Depressed dedicated Satanist

[HailMotherLilith]

First of all,make sure to clean your chakras and aura DAILY AT LEAST 2 times (in morning and before bed), do an Aura of Protection, I'll give you two effective ones:

Vibrate 88 times: Algiz

Affirm 9 times: "I am permanently and eternally protected from any and all negative planetary transits and influences, in a positive way for me."

Vibrate 88 times: Sowilo

Affirm 9 times: "The energy of Sowilo is permanently shielding me from any and all curses, negative planetary transits, and negative energy, in a positive way for me."

Algiz is protective, Sowilo is deflective.

Make sure to spin your chakras daily. Don't rush it, focus and spin them until you see them spin, if they don't want to spin, then vibrate that chakras opening mantra a few times and then spin it. It helped me.

Second of all, if you have no choice and nothing helps, ask Father Satan to help you. If nothing really works, Father Satan won't be mad if you're forced there against your will because deep down he knows how you are truly dedicated. Remember that, okay?

I hope it all solves itself..

Much of luck and much Satanic Blessings to you!!!!

HAIL FATHER SATAN!

 

[Kingfisher]

Be careful with how you handle your parents. In some cases, being aggressive makes the situation worse. Try to understand how they think and then carefully base your plan on that. Even though it's difficult to hide emotions, it might be a good idea to convince them you're getting better while acting less depressed around them. While you're doing this, you could work on your depression in secret with meditation and possibly a working.

 

[THE-WIIZARD]

Thank you so much to each and everyone of you that replied,im grateful..i don't think threatening them with the police is a good idea,i personally think that it might add fuel to the fire as my parents are suspicious of me already.they know i don't want nothing to do with church,however i showed up at their church yesterday and those fools couldn't tell what's wrong.i knew they stood no chance against my God,Lord Lucifer..All Hail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you people,with all my heart,you truly are family to me.Satanism is the best religion,Ave Lucifer

 

[Tyrone1978]

All the worlds a stage and we're all actors......

You're going to have to fool them that everything's okay.

I appreciate what I'm saying must be very difficult considering your feeling depressed.

Can't you take up gym or something really active like running or something. They say being active helps.

Try keep busy and think about what you're saying to yourself.

It's amazing what ridiculous things we tell ourselves in our minds. And those negative thoughts are like affirmations.

So work on changing the soundtrack of your thoughts.

You're a spiritual satanist. And that makes you a rare and valuable resource in this world.

Of course always bearing in mind to keep secret your religion because you don't know what those without might do.