Desperate to get back into Satanism..

[paradox1cal]

I don't know how to start this..
I haven't been active in Satanism for 2 years since I've dedicated and it makes me feel horrible. I've gone through a lot since then. Every time I would make any spiritual progress I'd be constantly attacked. I'd be attacked so much that eventually I just stopped meditating.. but I know I shouldn't have. I'd gotten very depressed to the point where I almost attempted suicide. I've been majorly depressed these past couple of years but right now I'm actively trying to dig myself out of that hole. I feel the Gods kept sending me signs to come back to Satanism but I just shook things off as being coincidences . I really want to come back to Satan but would he accept me back? even after being gone for so long?

 

[blackkat41116]

YES! you did not offend nor disrespect Satan, nor the Gods...you simply ignored/closed yourself off? from them and i think it was due to attacks? But then you should have worked HARD on protection.. aura protection, runes ...ect.   I personally went this route about 5 years ago,  About a year after i dedicated i just stopped all the meditating, yoga, all knowledge {study on jos] ...ect. THEN i kept having the overwhelming feeling to come 'back'. I ask Satan and my answer was this i will NEVER forget.--"I did not leave you, YOU left me"  Hail Satan!!/88  

 

[ohnoitsmook1]

I know that feeling, and yes, He will accept you back if you hadn't participated in enemy influences during your 'absence' (such as blasphemy or whatever). Also, I know 2 years might feel like a very long time for us humans, but our Gods are, well, Gods, and 2 years in our perception is probably like two deep inhalations for them lmao. In the time you've spent without Satanism you're like a boomerang in this sense

 

[paradox1cal]

Much thanks brothers/sisters. I have one more question is it disrespectful that I've had to throw my Satanic things away? (Candles, rosary, etc) to keep my family from seeing them? I meant absolutely no disrespect but I had to do it because my family would've seen the rest of my stuff (they've seen a baphomet necklace I had and were hardcore questioning me about it, they're christian). I wouldn't have anywhere safe to hide my stuff. All i want to do is come back to Satanism, I really need advice

 

[donotfearthetruth666]

Yes, of course he would!
Also, try satanic blue and purple flames on your aura or even your own house.
Blue protects and banishes and purple makes you invisible to the enemy.
I tried it and the enemy isn't attacking me anymore.

 

[donotfearthetruth666]

Father Satan understands, it's for safety matters that you threw it out.

 

[Sweet Revenge]

  I don't know how to start this..
I haven't been active in Satanism for 2 years since I've dedicated and it makes me feel horrible. I've gone through a lot since then. Every time I would make any spiritual progress I'd be constantly attacked. I'd be attacked so much that eventually I just stopped meditating.. but I know I shouldn't have. I'd gotten very depressed to the point where I almost attempted suicide. I've been majorly depressed these past couple of years but right now I'm actively trying to dig myself out of that hole. I feel the Gods kept sending me signs to come back to Satanism but I just shook things off as being coincidences . I really want to come back to Satan but would he accept me back? even after being gone for so long?

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[dark_pagan_666]

People especially teenagers who are underage and lives with their parents should not feel guilty, upset or feel they have disrespected Satan for hiding or even throwing Satanic items such as rosaries, black candles, ouija boards etc. etc. Satan is very understanding! Xians have a non tolerance for such, and there is a very small amount of things one can do as a minor. Some are lucky having parents who usually don't care too much and let their children experiment with things, and some not. That's life.

Satan mentioned in the Al-Jilwah that we should not expose ourselves to strangers as we never know what they might do to us. Silence is golden in this case. You can meditate in your room or bathroom, and when alone, vibrate mantras and such. I live with other people too, though i'm a student and not a minor.

Take care,
Hail Satan!!!

 

[Anonymous]

Brothers and sisters im new to satanisim need your adivise pleasa im comfused about where to start should dedcate my soul frst or ritulas
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paradox,


I dedicated 3
years ago and I practiced only the Aura of Protection for
a
few months until I strayed away due to me
being highly skeptical (I came
from a
christian background, rejected it and became atheist. I
became a
very hard core atheist!) I was
troubled, skeptical and angry and went back
to being an atheist. The worse thing I thought
was, "I'm an atheist and

there are no gods to believe in! All of it is
shit!"


6 months later, I somehow came back but strayed
again. I eventually came
back again but
strayed...again!


Finally, I've come back and yes, I'm
starting to get attacked worse and the
enemy
puts thoughts in my mind to highly discourage me and to make
me stray
again because they know I was a
hard core atheist!!


All I can do is ignore it and keep doing the
meditations.


So no, you're not the only one that has
been through this.


And I'm getting attacked as I write this!
xD


You're fine!


Hail Satan!!


NGU666
On Jun 23, 2016 4:01 PM, "paradox1cal@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <

wrote:





I don't know how to start this..

I haven't been
active in Satanism for 2 years since I've dedicated and
it
makes me feel horrible. I've
gone through a lot since then. Every time I
would make any spiritual progress I'd
be constantly attacked. I'd be

attacked so much that eventually I just stopped meditating..
but I know I
shouldn't have.
I'd gotten very depressed to the point where I almost
attempted suicide. I've been majorly
depressed these past couple of years

but right now I'm actively trying to dig myself out of
that hole. I feel
the Gods kept sending
me signs to come back to Satanism but I just shook
things off as being coincidences . I
really want to come back to Satan
but
would he accept me back? even after being gone for so
long?

 

[donotfearthetruth666]

Study the JoS website.

 

[backwoodssorcerer]

It never leaves you.Once a dedicated Satanist... Always!HAIL SATAN!

 

[Fatherschild1]

You may already know these things but if it's before the attack sets in I would go with the "it doesn't exist approach".If it begins to come on and you know it won't go away or if it in full swing then I would treat it like a living enemy that is there with you.Anger towards attack can be effecrive.Or laughter.If you can conjure some true laughter that should help.What kind of attacks?

 

[paradox1cal]

taol, yes they recently went through every single little thing in my room. A bunch of things I kept in boxes were out, etc. Parents denied it. Thought I had at least a bit of privacy but I do not. I will still find a way to make it work though.iorost, a few of those things you listed happened to me, I'd also being attacked while in sleep paralysis or get a bunch of invasive thoughts, scare tactics, etc. I shouldn't have let it get to me. And I will not this time!
I've been back doing my meditations and will everyday (especially my protection meditation) and I have some ideas to spread Satanism thanks to you all for your advice. Hail Satan! 

 

[Sweet Revenge]

  You may already know these things but if it's before the attack sets in I would go with the "it doesn't exist approach".If it begins to come on and you know it won't go away or if it in full swing then I would treat it like a living enemy that is there with you.Anger towards attack can be effecrive.Or laughter.If you can conjure some true laughter that should help.What kind of attacks?

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[Fatherschild1]

You better clean that aura hard.

 

[Sweet Revenge]

  You better clean that aura hard.

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