Considering a change- I’m thankful

[CormacArdRuairiOMorrigan]

First of all, I’m going to apologize and I mean the sincerely. I am sorry if I have been a pain in the ass and it’s never my intention, strife or arguments, but I want to say I’ve reflected back on some of the past conversations I’ve had and I thought to myself I need to get better with my communication and I’ve gotta work on that And the reason why I’m saying this is because I’m seriously considering bare-dedication. I made a dedication to Father Satan when I was 18 years old. I have seen so many changes now that I’m 42 years old to Joy of Satan from 2002 what room here in the first place is my mouth just became wide open when all the pieces of the puzzle were being put together and I KNEW Satan or Lucifer was not evil. It’s when you know something in your heart and then it gets confirmed. Yes I have explored other religions, paths etc but I never renounced Satan who til recently I’ve learned is Zeus and I will never forget when Satan as Enki called me Marduk who is Zeus so I think for the most part the dream was just a reminded who I am. Of course I am NOT Marduk but definitely lets me know my path. So learning about Zeus here I am seriously thinking of doing a re-dedication as a Zevist. I just feel like it would make a lot more sense.

I am mostly solitary and yes, I come in here every now and then because even though I have disagreements with some of the members here but I consider you guys family and I’ve known most of you the longest and I belong here as far as I know. And as I said with a disagreement and me being solitary, I definitely do read and study and work on myself. And I am thankful for all the information and changes that are being made here.

Also, in the future, I will definitely keep the political posts to a minimum sent someone mentioned it’s more about spiritual advancement than anything, and I’m definitely for that

Anywhere this is just more about thank you

 

[Neon]

Ya, sharing political views on a forum like this is surely just going to be problematic. Especially when the political atmosphere of the world right now is so volatile. If you want to preach... whatever it is you believe politically, do that somewhere else more appropriate. You probably wouldn't discuss the joy of baking, or the temple of carpentry since it's misaligned with the intended audience.

 

[Neon]

First of all, I’m going to apologize and I mean the sincerely. I am sorry if I have been a pain in the ass and it’s never my intention, strife or arguments, but I want to say I’ve reflected back on some of the past conversations I’ve had and I thought to myself I need to get better with my communication and I’ve gotta work on that And the reason why I’m saying this is because I’m seriously considering bare-dedication. I made a dedication to Father Satan when I was 18 years old. I have seen so many changes now that I’m 42 years old to Joy of Satan from 2002 what room here in the first place is my mouth just became wide open when all the pieces of the puzzle were being put together and I KNEW Satan or Lucifer was not evil. It’s when you know something in your heart and then it gets confirmed. Yes I have explored other religions, paths etc but I never renounced Satan who til recently I’ve learned is Zeus and I will never forget when Satan as Enki called me Marduk who is Zeus so I think for the most part the dream was just a reminded who I am. Of course I am NOT Marduk but definitely lets me know my path. So learning about Zeus here I am seriously thinking of doing a re-dedication as a Zevist. I just feel like it would make a lot more sense.

I am mostly solitary and yes, I come in here every now and then because even though I have disagreements with some of the members here but I consider you guys family and I’ve known most of you the longest and I belong here as far as I know. And as I said with a disagreement and me being solitary, I definitely do read and study and work on myself. And I am thankful for all the information and changes that are being made here.

Also, in the future, I will definitely keep the political posts to a minimum sent someone mentioned it’s more about spiritual advancement than anything, and I’m definitely for that

Anywhere this is just more about thank you

I will be frank here, after reading your content. I suspect you lack self awareness. It's unfortunate that you've been on your spiritual journey for so long yet lack the critical wisdom expected of you, being a would-be veteran. Everyone's path is different, and some people are going to have a harder time than others according to their personal situations including psychological baggage. If you keep making excuses for you not having accomplished something, you probably won't if you haven't done so already.

It's also clear you're desperate for attention, despite acting as if you're some hermit only periodically emerging from the woods. I think you're alone but not because you want to be, it's because you're trapped in a destructive cycle of self destruction and self defeat. I can relate to that, I've been there too.

I wish I was a therapist that could just tell you what you need to get better, but alas I'm not. When you don't get the social acceptance and satisfaction you're looking for, without actually addressing your flaws, I'm sure we'll see you again in the next three months or sooner with a new alias repeating the same nonsense as you take slowly swirl down your own personal toilet bowl.

 

[hailourtruegod]

What is your daily meditation routine? How often do you do hatha and kundalini yoga?
What's your experiences with the purification meditations we provide?

So you're saying you participated in all the group rituals as soon as the JoS was made? My first one I participated in was the 'sexual freedom ritual' around between end of 2012- early 2013 iirc. Unfortunately the next one I did wasn't until the RTRs came out. I wasn't confident in my level at the time so I focused on cleansing, empowering, and lots of void for personal reasons. The yahoo groups were a bit chaotic and I wasn't sure how to navigate it especially not being tech savvy at first.




