Amrita Kama
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Is it possible to curse someone by only knowing their discord usernames? This might seem like bullshit, but believe it I have reasons to and if it's possible I'm gonna
Amrita Kama said:Is it possible to curse someone by only knowing their discord usernames? This might seem like bullshit, but believe it I have reasons to and if it's possible I'm gonna
Shadowcat said:Amrita Kama said:Is it possible to curse someone by only knowing their discord usernames? This might seem like bullshit, but believe it I have reasons to and if it's possible I'm gonna
I dont think this is possible with just usernames. you would need their real name and at least a picture of them if not an accurate description of their appearence. although without the picture i would not attempt especially if your focus is not strong enough and can suddenly visualise anyone randomly during the ordeal which may not end too well. if you find a way to attempt any black magick at all dont forget to properly clean your aura before and after. Your soul needs to be significantly clean as it is to begin with to attempt any magick at all, white or black.
NinRick said:Shadowcat said:Amrita Kama said:Is it possible to curse someone by only knowing their discord usernames? This might seem like bullshit, but believe it I have reasons to and if it's possible I'm gonna
I dont think this is possible with just usernames. you would need their real name and at least a picture of them if not an accurate description of their appearence. although without the picture i would not attempt especially if your focus is not strong enough and can suddenly visualise anyone randomly during the ordeal which may not end too well. if you find a way to attempt any black magick at all dont forget to properly clean your aura before and after. Your soul needs to be significantly clean as it is to begin with to attempt any magick at all, white or black.
I connected to persons, and I have no clue how they look like or how they sound like. It is possible after you habe chatted with them.
I don’t know how or why it is possible, it just happened.
Yes, it is possible, but also dangerous when there is not enough void or expierence of the matter.NinRick said:Shadowcat said:Amrita Kama said:Is it possible to curse someone by only knowing their discord usernames? This might seem like bullshit, but believe it I have reasons to and if it's possible I'm gonna
I dont think this is possible with just usernames. you would need their real name and at least a picture of them if not an accurate description of their appearence. although without the picture i would not attempt especially if your focus is not strong enough and can suddenly visualise anyone randomly during the ordeal which may not end too well. if you find a way to attempt any black magick at all dont forget to properly clean your aura before and after. Your soul needs to be significantly clean as it is to begin with to attempt any magick at all, white or black.
I connected to persons, and I have no clue how they look like or how they sound like. It is possible after you habe chatted with them.
I don’t know how or why it is possible, it just happened.
Shadowcat said:NinRick said:Shadowcat said:I dont think this is possible with just usernames. you would need their real name and at least a picture of them if not an accurate description of their appearence. although without the picture i would not attempt especially if your focus is not strong enough and can suddenly visualise anyone randomly during the ordeal which may not end too well. if you find a way to attempt any black magick at all dont forget to properly clean your aura before and after. Your soul needs to be significantly clean as it is to begin with to attempt any magick at all, white or black.
I connected to persons, and I have no clue how they look like or how they sound like. It is possible after you habe chatted with them.
I don’t know how or why it is possible, it just happened.
Interesting to know
Artisan said:Shadowcat said:NinRick said:I connected to persons, and I have no clue how they look like or how they sound like. It is possible after you habe chatted with them.
I don’t know how or why it is possible, it just happened.
Interesting to know
This question has been driving me crazy. What is the image in your signature?
Shadowcat said:Artisan said:Shadowcat said:Interesting to know
This question has been driving me crazy. What is the image in your signature?
Long story. Its a poem I carved for Abraxas in a heart of solid labradorite.
There is nothing wrong with your artwork. Now that he says such things I'm curious about certain things, but I will not elaborate more on that.Shadowcat said:Artisan said:Shadowcat said:Long story. Its a poem I carved for Abraxas in a heart of solid labradorite.
Is that safe to have on the forums like that? Available to be seen to the public eye? Aren't you just giving the enemy an image of a possession you own and as such a way to curse you through it? When I looked at it I got a really disgusting feeling which is why I asked what it was, the image makes me feel gross inside for some reason. I actually had to disable images on the forum cause I kept feeling this negative, dripping, saliva-like energy from that image whenever I browsed the forums and saw your posts.
