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Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
I'm not a grey (disgusting, bulbous headed freaks). Love you sister! Hail Satan! Hail the REAL Gods! Hail the Mighty Ones!
On Nov 28, 2012 1:56 PM, "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:
  Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
I've had attacks similar to this where the enemy tried to instill fear, guilt, and doubt when I was new. Don't let these thoughts get to you and don't think about them. And always stay strong sister and don't doubt yourself bc together and remaining loyal to Satan and the Powers of Hell we are a strong family.

Hail Satan!

Sent from my iPhone

On Nov 28, 2012, at 11:56 AM, "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!



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Oh damn, they discovered me. I guess I'll show my grey self, I can't continue pretending being human. LOL.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Emily Watts <emilywatts87@... wrote:

I'm not a grey (disgusting, bulbous headed freaks). Love you sister! Hail
Satan! Hail the REAL Gods! Hail the Mighty Ones!
On Nov 28, 2012 1:56 PM, "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

**


Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack,
that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that
my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in
the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING
THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known
by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me
to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane
woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch,
being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly
woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years.
These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on
the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your
strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
I was Deluded once, But i have passed some tests of Faith and Loyalty, I am a Satanist Without a Doubt. :) 
I know how you feel,I've been through that many times,It is really an Ugly Feeling, But the Truth will always Sparkle and will be seen, Experiences will occur which will wash away self Doubt  :). Hail Satan!
 
lol firestarter :)
Well we all experience all kind of different attacks at the moment. This is the time when we have to be strong and apply the knowledge we gain throughout the years. So just be strong! As long as you get attacked, it means you make impact. 
Maxine's words come in my mind all the time: "This is a fucking war!!" 

Hail Satan!
Pe 28-nov.-2012, la 22:05, "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... a scris:

  Oh damn, they discovered me. I guess I'll show my grey self, I can't continue pretending being human. LOL.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Emily Watts <emilywatts87@... wrote:

I'm not a grey (disgusting, bulbous headed freaks). Love you sister! Hail
Satan! Hail the REAL Gods! Hail the Mighty Ones!
On Nov 28, 2012 1:56 PM, "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

**


Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack,
that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that
my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in
the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING
THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known
by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me
to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane
woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch,
being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly
woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years.
These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on
the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your
strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
hahahaha thank you Emily!!!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Emily Watts <emilywatts87@... wrote:

I'm not a grey (disgusting, bulbous headed freaks). Love you sister! Hail
Satan! Hail the REAL Gods! Hail the Mighty Ones!
On Nov 28, 2012 1:56 PM, "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

**


Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack,
that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that
my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in
the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING
THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known
by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me
to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane
woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch,
being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly
woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years.
These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on
the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your
strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
Darrklady13,  I definitely can identify with what you're talking about here.  I have felt the same types of attacks, such as my magic isn't working, my meditations aren't working, etcetera etcetera.  These are enemy thoughts.  They have even put thoughts into my head that I might be a jew, and all kinds of other things.  I really don't know what to say to you except to let you know that I'm here, (NOT a jew, or a grey for that matter) and to please keep the faith in Father Satan.  He doesn't disappoint, and has come through for me when all hope has seemed lost.  I can feel your energy from reading your posts, and know that you are strong in Satan.  I hope this helps, we all need to stick together.  This is a common theme the enemy uses to distract us, in order to divide and conquer.  One thing I can conclude from all of this, is that our rituals and our magic collectively IS working.  Hang in there, HAIL SATAN!!Hail Seere!! Siatris
From: darrklady13 <darkladyschild@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, November 28, 2012 2:56 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Certain type of psychic attack
  Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!

 
This "whole fantasy" feeling pervaded my mind too lately..
When I first dedicate two months ago, I kept feeling that father left me.. every now and then..
now I just feel like this is whole fantasy thing.. but father and the Gods never disappoint!! Stay strong sister!! don't let those fuckers ruin you!!

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
Even fantasy is actual reality and modern science is coming to prove this. So don't let stupid thoughts enter your head. There is no fantasy. This is actual. Deny thoughts like this. The enemy is so fucking desperate, its purely disgusting how any method will be used. Just carry on and they cannot lie to you. Expand your knowledge and as you know more, the less they can do.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "bestindigo666" <bestindigo666@... wrote:

This "whole fantasy" feeling pervaded my mind too lately..
When I first dedicate two months ago, I kept feeling that father left me.. every now and then..
now I just feel like this is whole fantasy thing.. but father and the Gods never disappoint!! Stay strong sister!! don't let those fuckers ruin you!!

