Child like mind

[littlesttitan]

Of lately ive been having small moments of a super great feeling and thoughts that instantly remind me of amazing feelings i had when i was a kid. An example i guess would be like when you watched a disney movie as a kid and you see the world as something really bright, colourful, happy and that even..a world like they present in a cozy little disney movie is real. As ive been meditating everyday sometimes new and awesome things happen to me. This has been about a month since i started to meditate daily with no hesitations or obstacles stopping me and i have encountered some "strange" yet extraordinary SKILLS i guess you could say. I feel that my senses have gotten stronger and more "spread out to discover new things" and idk if the gods have anything to do with this, because this doesnt seem like what would happen to a normal person after doing satanic meditations for 3 weeks ?. I REALLY LOVE that its happening though. Back to the topic, im prefty sure im getting more and more in touch with this mind set every day or atleast every other day, to the point that i can almost control it. I havent played around with those kinds of feelings yet but i think that if-WHEN i get stronger in this skill that it can help me with lots of different things. I cant think of anything specifically it can help me with but i KNOW that it'll make me feel better when major circumstances arise good, bad, i feel depressed, lonely, or if..i lose hope in "something important" even though that kind of mind set isnt really how the world its what i want the world to be like...in the future. And i want to use the spectacular, joyful, playful, and totally wonderous emotions of few that i had in the past to feul MY future, to make it one that i would LOVE to live in and not even have to look back on "fake feelings" im probably just going on WAY to long about this and explaining more than what even needs to be said but I LOVE TELLING STORIES ^-^ in all shortness i found a way to be happy and even make me smarter, just by posotive feelings and it'll even raise my hope ? the last BIG "skill" i had was a few days ago when i found out i could sense any lifeforce close to me (i think the distance and power of it is determined by my overall energy level and aura health but wtf do i know XD) i can sense any life force as small as a little spider, ant, and even spirits now, sadly lil miss Nicci (me if none of you know cuz im guessing lots of you are new so that great ?) still cant see, hear, or taste any being from the astral or other, but wierdly ive smelt strange things before in the middle of the night and felt unusual taps and brushes over me (but the smell part could still be my imagination ?) i hope you all LOVED to hear me talk about how much IM IMPROVING, i remember feeling angry/jealous that other people are having really cool things happening to them and just complaining about it. I figured out that i should feel great for them and then after that it usually lead to me trying to get myself to meditate because of the reason that if i ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING useful and good that ill get something like that in return, luckily im getting cool stuff in advance ?. Look at me talking about things like hope and luck! EH, if i go right into talking about the logistics i start to sound boring ?. It was SUPER FUN to write(type) this for you awesome, glorious people!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!???

HAIL SATAN AND ALL OTHER GODS THAT BLESS HUMANITY WITH THIER WISDOM, GUIDANCE, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, FREINDSHIP

 

[mercuryvirgo]

You're doing great right there im glad for you. Keep on your meditations and RTRs.

Hail father SATAN !!