Is it something that is really safe to do? I am speaking from my own subjectivity here but I think that's a really bad idea. That nasty energy I felt doesn't come from the Gods after all. It certainly comes from something antithetical to the greatness that is our Gods.
I have no idea why that would be the case? you are the first person to say something like that about it. Now you are making me paranoid...you think that is coming from the artwork, from something else as in cursing, or from me??? I made that with alot of love...this comment actually kinda bent me out of shape.
Henu the Great said:There is nothing wrong with your artwork. Now that he says such things I'm curious about certain things, but I will not elaborate more on that.Shadowcat said:Artisan said:Is that safe to have on the forums like that? Available to be seen to the public eye? Aren't you just giving the enemy an image of a possession you own and as such a way to curse you through it? When I looked at it I got a really disgusting feeling which is why I asked what it was, the image makes me feel gross inside for some reason. I actually had to disable images on the forum cause I kept feeling this negative, dripping, saliva-like energy from that image whenever I browsed the forums and saw your posts.
Is it something that is really safe to do? I am speaking from my own subjectivity here but I think that's a really bad idea. That nasty energy I felt doesn't come from the Gods after all. It certainly comes from something antithetical to the greatness that is our Gods.
I have no idea why that would be the case? you are the first person to say something like that about it. Now you are making me paranoid...you think that is coming from the artwork, from something else as in cursing, or from me??? I made that with alot of love...this comment actually kinda bent me out of shape.
Again, your art is ok as long as you do not share the same image elsewhere with an account that is connected to your real ID. In that way you would be in danger, but not in other ways AS LONG AS YOU KEEP UP YOUR AOP (which to be honest is something non-explainatory for any serious Zevism, which to my understanding you are, too).
Now that he says such things I'm curious about certain things, but I will not elaborate more on that.
It's nothing worth publicly (nor privately either, I suppose) elaborating on. Let is stay as mystery. What is more important are our rituals and daily spiritual commitments above all.Shadowcat said:This also has me curious however at what you might be pondering on.
Henu the Great said:It's nothing worth publicly (nor privately either, I suppose) elaborating on. Let is stay as mystery. What is more important are our rituals and daily spiritual commitments above all.Shadowcat said:This also has me curious however at what you might be pondering on.
Meteor said:Shadowcat said:Artisan said:Is that safe to have on the forums like that? Available to be seen to the public eye? Aren't you just giving the enemy an image of a possession you own and as such a way to curse you through it? When I looked at it I got a really disgusting feeling which is why I asked what it was, the image makes me feel gross inside for some reason. I actually had to disable images on the forum cause I kept feeling this negative, dripping, saliva-like energy from that image whenever I browsed the forums and saw your posts.
Is it something that is really safe to do? I am speaking from my own subjectivity here but I think that's a really bad idea. That nasty energy I felt doesn't come from the Gods after all. It certainly comes from something antithetical to the greatness that is our Gods.
I have no idea why that would be the case? you are the first person to say something like that about it. Now you are making me paranoid...you think that is coming from the artwork, from something else as in cursing, or from me??? I made that with alot of love...this comment actually kinda bent me out of shape.
It could just be him. Maybe the darkish colours of the labradorite reminded him of something unpleasant, although it's probably just the lighting making it look that way. Although I can't read all of it, all I see when I look at the letters is your love.
I know love is different for different people. Sometimes it can make others uncomfortable. I would know since my love is probably among the stickiest out there, but fortunately I found someone who enjoys merging with me. But I think that to someone who has experience with being stuck in a negative relationship before like Artisan mentioned in one of his posts, such sticky love can be a scary thing and gross them out, and that can lead to negative associations like the things he mentioned. But, that doesn't make it wrong.
So, don't worry about it.
Live and learn. Thanks.Artisan said:P.S. If you can't fucking tell, I am not only disgusting and disappointed, but just angry NOT ONLY this even happened to begin with. BUT ALSO, the fucking replies re-assuring you that you did nothing wrong. When you have good reason to be disgusted and disappointed with yourself. Learn from your mistakes and do better in the future, if not for the sake of yourself, then for the sake of the innocent you will harm with your mistakes.
