Chronic traumatic encephalopathy (CTE)

[Sundara]

Does anyone have experience in advancement with this condition? It’s a syndrome from multiple head injuries. I’ve had quite a few concussions, not more than 10, but the effects are pretty noticeable and they were spread out over 10 years. At least one a year if not more. Happened from random things too, snowboarding and hitting my head on ice. Car accidents. Falling into a brick wall from being in a basketball carrier. My health reading it said overall mental balance with occasional anxiety and an unspecified problems with the head. Over the last few years my memory has gotten pretty poor, to a degree where I was noticing something was really wrong but I didn’t really connect the dots at the time. I’m also starting to wonder if this has anything to do with the whole awakening without meditation situation. On top of just being really sensitive to meditation in general. I know head injuries can cause it to rise in people but those situations I’ve heard of are usually more severe and right after the injury occurs. A lot of my health problems have been totally fixed and everything is settled and under control energetically. I can’t help but notice my memory is even worse now and coordination ect. All of the symptoms I had linked to having multiple head injuries a couple years back are worse or the same. I use to be far more intelligent in every way. My memory was phenomenal. I feel like this has affected my ability to understand certain things and have more cohesive thoughts. It also makes me seem disrespectful because I’m usually only able to retain something if it has a greater than average emotional impact of some sort, and even then it gets a little distorted. It’s a lot of effort to remember to do basic things. I kept thinking for a while that it was ptsd or something but I’ve been over the whole ptsd thing for a while and a therapist a while back said I was way more mentally-emotionally stable than he’d expect for someone with that and said I would never need medication or anything. I didn’t have to lie to him or anything either, I was really straightforward and told him everything that was going on. It seems unlikely that someone would awaken from ptsd but more likely from a head injury. Regardless of any head injuries I’m fairing pretty well and have ways to work around it, but making myself how I was before all of it has been kind of hard. I think exercises and void meditation can help. It seems like it slows advancement down though and that maybe this has affected my 6th and crown negatively.

 

[Aquarius]

As for memory, this guy here called Jim Kwik said that his memory was terrible after he had an accident and by training it it became stronger than ever. Here's the link to his courses(for free): https://freecoursedl.com/?s=Jim+kwik Just choose what you prefer.