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
My thanks to all who have commented. I am feeling stronger today, and am about to go power meditate.

AVE SATAN AND OUR TRUE GODS
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

hahahaha thank you Emily!!!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Emily Watts <emilywatts87@ wrote:

I'm not a grey (disgusting, bulbous headed freaks). Love you sister! Hail
Satan! Hail the REAL Gods! Hail the Mighty Ones!
On Nov 28, 2012 1:56 PM, "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

**


Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack,
that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that
my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in
the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING
THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known
by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me
to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane
woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch,
being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly
woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years.
These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on
the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your
strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
Fantasy shit hitting me too, they are fucking desperate.Stay strong brothers.THE ONLY PATH IS FORWARDAVE SATANI
 
I want to add something here. I think the enemy put other thoughts in other people, according to how new you.
When I dedicated I had this fear that I chose the wrong religion, and Satan is not really a good being, and I will suffer for eterntity etc.. after some time, after I actually saw how I benefit from meditations, and how father kept sending me those signs, for example, when I meditate I keep seeing pictures (the first picture was of a serpent rising, the second was of a raven flying) of course these pictures without any color probably because my third eye still not fully opened.. and now, it's perfect for the enemy to put this fantasy feeling in me, fear doesn't working anymore, I don't fear them, the only fear I have is father and the gods don't really exist and I'm imagining all of this, but I know it's the fucking enemy, because father just never disappoint!! FATHER I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@... wrote:

Even fantasy is actual reality and modern science is coming to prove this. So don't let stupid thoughts enter your head. There is no fantasy. This is actual. Deny thoughts like this. The enemy is so fucking desperate, its purely disgusting how any method will be used. Just carry on and they cannot lie to you. Expand your knowledge and as you know more, the less they can do.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "bestindigo666" <bestindigo666@ wrote:

This "whole fantasy" feeling pervaded my mind too lately..
When I first dedicate two months ago, I kept feeling that father left me.. every now and then..
now I just feel like this is whole fantasy thing.. but father and the Gods never disappoint!! Stay strong sister!! don't let those fuckers ruin you!!

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
I, too, have had attacks where I questioned whether any of it was real or even worked. Continue to meditate, clean your aura and the aura of protection. They're looking for you to stop. I've fallen victim to this and it's not a nice feeling. Be strong, sister.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
I was an atheist for over 15 years before coming to Satan. I have always been a serious doubter and trust no one. Someone even said to me 'you don't trust anyone, do you?' I replied 'That is why I am still alive.' My point being, I am not impressionable, nor am I gullible. All those years when I was an atheist, I always had a nagging issue with a very spiritual experience I had when I was 12 years old, which I could never explain being an atheist. This happened in a church of all places, during a compulsory confirmation. When I was forced to go before the bishop, a very powerful presence blew into me and lit up like a flame. I felt this so strongly and then went around asking the other kids there did they feel that. My friends there didn't know what I was talking about.

This was Satan. He had the spiritual authority to be there. He told me he put his spirit into me in that church so I would remember it as a spiritual experience. It has actually done more in the way that I know he is real beyond any doubt, as I was so young, very unimportant and a total nobody in the sense that any outsider would have something to do with this. But there is much, much more. Soon after this, I got involved in hatha yoga and the occult by accident so to speak. Certain circumstances occurred that led me to these. By the time I was 15, I was reading Tarot cards, palms and a lot more. There were plenty of changes in my life after that incident. The thing is, I know from that experience that what I have been experiencing since I have come to Satan is not from some outside source. When I worked as a fortune teller in a tea room, I was an atheist then and another psychic who worked with me told me, when I brought up that experience I had, that
whoever it was will come back for me when I am older. She was right.

Far too many different things have happened in my life to where I KNOW SATAN IS VERY REAL. I have NO doubts whatsoever. Some of these I will write about here. This was soon after I came to Satan and a married couple that my son is close friends with wanted me to do a reading for them. After I read their astrology charts, Kelly began telling me about a ghost who interacted with her 5 year old son in their home and since they moved, the ghost moved with them. Her 5 year old could both see and hear the ghost whose name was Gus. This was actually a new experience for me, but all of a sudden [Kelly is psychic to some extent] said 'He is here.' He then entered me and began to speak through me to them. I could feel him entering my body, it felt like a light drape. I then knew the year and time he died, how he died and the room [her son's room in their first house where he met him], he died in. After the reading was over and Gus left me, Kelly then told me she
had three other psychics and they all said the same things I did about Gus.