Henu the Great said:Live and learn. Thanks.
Certainly, I didn't explain the issues with her artwork so it caused her to question herself. I could have done things better and will do so in the future.Meteor said:Can you understand the issue I had with the way you put it at first and why I tried to reassure her?
I could have advised her to take it down, however, I wanted her to learn for herself instead of me spoon feeding the answers to her. She isn't a baby, the only reason I responded with all the things wrong with her image is because she didn't understand what exactly was wrong with it and everybody was re-assuring, which yes, being re-assuring is fine, but you also need to tell someone what they are doing is wrong. The only person who responded that provided anything useful is mercury, everyone else responded with nothing but "re-assurance" without any meaningfulinformation.Meteor said:Based on how clear your explanation is this time, I believe you could have advised her to take down the image without phrasing things in a way that would startle her and make her wonder if there is something wrong with her or her artwork.
I live in reality, I am not going to sugar coat the truth for anyone. With that said, I maintain a sense of balance between my emotional and logical sides. However, I do know that the way I expressed myself in the above post was full of emotion and there is a reason for that.Meteor said:Next time, please take into consideration what kind of effects your words will have on the person you're addressing.
Bending her out of shape by saying a bunch scary things about something so important to her is not going to help her fix anything in a positive way, whereas making her aware of the dangers she may have caused to herself or others is.
Meteor said:Although I think it's good that she took the photograph down just in case, my priority with my reply was to calm her down, because acting calmly is almost always better.
Either way, thank you for explaining the issue much more clearly and objectively this time.
I am glad, you are someone on the forums who I hold respect for. Thank you for not taking it personal, if you wish to know why I responded in such an emotional manner when I do my best in every other post to maintain a balance between my emotional and logical sides, I recommend reading my other replies to understand my viewpoint on things and why I reacted in such a way.Shadowcat said:You have actually given a very insightful reply. Know that i have taken the image down. This is one of the reasons i ask "why" instead of taking everything personal. i want to learn. I knew very well that the image of someone could be used against them as well as an item of theirs, but as far as the item i thought that the item had to be in person, like in vodon. i did not know this could go for even animage of a personal item. nevertheless i am not afraid to admit when i have made a stupid mistake, and i have. I apologize to all my fellow Zevism. I will promptly take and clean the stone.
Nothing is wrong with you. Everyone makes mistakes and all ANYONE can ask is that you learn from those mistakes.Shadowcat said:thank you. please know my reply to others trying to reassure me was simply me trying to understand. It was not to imply that you saw something that wasnt there. Literally the first thought that came to mind when i read your comment was "why what is wrong with me?"
All I would EVER ask from you is that you learn from the mistakes. I was trying to set you on a train of thought where you would discover what the issue with your art work for yourself instead of me spoon feeding the answer to you. However, the re-assurance de-railed this thought process where I had to spoon feed you. Give a man a fish(Telling you what's wrong) Feed him for a day(Help you stop hurting yourself and others), Teach a man to fish(Give you the thought process to identify the issues yourself), Feed him for the rest of his life(You will be able to follow that same train of thought and avoid such issues from ever happening again, or at the very least much less often, for eternity).Shadowcat said:I saw how you reiterated this several times. I cannot stress enough that no harm was caused on purpose, and have never not cared about what would happen to others here. And dont worry i get pissed off at myself for stuid mistakes enough for more than 2 people. There is nothing else i can offer but to do better by learning from this, and owning up to a stupid reckless mistake based on lack of knowlege. Like many here i am still learning alot myself. Again the image is gone so you can enable imaging again, and i am cleaning the stone.
I was actually talking about myself. And then thanking you.Artisan said:Henu the Great said:Live and learn. Thanks.