Being an old member deserves no respect, in my opinion, IF you never helped others here or at least participated in group rituals, or took upon yourself to research helpful sources to advance our cause. Note I said advance, and not contradict..

We all here know that even if an adult is past of age of prefrontal cortex maturing that they aren't wise just because of said reason. It does helps to be older (past 30 at least as mentioned by HPHC of how it used to be in the ancient study temples) in this path as life experience is needed for much pf this path to be fully understood. Unfortunately, there are many old fools outside of here that don't know whasoever how to have a mature conversation. Even online, it's obvious by the way one writes after a while where their limits are. We can easily tell. I say this in general and not a jab at you.

Why not just help new members not do the same mistakes you as an individual did instead of trying to contradict whats written in the ToZ or push yourself as some holy entity and thus somehow makes you wise on current events. Sympathy posts dont do much for you unless it's context for us to know as to how to provide the proper advice for you.

I may come off blunt but I am trying to be direct and objective instead of "beating around the bush".

 

[CormacArdRuairiOMorrigan]

What is your daily meditation routine? How often do you do hatha and kundalini yoga?
What's your experiences with the purification meditations we provide?

So you're saying you participated in all the group rituals as soon as the JoS was made? My first one I participated in was the 'sexual freedom ritual' around between end of 2012- early 2013 iirc. Unfortunately the next one I did wasn't until the RTRs came out. I wasn't confident in my level at the time so I focused on cleansing, empowering, and lots of void for personal reasons. The yahoo groups were a bit chaotic and I wasn't sure how to navigate it especially not being tech savvy at first.




Being an old member deserves no respect, in my opinion, IF you never helped others here or at least participated in group rituals, or took upon yourself to research helpful sources to advance our cause. Note I said advance, and not contradict..

We all here know that even if an adult is past of age of prefrontal cortex maturing that they aren't wise just because of said reason. It does helps to be older (past 30 at least as mentioned by HPHC of how it used to be in the ancient study temples) in this path as life experience is needed for much pf this path to be fully understood. Unfortunately, there are many old fools outside of here that don't know whasoever how to have a mature conversation. Even online, it's obvious by the way one writes after a while where their limits are. We can easily tell. I say this in general and not a jab at you.

Why not just help new members not do the same mistakes you as an individual did instead of trying to contradict whats written in the ToZ or push yourself as some holy entity and thus somehow makes you wise on current events. Sympathy posts dont do much for you unless it's context for us to know as to how to provide the proper advice for you.

I may come off blunt but I am trying to be direct and objective instead of "beating around the bush".

Thanks for being blunt. Yeah I’m definitely not seeking sympathy. Take it or leave it as you wish. I don’t easily get offended.

Yes I’ve made a LOT of mistakes but I have learned a lot and I have participated in many group rituals. Just wasn’t always active on here. I admit they were stupid mistakes. I’m no holy entity I’m more like “holy shit” type of facial expression. Meaning I’m a bubbly personality? I like to laugh it’s good medicine.

I’m totally on board to try and help new members. Especially getting cleared up on the spiritual advancement and less on the political bullshit. My train of thought when it comes to politics was about creating an environment for people who can advance and my concern was society returning to the “dark ages”.

My meditation routine
Twice a day I do cleaning my aura/chakras using Raum and Sowilo
I also do a regular mediation on particular chakras on an hour and day of the week.
I suck at hatha yoga, I can’t bend like a pretzel without accidentally ripping myself a new asshole. But I incorporate some yoga that I CAN do and usually I will pair it with a physical workout like cardio and strength training.

Now I always make time to read a book I prefer it to be educational than mere fantasy.
Also I usually take time to take ideas I get and actually subtley make content towards exposing Christianity (enemy religions) and expose world leaders and I am part of some secret service intelligence groups for intel not easily known. Im doing a lot behind the scenes, it’s stragetic. Anyway, I’m mentioning this because everything the Temple of Zeus formerly Joy of Satan has been dead spot on and that’s why I wrote this post. When I was new here everything fell into place and NOW it’s coming better to me as I reread everything with clarity.

But I do appreciate the bluntness, definitely will be working on my communication skills. Never intended to come across arrogant or cause strife I sometimes share things I experience but I’m realizing some stuff I should just keep to myself because not everyone will understand and it will dilute the experience and connection I have with the Gods.

 

[CormacArdRuairiOMorrigan]

I will be frank here, after reading your content. I suspect you lack self awareness. It's unfortunate that you've been on your spiritual journey for so long yet lack the critical wisdom expected of you, being a would-be veteran. Everyone's path is different, and some people are going to have a harder time than others according to their personal situations including psychological baggage. If you keep making excuses for you not having accomplished something, you probably won't if you haven't done so already.