This was an important learning experience for me, as Satan has had me work with certain important souls who are now in Hell. This has been much more extensive. Without going into endless details here, this individual who is human VIP; he eats meals through me. I can always feel when he enters and leaves my body and I can see him. Lilith had us do a meditation together where he would touch me and he even rubbed my arm. Upon meeting another human VIP Satan wanted me to work with, he grabbed my astral hand and he kissed my hand. This was a new one for me, as I never had this done before. It was his greeting, as he is from another time and generation. I can't even begin to write of all the experiences I have had, as these could fill a book. The person I wrote of in the above has also grabbed me a few times and this is at the soul, I definitely felt this strongly and could see him when he did it. You can feel it. Also the things they have told me have checked
out 100%.

The above is just one. Another experience that really touched me that I will never forget was one day I was walking, hungry and flat broke. I was new to Satanism back then. I walked in front of a restaurant and happened to look down and there was a wad of money stuck to the sidewalk, enough for me to get a decent meal inside. I was in my late 30's when I came to Satan and stuff like this never happened in my life. Before coming to Satan, I would go hungry.

Literally thousands of times, I have had soooooo many experiences through Satan and the Powers of Hell. Yes, Satan has visited me many, many times over the years. Then, events happen off of the astral CONSISTENTLY enough for me to know beyond any doubt that Satan, Lilith, and the Powers of Hell are real. In addition, many times Satan, Lilith or another one of our Gods has told me something and then sometime afterwards, I read what they told me in a book. Far too much, way beyond anything I could even remember, let alone write here has happened in my life that has PROVEN to me beyond any doubt that Satan and the Powers of Hell are real. Also, certain others in the JoS Ministry for one, have had the same experiences.

Just because there are spiritually dense people out there who don't believe in certain things, such as telepathy, interacting with souls who have passed on from this earth and of course, physical and spiritual immortality; that does not mean that these things do not exist. Again, xianity and its filth has worked to remove everything spiritual. Same as in the former USSR- anyone who does not accept the jewish agenda is insane. Anyone who disagreed with the jewish program of communism, often would wind up in a mental institution, to be shot full of psychiatric drugs and tortured. All of this smacks of the same thing.

I have worked very hard and devoted 100% to the Powers of Hell for the past 12 years and I can tell you, if they were not real, I would have quit a long time ago. I am not a trusting individual by any means. Satan is definitely real.


High Priestess Maxine Dietrich
http://www.joyofsatan.org


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
I remember when I was about 4 I think I woke up seeing multiple faces around me laughing it put so much fear in me that I had to sleep with my mom for half a year then I slept with the light on for awhile but I still couldn't sleep without the door open for years that's how much fear was placed upon me. I'm pretty sure they did that to keep me away from Satan so stay strong and don't let them turn you away. They always try and make me question Satanism which I just laugh to myself and think of something else.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
I have actually had the Exact same thing happen to me over the past month or so time and again. The enemy has worked very hard to try to get me to Disbelieve, telling me that we in the JoS are all deceived here, and that nothing exists that is spiritual, it's all in our heads, like you were saying. Then I asked these space monkey cadet juniors (greys; angels) "Well, if nothing is real, then how do I explain you?" No answer came of course.

What finally got them to fuck off was when I kept on reiterating the fact that No Matter What, the jews must die! How that I am Still a National Socialist, Nazi, and I don't give a shit what they think about it. When they tried to make me believe that Xianity is somehow true through all of this, they same thing applies. The enemy programs are jewish from top to bottom, and therefore as a Gentile I am Too Good for all of it, I am above it and will NEVER bow to a jew- Never! Not even to save my own life, they can't even force me with a weapon.

The enemy didn't have any kind of good answer or way to deal with me on this, they saw me as a total waste of time on this issue.