I do live and let learn. I can see how my post may have given you the impression that I don't however. Do know that, I do not hate any of my brothers and sisters, I understand that everyone makes mistakes and I want them to learn from them and do better. You seem to have some pre-conceived notion of my nature, however, unless you explain what that notion is I won't be able to confirm or deny anything. Do rest assured that my purpose here on there forums is to help my brothers and sisters and the beautiful life on this planet(Gentiles, Flora, Fauna)
Henu the Great said:I was actually talking about myself. And then thanking you.Artisan said:Henu the Great said:Live and learn. Thanks.
I do live and let learn. I can see how my post may have given you the impression that I don't however. Do know that, I do not hate any of my brothers and sisters, I understand that everyone makes mistakes and I want them to learn from them and do better. You seem to have some pre-conceived notion of my nature, however, unless you explain what that notion is I won't be able to confirm or deny anything. Do rest assured that my purpose here on there forums is to help my brothers and sisters and the beautiful life on this planet(Gentiles, Flora, Fauna)
Artisan said:Henu the Great said:Live and learn. Thanks.
I do live and let learn. I can see how my post may have given you the impression that I don't however. Do know that, I do not hate any of my brothers and sisters, I understand that everyone makes mistakes and I want them to learn from them and do better. You seem to have some pre-conceived notion of my nature, however, unless you explain what that notion is I won't be able to confirm or deny anything. Do rest assured that my purpose here on there forums is to help my brothers and sisters and the beautiful life on this planet(Gentiles, Flora, Fauna)
Certainly, I didn't explain the issues with her artwork so it caused her to question herself. I could have done things better and will do so in the future.Meteor said:Can you understand the issue I had with the way you put it at first and why I tried to reassure her?
I could have advised her to take it down, however, I wanted her to learn for herself instead of me spoon feeding the answers to her. She isn't a baby, the only reason I responded with all the things wrong with her image is because she didn't understand what exactly was wrong with it and everybody was re-assuring, which yes, being re-assuring is fine, but you also need to tell someone what they are doing is wrong. The only person who responded that provided anything useful is mercury, everyone else responded with nothing but "re-assurance" without any meaningfulinformation.Meteor said:Based on how clear your explanation is this time, I believe you could have advised her to take down the image without phrasing things in a way that would startle her and make her wonder if there is something wrong with her or her artwork.
You give a man a fish, you feed him for a day, you teach a man to fish, you feed him for the rest of his life. This phrase holds more value than just an example of the physical, I don't like explaining things to people, I like to let people figure out the things for themselves, unfortunately, everyone in the thread(EXCEPT MERCURY), instead of giving shadow a fish(telling them what's wrong with their artwork), instead of teaching shadow to fish(setting them on the right thought process), everyone(except mercury) completely de-railed Shadow by being re-assuring without providing anything meaningful.
I live in reality, I am not going to sugar coat the truth for anyone. With that said, I maintain a sense of balance between my emotional and logical sides. However, I do know that the way I expressed myself in the above post was full of emotion and there is a reason for that.Meteor said:Next time, please take into consideration what kind of effects your words will have on the person you're addressing.
Bending her out of shape by saying a bunch scary things about something so important to her is not going to help her fix anything in a positive way, whereas making her aware of the dangers she may have caused to herself or others is.
A very emotional response from someone who does their best to maintain a balanced state in their posts, expresses the point that what has happened is so severe that a person would abandon something they maintain constantly, even if just for a moment, the emotional state I portray in my post is meant to demonstrate just that. What Shadow did is severe.
Meteor said:Although I think it's good that she took the photograph down just in case, my priority with my reply was to calm her down, because acting calmly is almost always better.
Either way, thank you for explaining the issue much more clearly and objectively this time.
Yes, acting calmly usually is best, I agree with you on that point 100%. However, when high status members such as henu, say shit like "there is nothing wrong with your artwork", and completely derail the entire point of my original post meant to make Shadow come to the answer themselves. Add onto the issue with all the other replies besides Mercury, and the fact that I maintain a calm stance in all of my posts, you can begin to understand how acting in a way which doesn't maintain my usual calm composure can be beneficial.
