Cro666
New member
Ever since i came to be a Zevism i never really tried to get into contact with my gaurdian demoness, There have been 2 or 3 times when i tried to contact her trough either visualization or with an oujia board but i never really gotten any answers.
The thing is i dont know what to say to her and sometimes i feel like i dont have the right to bother my GD, father Satan or any of the other gods because i am not yet actively contributing to the war (like Ritual's). A while ago i barely worked on myself because of certain circumstances but thats different now.
Every now and then i read posts from Zevism brothers and sisters where they mention things about their GDs and at moments like that i think by myself: Is it wrong that i dont try to contact my GD or that i rarely talk to father Satan?
I know that the gods wont be mad at me for not actively participating in the war right now and that they would welcome me with open arms if i would try to contact them, But still i dont know if i should. So would it be wise of me to just contact my GD every now and then or to just leave things as it is.
The thing is i dont know what to say to her and sometimes i feel like i dont have the right to bother my GD, father Satan or any of the other gods because i am not yet actively contributing to the war (like Ritual's). A while ago i barely worked on myself because of certain circumstances but thats different now.
Every now and then i read posts from Zevism brothers and sisters where they mention things about their GDs and at moments like that i think by myself: Is it wrong that i dont try to contact my GD or that i rarely talk to father Satan?
I know that the gods wont be mad at me for not actively participating in the war right now and that they would welcome me with open arms if i would try to contact them, But still i dont know if i should. So would it be wise of me to just contact my GD every now and then or to just leave things as it is.