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[roadtohel]

The further that I advance in my meditation and rituals the harder it seems to be for me to socialize with other people. Has anyone else experienced this? I kind of feel like I am floating in my own isolation bubble and communicating is difficult. I think it is because of being on a different level, not like I'm better level, but spiritually. When I speak the truth of my emotions, feelings,etc, people look at me like I'm crazy; yet if I respond in a way that I think they want me to respond, even if it is a lie, then no one acts funny towards me. I also am finding it hard to just talk about "the weather" and typical face saving socializing stuff. SHould I worry about being off balanced in the physical? Or is this normal, and I will adjust eventually?

Hail Satan!
Hail the Deamons of Hell!
Hail our true Gods!
Shit on Jesus!

 

[diznit26]

Yup, exactly the same thing as me and I said that many times before in this group. It's hard to associate with SPIRITUALLY CLOSED people. Of course if it's with dedicated Satanists we perfectly understand eachother and I don't need to fake anything for them to understand me. This is perfectly normal IMO and that's why Satan even tells us (in that Al-Jilwah) that he doesn't allow friendly association with those without. It's a prediction.

It has really nothing to do with physical balance, they are the ones who are off balance and disregard the spiritual, not you.

--- In , "roadtohel" <roadtohel@... wrote:

The further that I advance in my meditation and rituals the harder it seems to be for me to socialize with other people. Has anyone else experienced this? I kind of feel like I am floating in my own isolation bubble and communicating is difficult. I think it is because of being on a different level, not like I'm better level, but spiritually. When I speak the truth of my emotions, feelings,etc, people look at me like I'm crazy; yet if I respond in a way that I think they want me to respond, even if it is a lie, then no one acts funny towards me. I also am finding it hard to just talk about "the weather" and typical face saving socializing stuff. SHould I worry about being off balanced in the physical? Or is this normal, and I will adjust eventually?

Hail Satan!
Hail the Deamons of Hell!
Hail our true Gods!
Shit on Jesus!

 

[diznit26]

LOL I've even find it easier to communicate with animals than those without!!Seriously, I've been doing the astral merging exercises and practicing telepathetic communication with animals and I can understand them.

--- In , "diznit26" <diznit26@... wrote:

Yup, exactly the same thing as me and I said that many times before in this group. It's hard to associate with SPIRITUALLY CLOSED people. Of course if it's with dedicated Satanists we perfectly understand eachother and I don't need to fake anything for them to understand me. This is perfectly normal IMO and that's why Satan even tells us (in that Al-Jilwah) that he doesn't allow friendly association with those without. It's a prediction.

It has really nothing to do with physical balance, they are the ones who are off balance and disregard the spiritual, not you.

--- In , "roadtohel" <roadtohel@ wrote:

The further that I advance in my meditation and rituals the harder it seems to be for me to socialize with other people. Has anyone else experienced this? I kind of feel like I am floating in my own isolation bubble and communicating is difficult. I think it is because of being on a different level, not like I'm better level, but spiritually. When I speak the truth of my emotions, feelings,etc, people look at me like I'm crazy; yet if I respond in a way that I think they want me to respond, even if it is a lie, then no one acts funny towards me. I also am finding it hard to just talk about "the weather" and typical face saving socializing stuff. SHould I worry about being off balanced in the physical? Or is this normal, and I will adjust eventually?

Hail Satan!
Hail the Deamons of Hell!
Hail our true Gods!
Shit on Jesus!

 

[Catlovers Foreva]

Haha,but its true.To me,my cats are definately better companions than the mass of sheeps.

On Fri, 02 Sep 2011 02:31 PDT diznit26 wrote:

LOL I've even find it easier to communicate with animals than those without!!Seriously, I've been doing the astral merging exercises and practicing telepathetic communication with animals and I can understand them.

--- In , "diznit26" <diznit26@... wrote:

Yup, exactly the same thing as me and I said that many times before in this group. It's hard to associate with SPIRITUALLY CLOSED people. Of course if it's with dedicated Satanists we perfectly understand eachother and I don't need to fake anything for them to understand me. This is perfectly normal IMO and that's why Satan even tells us (in that Al-Jilwah) that he doesn't allow friendly association with those without. It's a prediction.

It has really nothing to do with physical balance, they are the ones who are off balance and disregard the spiritual, not you.

--- In , "roadtohel" <roadtohel@ wrote:

The further that I advance in my meditation and rituals the harder it seems to be for me to socialize with other people. Has anyone else experienced this? I kind of feel like I am floating in my own isolation bubble and communicating is difficult. I think it is because of being on a different level, not like I'm better level, but spiritually. When I speak the truth of my emotions, feelings,etc, people look at me like I'm crazy; yet if I respond in a way that I think they want me to respond, even if it is a lie, then no one acts funny towards me. I also am finding it hard to just talk about "the weather" and typical face saving socializing stuff. SHould I worry about being off balanced in the physical? Or is this normal, and I will adjust eventually?

Hail Satan!
Hail the Deamons of Hell!
Hail our true Gods!
Shit on Jesus!

 

[darrklady13]

I think that you are on your way to change in a positive way.
The problem is your friends you associate with.
YOU HAVE OUTGROWN THEM.


Time to find those who share your state of INTELLIGENCE, and can relate in some way to the same interests you have, aside spiritual satanism or involving it.

Hailz

--- In , "roadtohel" <roadtohel@... wrote:

The further that I advance in my meditation and rituals the harder it seems to be for me to socialize with other people. Has anyone else experienced this? I kind of feel like I am floating in my own isolation bubble and communicating is difficult. I think it is because of being on a different level, not like I'm better level, but spiritually. When I speak the truth of my emotions, feelings,etc, people look at me like I'm crazy; yet if I respond in a way that I think they want me to respond, even if it is a lie, then no one acts funny towards me. I also am finding it hard to just talk about "the weather" and typical face saving socializing stuff. SHould I worry about being off balanced in the physical? Or is this normal, and I will adjust eventually?

Hail Satan!
Hail the Deamons of Hell!
Hail our true Gods!
Shit on Jesus!