I am glad, you are someone on the forums who I hold respect for. Thank you for not taking it personal, if you wish to know why I responded in such an emotional manner when I do my best in every other post to maintain a balance between my emotional and logical sides, I recommend reading my other replies to understand my viewpoint on things and why I reacted in such a way.Shadowcat said:You have actually given a very insightful reply. Know that i have taken the image down. This is one of the reasons i ask "why" instead of taking everything personal. i want to learn. I knew very well that the image of someone could be used against them as well as an item of theirs, but as far as the item i thought that the item had to be in person, like in vodon. i did not know this could go for even animage of a personal item. nevertheless i am not afraid to admit when i have made a stupid mistake, and i have. I apologize to all my fellow Zevism. I will promptly take and clean the stone.
DO KNOW, that I do don't dislike you at all, you made a mistake, we all make mistakes, however, I was very disappointed and disgusted that someone I held respect for overlooked something so detrimental to themselves and to others. All you can do is learn and do better, do your best every day, that is all ANYONE can ask for. My respect for you hasn't diminished in the slightest either![]()
Also, in regards to not knowing it could be a personal item, I am aware that you don't have much experience with cursing others, not only from that but also from your previous reply about "needing a name and face". That is completely untrue, I didn't want to explain to the person how they can curse someone without any personal info but it is certainly possible and very easy, however, it is something that can completely destroy you if you don't know what you're doing, and even then, you need to have an appropriate level of spiritual power and mental control, that's why my first reply to this thread is "Mind if I ask why you desire to curse this person?". I wanted to know if this person is even dealing out an appropriate punishment given the crime. JUSTICE must always be present after all. And appropriate punishment for the crime, dues must be payed appropriately or there will be chaos. Sure, you can do whatever you want, that doesn't mean you're actions are right. Just because a child rapist is able to rape a child, doesn't mean it's right for them to do it just because they can.
Nothing is wrong with you. Everyone makes mistakes and all ANYONE can ask is that you learn from those mistakes.Shadowcat said:thank you. please know my reply to others trying to reassure me was simply me trying to understand. It was not to imply that you saw something that wasnt there. Literally the first thought that came to mind when i read your comment was "why what is wrong with me?"Worry not.
All I would EVER ask from you is that you learn from the mistakes. I was trying to set you on a train of thought where you would discover what the issue with your art work for yourself instead of me spoon feeding the answer to you. However, the re-assurance de-railed this thought process where I had to spoon feed you. Give a man a fish(Telling you what's wrong) Feed him for a day(Help you stop hurting yourself and others), Teach a man to fish(Give you the thought process to identify the issues yourself), Feed him for the rest of his life(You will be able to follow that same train of thought and avoid such issues from ever happening again, or at the very least much less often, for eternity).Shadowcat said:I saw how you reiterated this several times. I cannot stress enough that no harm was caused on purpose, and have never not cared about what would happen to others here. And dont worry i get pissed off at myself for stuid mistakes enough for more than 2 people. There is nothing else i can offer but to do better by learning from this, and owning up to a stupid reckless mistake based on lack of knowlege. Like many here i am still learning alot myself. Again the image is gone so you can enable imaging again, and i am cleaning the stone.
If you look a bit above this response you will see my response to meteor where I explain this
I am proud of you for taking such a genuine response with this, instead of taking it personal you decided to learn from my responses. You should be proud of yourself as well. Even though you made a mistake you are accepting responsibility and learning from it. That is all ANYONE could ever ask. This is why you are one of the few who I deeply respect on this forum after all.I am sure Satan and his Gods are proud of your response as well.
HAIL SATAN!!!!
this i knowI am glad, you are someone on the forums who I hold respect for. Thank you for not taking it personal, if you wish to know why I responded in such an emotional manner when I do my best in every other post to maintain a balance between my emotional and logical sides, I recommend reading my other replies to understand my viewpoint on things and why I reacted in such a way.
DO KNOW, that I do don't dislike you at all, you made a mistake, we all make mistakes, however, I was very disappointed and disgusted that someone I held respect for overlooked something so detrimental to themselves and to others. All you can do is learn and do better, do your best every day, that is all ANYONE can ask for. My respect for you hasn't diminished in the slightest either![]()
Also, in regards to not knowing it could be a personal item, I am aware that you don't have much experience with cursing others, not only from that but also from your previous reply about "needing a name and face". That is completely untrue, I didn't want to explain to the person how they can curse someone without any personal info but it is certainly possible and very easy, however, it is something that can completely destroy you if you don't know what you're doing, and even then, you need to have an appropriate level of spiritual power and mental control, that's why my first reply to this thread is "Mind if I ask why you desire to curse this person?".
