freeing the Soul working, and get on, seriously, with a programme to help yourself, such as HPHC's 40-day self-empowerment programme.