First, to all of you: thanks for beeing here and doing what you do.
Second: sorry for bad english, it's not my mother tongue...
Today, untill a few minutes ago, I was watching a longer video on youtube, just two people talking about very interesting themes, with (for me) very useful and great information; I felt pleasant and relaxed and was very glad to hear such a clear logic...
But THEN, suddenly I noticed something terrifying in the picture, the person that I listened to (that made me happy) was kind of becoming details that made me shudder... I KNEW that it had nothing to do with that person himself, I felt very clear that it must be something MADE, like set about the real video, just to shock me, to terrify, so that I should stop watching!
But I got a little defiantly, shook my head and decided to whatch on... now, that creepy thing became more and more terrifying, I don't know how to describe it, that was like a sort of shape-shifting, really not nice to watch.
At that point I heard a familiar voice "well than don't LOOK at it..." and I closed my eyes, just listening to the video. Immediately (!) the frightening effect had gone and seconds later I started to smile and thought I was maybe just tired, and could watch again... the same creepy thing started at once again... I tried to look beneath the scene, staring on the monitor but not looking at the video - and at that moment the person who was speaking turned into a creepy grimace...
NO, I had enough, eyes closed again and just listened to the video.
(no need to say that the frightening disappeared again immediately)
I could hear my protector smiling sigh, like "I told you..."
Now I dare to ask you:
Is this some kind of disturbing / attacking through the enemy?
Sorry I am new here... I'm studying and reading a lot, every night on the JOS-page, because it is SO great and beatiful to me, but I would like to get an answer now, because some other things happened too, that I think point in the same direction.
Seems like the more I connect and try and improve, the more s.th. tries to distract in several ways...
I suspect that this might be a good sign for me though, like I'm "on the path"
But please tell me maybe a trick to handle with things like that, because it robs energy and time, and I don't think that the enemy deserves my energy, neither my time!
Death of all lies is the TRUTH...
Heil Hitler!
Heil Satan!
Second: sorry for bad english, it's not my mother tongue...
Today, untill a few minutes ago, I was watching a longer video on youtube, just two people talking about very interesting themes, with (for me) very useful and great information; I felt pleasant and relaxed and was very glad to hear such a clear logic...
But THEN, suddenly I noticed something terrifying in the picture, the person that I listened to (that made me happy) was kind of becoming details that made me shudder... I KNEW that it had nothing to do with that person himself, I felt very clear that it must be something MADE, like set about the real video, just to shock me, to terrify, so that I should stop watching!
But I got a little defiantly, shook my head and decided to whatch on... now, that creepy thing became more and more terrifying, I don't know how to describe it, that was like a sort of shape-shifting, really not nice to watch.
At that point I heard a familiar voice "well than don't LOOK at it..." and I closed my eyes, just listening to the video. Immediately (!) the frightening effect had gone and seconds later I started to smile and thought I was maybe just tired, and could watch again... the same creepy thing started at once again... I tried to look beneath the scene, staring on the monitor but not looking at the video - and at that moment the person who was speaking turned into a creepy grimace...
NO, I had enough, eyes closed again and just listened to the video.
(no need to say that the frightening disappeared again immediately)
I could hear my protector smiling sigh, like "I told you..."
Now I dare to ask you:
Is this some kind of disturbing / attacking through the enemy?
Sorry I am new here... I'm studying and reading a lot, every night on the JOS-page, because it is SO great and beatiful to me, but I would like to get an answer now, because some other things happened too, that I think point in the same direction.
Seems like the more I connect and try and improve, the more s.th. tries to distract in several ways...
I suspect that this might be a good sign for me though, like I'm "on the path"
But please tell me maybe a trick to handle with things like that, because it robs energy and time, and I don't think that the enemy deserves my energy, neither my time!
Death of all lies is the TRUTH...
Heil Hitler!
Heil Satan!