I was having trouble keeping my mind Void yesterday, and I had to do something about it. I had to tell myself that "there is just the 3D reality, only the stuff around me was real". This might sound strange considering what I have just written above. I know that Satan, Our Gods, and the astral are all Very Real, but as an Emergency this worked for me, totally shutting my mind off to the Spiritual so that I could tune it out and concentrate. When at Work, be in the 3D and Focus like a Laser on what your hands are doing, NOT on the Spiritual. Clean your Aura and Chakras, do the Aura of Protection, Close your Chakras, and then Completely Shut off your mind to the Astral until you get back in the car to go home. This works, at least for me anyways.

 Hail Father Satan!!
Forever in the Service of Satan.
From The Al Jilwah Chapter III:
"I lead to the straight path without a revealed book; I direct aright my beloved and chosen ones by unseen means." - Satan

From: darrklady13 <darkladyschild@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, November 28, 2012 2:56 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Certain type of psychic attack

  Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!



 
Thank you so much, so so much, each and everyone of you!!!!

Its comforting to know I am not the only one. I know the Gods are real, and they are TRUE.

Those who are "without", will do many things to try and sway us, such as, "Oh this person is crazy", or "she doesn't know what she says"....then go and honor a jew , A DEAD JEW, ON A STICK.

Thanks again people. I need you, I need this forum, thanks for being here.

HAILZ OUR GODS, THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Celina" <lovingbelial@... wrote:

I, too, have had attacks where I questioned whether any of it was real or even worked. Continue to meditate, clean your aura and the aura of protection. They're looking for you to stop. I've fallen victim to this and it's not a nice feeling. Be strong, sister.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
Thank you HP Maxine.
I am almost crying here, typing this out.

Lots of changes for me, I recently quit a anti-anxiety medication. I feel better actually since I stopped it, but I am dealing with much emotion now, since before, my emotions were just there.....laying dormant in a way....

I know the Gods are real, our Lord Satan is real. I too have had countless experiences growing up, and into teen years and young adulthood.

Most convincing is the Sigil I would see in meditation at age 18 or 19. I looked everywhere in books to find out what the sigil was.

Back then, in 1980's, there was no internet, and I had limited resources to find these things.
I didn't even know what Sumeria was.

Fast forward to 2006, I find this group, and here is the Sigil!!!!!s Satan's sigil, the one that looks like a Martini glass and a lil hangman in it.

I know they are real. I won't let these people who are without get to me....their doubts, they can call me crazy if they want, I know now BETTER that we should keep our knowledge to OURSELVES, or at least away from those who have no belief in it. I know whats real. And I love the Gods, they are soooo good and loving to us, who are their own.

Thank you all for being in here, I may not have ever found my way back if I hadn't found this.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], High Priestess Maxine Dietrich <maxine.dietrich@... wrote:


I was an atheist for over 15 years before coming to Satan. I have always been a serious doubter and trust no one. Someone even said to me 'you don't trust anyone, do you?' I replied 'That is why I am still alive.' My point being, I am not impressionable, nor am I gullible. All those years when I was an atheist, I always had a nagging issue with a very spiritual experience I had when I was 12 years old, which I could never explain being an atheist. This happened in a church of all places, during a compulsory confirmation. When I was forced to go before the bishop, a very powerful presence blew into me and lit up like a flame. I felt this so strongly and then went around asking the other kids there did they feel that. My friends there didn't know what I was talking about.

This was Satan. He had the spiritual authority to be there. He told me he put his spirit into me in that church so I would remember it as a spiritual experience. It has actually done more in the way that I know he is real beyond any doubt, as I was so young, very unimportant and a total nobody in the sense that any outsider would have something to do with this. But there is much, much more. Soon after this, I got involved in hatha yoga and the occult by accident so to speak. Certain circumstances occurred that led me to these. By the time I was 15, I was reading Tarot cards, palms and a lot more. There were plenty of changes in my life after that incident. The thing is, I know from that experience that what I have been experiencing since I have come to Satan is not from some outside source. When I worked as a fortune teller in a tea room, I was an atheist then and another psychic who worked with me told me, when I brought up that experience I had, that
whoever it was will come back for me when I am older. She was right.

Far too many different things have happened in my life to where I KNOW SATAN IS VERY REAL. I have NO doubts whatsoever. Some of these I will write about here. This was soon after I came to Satan and a married couple that my son is close friends with wanted me to do a reading for them. After I read their astrology charts, Kelly began telling me about a ghost who interacted with her 5 year old son in their home and since they moved, the ghost moved with them. Her 5 year old could both see and hear the ghost whose name was Gus. This was actually a new experience for me, but all of a sudden [Kelly is psychic to some extent] said 'He is here.' He then entered me and began to speak through me to them. I could feel him entering my body, it felt like a light drape. I then knew the year and time he died, how he died and the room [her son's room in their first house where he met him], he died in. After the reading was over and Gus left me, Kelly then told me she
had three other psychics and they all said the same things I did about Gus.