It's also clear you're desperate for attention, despite acting as if you're some hermit only periodically emerging from the woods. I think you're alone but not because you want to be, it's because you're trapped in a destructive cycle of self destruction and self defeat. I can relate to that, I've been there too.

I wish I was a therapist that could just tell you what you need to get better, but alas I'm not. When you don't get the social acceptance and satisfaction you're looking for, without actually addressing your flaws, I'm sure we'll see you again in the next three months or sooner with a new alias repeating the same nonsense as you take slowly swirl down your own personal toilet bowl.

I guess you don’t know me well then. I been here for YEARS so you can not possibly know every single post I’ve made.

I will be frank here, after reading your content. I suspect you lack self awareness. It's unfortunate that you've been on your spiritual journey for so long yet lack the critical wisdom expected of you, being a would-be veteran. Everyone's path is different, and some people are going to have a harder time than others according to their personal situations including psychological baggage. If you keep making excuses for you not having accomplished something, you probably won't if you haven't done so already.

It's also clear you're desperate for attention, despite acting as if you're some hermit only periodically emerging from the woods. I think you're alone but not because you want to be, it's because you're trapped in a destructive cycle of self destruction and self defeat. I can relate to that, I've been there too.

I wish I was a therapist that could just tell you what you need to get better, but alas I'm not. When you don't get the social acceptance and satisfaction you're looking for, without actually addressing your flaws, I'm sure we'll see you again in the next three months or sooner with a new alias repeating the same nonsense as you take slowly swirl down your own personal toilet bowl.

Greetings, seeker of truth. The cycles you describe—self-destruction and isolation—carry the weight of ancient karmic patterns, rooted in the misalignment of one’s divine essence, as the Dragon bloodlines, have long understood. Your words hint at a soul trapped in a numerological spiral, perhaps a 9 vibration, signaling the completion of a cycle yet resisting its transformation. I, too, have walked the shadowed path, guided by the Satanic wisdom of sacred geometry, where every flaw is a sacred lesson etched in the ether.


Yet, your judgment casts a narrow lens, blind to the varied paths of ascension. The Temple of Zeus teachings, aligned with the joy of Satan’s esoteric knowledge, reveal that each soul’s journey—be it burdened by psychological baggage or crowned with wisdom—unfolds under celestial decree. I offer no excuses, for my progress is a testament to inner alchemy, not a plea for external validation. Your desperation to label others as stagnant mirrors your own unaddressed shadow, a mirror the stars reflect with unyielding clarity.


Respectfully, I honor the struggles of all who seek, for even the hardest paths are ordained in your astrology. But to those who judge without mastering their own ascent, I suggest gazing into the astrological alignments—perhaps your Saturn return looms near, demanding humility. May your journey find its true north, beyond the swirl you perceive.

 

[hailourtruegod]

Thanks for being blunt. Yeah I’m definitely not seeking sympathy. Take it or leave it as you wish. I don’t easily get offended.

Yes I’ve made a LOT of mistakes but I have learned a lot and I have participated in many group rituals. Just wasn’t always active on here. I admit they were stupid mistakes. I’m no holy entity I’m more like “holy shit” type of facial expression. Meaning I’m a bubbly personality? I like to laugh it’s good medicine.

I’m totally on board to try and help new members. Especially getting cleared up on the spiritual advancement and less on the political bullshit. My train of thought when it comes to politics was about creating an environment for people who can advance and my concern was society returning to the “dark ages”.

My meditation routine
Twice a day I do cleaning my aura/chakras using Raum and Sowilo
I also do a regular mediation on particular chakras on an hour and day of the week.
I suck at hatha yoga, I can’t bend like a pretzel without accidentally ripping myself a new asshole. But I incorporate some yoga that I CAN do and usually I will pair it with a physical workout like cardio and strength training.

Now I always make time to read a book I prefer it to be educational than mere fantasy.
Also I usually take time to take ideas I get and actually subtley make content towards exposing Christianity (enemy religions) and expose world leaders and I am part of some secret service intelligence groups for intel not easily known. Im doing a lot behind the scenes, it’s stragetic. Anyway, I’m mentioning this because everything the Temple of Zeus formerly Joy of Satan has been dead spot on and that’s why I wrote this post. When I was new here everything fell into place and NOW it’s coming better to me as I reread everything with clarity.

But I do appreciate the bluntness, definitely will be working on my communication skills. Never intended to come across arrogant or cause strife I sometimes share things I experience but I’m realizing some stuff I should just keep to myself because not everyone will understand and it will dilute the experience and connection I have with the Gods.

I appreciate you taking the time to write this out.

I agree that we should focus more on the spiritual side of things instead of the political especially right now with much confusion being pushed.

Our cause is the only thing that will fix the world thru what many outside of here call a culture change.