I wanted to know if this person is even dealing out an appropriate punishment given the crime. JUSTICE must always be present after all. And appropriate punishment for the crime, dues must be payed appropriately or there will be chaos. Sure, you can do whatever you want, that doesn't mean you're actions are right. Just because a child rapist is able to rape a child, doesn't mean it's right for them to do it just because they can.
Of courseMeteor said:Thank you very much, that's what I wanted.
Hmmm, I see, thank you for the time you spent explaining things like this. In the future, while I will always try to teach a man to fish, I will be sure to explain the things which aren't wrong with what I am speaking on. Her artwork(the crystal) was a work of love and as such was a very beautiful and wonderful thing. I see now your view on the situation and I certainly could have handled things better, in fact, In the first post I could have explained that I wasn't saying her artwork was a problem and this and that while still leading her on a train of thought which would inspire self-discovery.Meteor said:I disagree that there is something wrong with her image. There may have been something wrong with the crystal, and there was something wrong with sharing it here for that reason. However, there is nothing wrong with what she made.
The way you worded things bent her out of shape with how much it made her question if there was something wrong with her artwork or herself. I saw an opportunity here: if I belittle the things you warned her about and reassure her, it will provoke and upset you, and if it upsets you enough then you may feel something similar to what you put her through for yourself. Furthermore, it would bait you to reply again and explain things better so that she can fix the actual issue if there was one (and both you and mercury explained it well and made it clear that there indeed was one). With so little effort from my part, I achieved two things at once.
She said something nice to me at least twice on these forums. She seems like such a genuine and nice person. To see someone like that upset pisses me off, and it was all your fault. That is why I don't regret what I did and would do it again, as the extent of your anger and disappointment has calmed me down and satisfied me.
That said, now I'm upset that I upset you, and I know that apologising after saying all of that would just anger you more.
Since I'm at an impasse, I have a proposition. If you upset someone I like for no reason again like you did here, I will not belittle your words to deliberately try to provoke you, nor will I be negligent. Instead, I will state my own opinion honestly and as seperate from yours, and ask you to apologise for wording things poorly to the person you upset and explain more clearly what you meant.
Since you said you'll do better in the future, I assume that means you'll be willing to apologise if you make the same mistake again. And if I can trust that you will apologise for it, I won't have to be negligent just to provoke you to satisfy my anger and sense of justice.
I think a lot of unnecessary negativity can be avoided that way. What do you think?
Accepting this proposition would give me a way to change my behaviour, so if you accept it, I will apologise to you for my actions.
I understand where I was wrong. If I had been less vague in that post and responded with balance this could have been avoided. Thank you once more for helping me realizeMeteor said:I have no issue with your previous post, only your third post in this thread which upset her for the wrong reasons. Because of the way you worded things you made her feel upset not about potentially harming others, but about herself and her love-filled artwork. That's what pissed me off.
When I say her artwork is wrong I was referring to the picture she took. Photography is a type of artwork after all, without mentioning the problems with sharing it here and all the other things, she shouldn't have taken a photograph of it to begin with, or at least, it creates the potential for issues which wouldn't have arisen otherwise, the only reason you take a photograph of something which you own is to share it with others, as such, taking the photo implies sharing it.Meteor said:Once again, there is nothing wrong with the statement that there is nothing wrong with her artwork. Please mind your wording.
The incorrect statement from Henu was that it's safe to share here.
I have no issue with you not maintaining your calm composure. I think being emotional is perfectly fine if it gets the point across.
I am gladShadowcat said:I was contempatiing already to take down the image when i first saw your feedback. that phrase about the fish is something my dad had us grow up with and is very true. it is all too known to me.