This was an important learning experience for me, as Satan has had me work with certain important souls who are now in Hell. This has been much more extensive. Without going into endless details here, this individual who is human VIP; he eats meals through me. I can always feel when he enters and leaves my body and I can see him. Lilith had us do a meditation together where he would touch me and he even rubbed my arm. Upon meeting another human VIP Satan wanted me to work with, he grabbed my astral hand and he kissed my hand. This was a new one for me, as I never had this done before. It was his greeting, as he is from another time and generation. I can't even begin to write of all the experiences I have had, as these could fill a book. The person I wrote of in the above has also grabbed me a few times and this is at the soul, I definitely felt this strongly and could see him when he did it. You can feel it. Also the things they have told me have checked
out 100%.

The above is just one. Another experience that really touched me that I will never forget was one day I was walking, hungry and flat broke. I was new to Satanism back then. I walked in front of a restaurant and happened to look down and there was a wad of money stuck to the sidewalk, enough for me to get a decent meal inside. I was in my late 30's when I came to Satan and stuff like this never happened in my life. Before coming to Satan, I would go hungry.

Literally thousands of times, I have had soooooo many experiences through Satan and the Powers of Hell. Yes, Satan has visited me many, many times over the years. Then, events happen off of the astral CONSISTENTLY enough for me to know beyond any doubt that Satan, Lilith, and the Powers of Hell are real. In addition, many times Satan, Lilith or another one of our Gods has told me something and then sometime afterwards, I read what they told me in a book. Far too much, way beyond anything I could even remember, let alone write here has happened in my life that has PROVEN to me beyond any doubt that Satan and the Powers of Hell are real. Also, certain others in the JoS Ministry for one, have had the same experiences.

Just because there are spiritually dense people out there who don't believe in certain things, such as telepathy, interacting with souls who have passed on from this earth and of course, physical and spiritual immortality; that does not mean that these things do not exist. Again, xianity and its filth has worked to remove everything spiritual. Same as in the former USSR- anyone who does not accept the jewish agenda is insane. Anyone who disagreed with the jewish program of communism, often would wind up in a mental institution, to be shot full of psychiatric drugs and tortured. All of this smacks of the same thing.

I have worked very hard and devoted 100% to the Powers of Hell for the past 12 years and I can tell you, if they were not real, I would have quit a long time ago. I am not a trusting individual by any means. Satan is definitely real.


High Priestess Maxine Dietrich
http://www.joyofsatan.org


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:

Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
Beyond personal experiences. I have combed mountains of information from across the globe that go back thousands of years. Including the direct statements of Geneticists that human DNA shows direct evidence of genetic engineering by as they stated. A intelligence far advanced beyond anything Humans have. They stated ET origins.  This matches the ancient records. Anyway our original cultures where devoted to the Gods for thousands of years for a reason.

From: darrklady13 <darkladyschild@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, November 28, 2012 2:56 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Certain type of psychic attack
  Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs. It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things. Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies. I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! " He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion. It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it. He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman. Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy. And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts. One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me. Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods. And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well. HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
 
<td val[/IMG]I like that"how dol I explain you" LOL I will remember that.


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From: Micama Gmicalzoma <agentofsatanswill666@...;
To: [email protected] <[email protected];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Certain type of psychic attack
Sent: Fri, Nov 30, 2012 8:56:14 AM

<td val[/IMG]   I have actually had the Exact same thing happen to me over the past month or so time and again. The enemy has worked very hard to try to get me to Disbelieve, telling me that we in the JoS are all deceived here, and that nothing exists that is spiritual, it's all in our heads, like you were saying. Then I asked these space monkey cadet juniors (greys; angels) "Well, if nothing is real, then how do I explain you?" No answer came of course.

What finally got them to fuck off was when I kept on reiterating the fact that No Matter What, the jews must die! How that I am Still a National Socialist, Nazi, and I don't give a shit what they think about it. When they tried to make me believe that Xianity is somehow true through all of this, they same thing applies. The enemy programs are jewish from top to bottom, and therefore as a Gentile I am Too Good for all of it, I am above it and will NEVER bow to a jew- Never! Not even to save my own life, they can't even force me with a weapon.

The enemy didn't have any kind of good answer or way to deal with me on this, they saw me as a total waste of time on this issue.

I was having trouble keeping my mind Void yesterday, and I had to do something about it. I had to tell myself that "there is just the 3D reality, only the stuff around me was real". This might sound strange considering what I have just written above. I know that Satan, Our Gods, and the astral are all Very Real, but as an Emergency this worked for me, totally shutting my mind off to the Spiritual so that I could tune it out and concentrate. When at Work, be in the 3D and Focus like a Laser on what your hands are doing, NOT on the Spiritual. Clean your Aura and Chakras, do the Aura of Protection, Close your Chakras, and then Completely Shut off your mind to the Astral until you get back in the car to go home. This works, at least for me anyways.

 Hail Father Satan!!
Forever in the Service of Satan.
From The Al Jilwah Chapter III:
"I lead to the straight path without a revealed book; I direct aright my beloved and chosen ones by unseen means." - Satan

From: darrklady13 <darkladyschild@...
To: [email protected] Sent: Wednesday, November 28, 2012 2:56 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Certain type of psychic attack

  Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.

It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.

I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "

He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.

It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.

He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.

Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.

And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.

One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.

Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.

HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!



[/TD]
 
i have lately gone thru the same things. i have not been on these furoms for a while. the whole fantasy thing was in my head these past days and now that i came here today i am reading this. LOL :) to read you post dark lady and evryones reply really just helped me ALOT. i kept telling myself what i believe in is true and doesnt matter what the without think or say. a and now my thoughts are reinforced thanks to you guys and the stupid thoughts that ive been having are useless. the enemy is desperate and pathetic! dark lady i myself am pretty new herre but i can assure you am i am NOT a filthy jew and not a foul grey. ew.... lol. stay strong sister.

ps today is my first day of the second month of the training program :D i am feeling really proud of myself and reading all this too has giving me sooooo much confidence which is something because before coming to Satan i lacked it alot.

HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!

HAIL ASTAROTH!!!!

HAIL BEEZELBULB!!!!

HAIL AZAZEL!!!!

HAIL LILITH!!!!

HAIL ALL THE MIGHTY GODS OF HELL!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

I like that"how dol I explain you" LOL I will remember that.


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<td val[/IMG]Good for you.Be proud of yourself.


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From: hailourtruegod <hailourtruegod@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Certain type of psychic attack
Sent: Fri, Nov 30, 2012 10:38:35 PM

<td val[/IMG]   i have lately gone thru the same things. i have not been on these furoms for a while. the whole fantasy thing was in my head these past days and now that i came here today i am reading this. LOL :) to read you post dark lady and evryones reply really just helped me ALOT. i kept telling myself what i believe in is true and doesnt matter what the without think or say. a and now my thoughts are reinforced thanks to you guys and the stupid thoughts that ive been having are useless. the enemy is desperate and pathetic! dark lady i myself am pretty new herre but i can assure you am i am NOT a filthy jew and not a foul grey. ew.... lol. stay strong sister.

ps today is my first day of the second month of the training program :D i am feeling really proud of myself and reading all this too has giving me sooooo much confidence which is something because before coming to Satan i lacked it alot.

HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!

HAIL ASTAROTH!!!!

HAIL BEEZELBULB!!!!

HAIL AZAZEL!!!!

HAIL LILITH!!!!

HAIL ALL THE MIGHTY GODS OF HELL!!!!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

I like that"how dol I explain you" LOL I will remember that.


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I have had similar attacks as well, some very recent, but they only "scratch the surface" so to speak, nothing can penetrate my faith and knowledge in Satan, and I have experiences from Satan to thank for that, both before and after I dedicated.
However, something THAT HAS HELPED ME IMMENSELY (which I got the idea from the JoS): *Keep a notebook and record everything and any way Father Satan, the Demons and the Powers of Hell have helped you and affected your life for the better.*
Breakthroughs in meditation, new knowledge, spiritual experiences, personal experiences, so on and so forth...ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING!
Trust me, when your down (attacked), and you pick that booklet up, it will bring tears to your eyes or make you cry. That part I know from experience!
HAIL SATAN!!!!HAIL THE DEMONS OF HELL!!!!
 