Shadowcat said:this i know. The emotion and length alone of your response told me one thing: you care. Even hate contempt and disgust shows one cares, as it stems from something one loves, which is as you said, which is still utimately out of love. I take critizism very seriously as i am very serious about this path and wanting to advance. I actually happen to be one of the ones that may expect too much of myself and my paranoia and intuition are constantly fighting. I literally believe it was one of the Gods who whispered this to me months before i dedicated: "if everyone strived to be the best versions of themselves in every way the world would be a much better place" There are people i have cut off because they are too immature to take critizism which not only hinders advancement, but utimately relationships with others. this however does not tell others to be walked all over...but to take genuine proportionate critizism to heart and to ask why.
Hmmm, you should certainly focus on black magick, just as much as white magick. In order to survive you must be proficient at both kinds. White is really what you have been focusing on with your cleaning and empowerment, that is good and all, however, if you lack black magick then the only thing you will see in your future is ruin. Take it at as slow as a pace as you need, start with baby steps if you need to. I will explain why both are fundamental to each other.Shadowcat said:You are right. Although i do know in general theory how to program energy and alot of other fundimentals related to magick it is evident as we have seen that i don't yet know them all. This is also because i have no business as it is focusing on black magick or magick at all at the moment, as i have been doing nothing but cleaning my soul since dedication and trying to rid myself of all hangups, dillusions and traumas, which is essential to competely open without going insane, which i am finding many Zevism of many years have not done and have problems. I am only just recently really starting to feel energy other than my own bioelectricity. One thing that has been made very evident to me is my third eye to an extent is already (yet not all the way) open.
My routine has been nothing but hatha and kundalini yoga, 5 to 7 Rituals, with either munka, obliterate saturn, or anzus to get rid of enemy energy, returning curses, void, and general cleaning and viszualization on chakras and astral senses for the past year and a half with the occasional squares, which are to suppliment weak points to help clean out even more dirt.
I think i will be busy with this for a while as i am weary of beginning any empowerment beforehand to avoid problems. one cannot drive a car on a straight path with a dirty windshield.
I try to help where i can with what i do know, but am glad if someone corrects me if i unknowingly give misinformation.
Ahhhhh, I am so glad someone else understands. It fills me with such joy to see one who holds the same values as me with black magick. Indeed it is like a gun or a knife, an appropriate punishment must always be dealt.Shadowcat said:Now this is something i think we are on the same level with. If theres one thing that has always come instinctively to me with justice it is that it must be dealt in proportion to the offense. i think this at least would get me off to a good start if i ever do need spiritual means in the future for justice or self defense. I have explained this to others and they bulked at me for it. It is very simple to see that the spiritual weapons we use ie black magick can be likened to the mechanics of a bomb or a gun, used for warfare, to destroy or to get revenge when it is deserved. To be able to judge weather one should deal out something serious as lasting harm or a death spell requires extremely neat ethics, a level head and good objectivity. Removal of repressed anger issues is crucial here as it can cloud ones judgement. most people with repressed anger will often compensate for not having justice for past issues by dealing out disproportionate judgement to a new situation that has nothing to do with the past. this is just a generalization here.
PS: I have cleaned the stone in the sunlight yesterday after returning curses and cleaning my aura. I am curious as to what you would think of how it feels now but i dare not show it here ofcourse. i did feel a sort of positive emptiness as i cleansed it as if something was being drained from it. it felt "clear"
Meteor said:Thank you very much, that's what I wanted.Artisan said:Certainly, I didn't explain the issues with her artwork so it caused her to question herself. I could have done things better and will do so in the future.Meteor said:Can you understand the issue I had with the way you put it at first and why I tried to reassure her?
I disagree that there is something wrong with her image. There may have been something wrong with the crystal, and there was something wrong with sharing it here for that reason. However, there is nothing wrong with what she made.I could have advised her to take it down, however, I wanted her to learn for herself instead of me spoon feeding the answers to her. She isn't a baby, the only reason I responded with all the things wrong with her image is because she didn't understand what exactly was wrong with it and everybody was re-assuring, which yes, being re-assuring is fine, but you also need to tell someone what they are doing is wrong. The only person who responded that provided anything useful is mercury, everyone else responded with nothing but "re-assurance" without any meaningfulinformation.Meteor said:Based on how clear your explanation is this time, I believe you could have advised her to take down the image without phrasing things in a way that would startle her and make her wonder if there is something wrong with her or her artwork.
You give a man a fish, you feed him for a day, you teach a man to fish, you feed him for the rest of his life. This phrase holds more value than just an example of the physical, I don't like explaining things to people, I like to let people figure out the things for themselves, unfortunately, everyone in the thread(EXCEPT MERCURY), instead of giving shadow a fish(telling them what's wrong with their artwork), instead of teaching shadow to fish(setting them on the right thought process), everyone(except mercury) completely de-railed Shadow by being re-assuring without providing anything meaningful.
The way you worded things bent her out of shape with how much it made her question if there was something wrong with her artwork or herself. I saw an opportunity here: if I belittle the things you warned her about and reassure her, it will provoke and upset you, and if it upsets you enough then you may feel something similar to what you put her through for yourself. Furthermore, it would bait you to reply again and explain things better so that she can fix the actual issue if there was one (and both you and mercury explained it well and made it clear that there indeed was one). With so little effort from my part, I achieved two things at once.
She said something nice to me at least twice on these forums. She seems like such a genuine and nice person. To see someone like that upset pisses me off, and it was all your fault. That is why I don't regret what I did and would do it again, as the extent of your anger and disappointment has calmed me down and satisfied me.
That said, now I'm upset that I upset you, and I know that apologising after saying all of that would just anger you more.
Since I'm at an impasse, I have a proposition. If you upset someone I like for no reason again like you did here, I will not belittle your words to deliberately try to provoke you, nor will I be negligent. Instead, I will state my own opinion honestly and as seperate from yours, and ask you to apologise for wording things poorly to the person you upset and explain more clearly what you meant.
Since you said you'll do better in the future, I assume that means you'll be willing to apologise if you make the same mistake again. And if I can trust that you will apologise for it, I won't have to be negligent just to provoke you to satisfy my anger and sense of justice.
I think a lot of unnecessary negativity can be avoided that way. What do you think?
Accepting this proposition would give me a way to change my behaviour, so if you accept it, I will apologise to you for my actions.
I have no issue with your previous post, only your third post in this thread which upset her for the wrong reasons. Because of the way you worded things you made her feel upset not about potentially harming others, but about herself and her love-filled artwork. That's what pissed me off.I live in reality, I am not going to sugar coat the truth for anyone. With that said, I maintain a sense of balance between my emotional and logical sides. However, I do know that the way I expressed myself in the above post was full of emotion and there is a reason for that.Meteor said:Next time, please take into consideration what kind of effects your words will have on the person you're addressing.
Bending her out of shape by saying a bunch scary things about something so important to her is not going to help her fix anything in a positive way, whereas making her aware of the dangers she may have caused to herself or others is.
A very emotional response from someone who does their best to maintain a balanced state in their posts, expresses the point that what has happened is so severe that a person would abandon something they maintain constantly, even if just for a moment, the emotional state I portray in my post is meant to demonstrate just that. What Shadow did is severe.
Once again, there is nothing wrong with the statement that there is nothing wrong with her artwork. Please mind your wording.Meteor said:Although I think it's good that she took the photograph down just in case, my priority with my reply was to calm her down, because acting calmly is almost always better.
Either way, thank you for explaining the issue much more clearly and objectively this time.
Yes, acting calmly usually is best, I agree with you on that point 100%. However, when high status members such as henu, say shit like "there is nothing wrong with your artwork", and completely derail the entire point of my original post meant to make Shadow come to the answer themselves. Add onto the issue with all the other replies besides Mercury, and the fact that I maintain a calm stance in all of my posts, you can begin to understand how acting in a way which doesn't maintain my usual calm composure can be beneficial.
The incorrect statement from Henu was that it's safe to share here.
I have no issue with you not maintaining your calm composure. I think being emotional is perfectly fine if it gets the point across.
Appreciate thatShe said something nice to me at least twice on these forums. She seems like such a genuine and nice person. To see someone like that upset pisses me off