I am saving this reply, putting it in my folder.  I do what you have suggested from time to time, but now that I think about it, there is something to be written in my journal everyday or two. I don't really get attacks, but avalanches of thoughts that are not mine, and I have trouble thinking my own thoughts from time to time. I find that the enemy can mimic to an extent my voice and the voices of others, as well as their vibrations (but poorly enough, it seems. I have to stick my "feelers" out and look twice.) I mostly get harassment, but it's nothing I cannot handle.Hail Satan!
From: Alex Seville <devillian413@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, December 1, 2012 3:53:20 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Certain type of psychic attack

  I have had similar attacks as well, some very recent, but they only "scratch the surface" so to speak, nothing can penetrate my faith and knowledge in Satan, and I have experiences from Satan to thank for that, both before and after I dedicated.
However, something THAT HAS HELPED ME IMMENSELY (which I got the idea from the JoS): *Keep a notebook and record everything and any way Father Satan, the Demons and the Powers of Hell have helped you and affected your life for the better.*
Breakthroughs in meditation, new knowledge, spiritual experiences, personal experiences, so on and so forth...ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING!
Trust me, when your down (attacked), and you pick that booklet up, it will bring tears to your eyes or make you cry. That part I know from experience!
HAIL SATAN!!!!HAIL THE DEMONS OF HELL!!!!

 
The enemy is really doing it the intruder way. For myself, my mind is mostly empty most of the time. I do not actually think of something and when I do, I think of Satanic things or thigns of concern, or generally good things, things that I will do, or I have intuitional thoughts of sorts. Through this telepathic games the enemy tries to hurt our Satanic integrity and what we're building. Never believe such bullshit is yourself. I mean sometimes they can really get in and really project a lot of things in your head, that are not yours, you know these are not yours, but some people freak out because they later go and blame themselves; which is exactly what the enemy desires. They will try to backup what they put into your head with emotions and they are not stupid. A sign of this is trying to feel Satan or feel your own emotions and feeling blocked or being out of tune with your emotions. Do your aura if you find you're falling for any of this and engulf yourself in Satanic energy. Cut the links as HP Vovim Baghie has posted on about.

These could range from thoughts against Satan, to anything else. Bear in mind that the more enclosed your own mentality is, your own psyche, the less the enemy can get in. The more things are programmed in the wrong way, or dross that isn't wed out, is a sure-go for the enemy to go and try to fuck you up from this. Doesn't matter, if any thought is against you or your Satanic bond with Satan, fear, insecurity, doubt, plain shit, just ignore it. Or just reply with an Enochian key. If they see you get outraged and you attack, this is something they do not expect. They expect you to sit down on self hate, self loathing and feeling like a dumbass for their own works. You must know deep within that you really aren't the source, given you're honest and of Father Satan, you should know beyond any doubt that you belong to Him.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

I am saving this reply, putting it in my folder.  I do what you have suggested from time to time, but now that I think about it, there is something to be written in my journal everyday or two. I don't really get attacks, but avalanches of thoughts that are not mine, and I have trouble thinking my own thoughts from time to time. I find that the enemy can mimic to an extent my voice and the voices of others, as well as their vibrations (but poorly enough, it seems. I have to stick my "feelers" out and look twice.) I mostly get harassment, but it's nothing I cannot handle.
Hail Satan!


________________________________
From: Alex Seville <devillian413@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Saturday, December 1, 2012 3:53:20 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Certain type of psychic attack


 
I have had similar attacks as well, some very recent, but they only "scratch the surface" so to speak, nothing can penetrate my faith and knowledge in Satan, and I have experiences from Satan to thank for that, both before and after I dedicated.

However, something THAT HAS HELPED ME IMMENSELY (which I got the idea from the JoS): 
*Keep a notebook and record everything and any way Father Satan, the Demons and the Powers of Hell have helped you and affected your life for the better.*

Breakthroughs in meditation, new knowledge, spiritual experiences, personal experiences, so on and so forth...ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING!

Trust me, when your down (attacked), and you pick that booklet up, it will bring tears to your eyes or make you cry. That part I know from experience!

HAIL SATAN!!!!
HAIL THE DEMONS OF HELL!!!!
 
<td val[/IMG]Very true like we hear the voices of our Gods in our own voices too.


Sent from Yahoo! Mail on Android [/TD]
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...;
To: [email protected] <[email protected];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Certain type of psychic attack
Sent: Mon, Dec 3, 2012 3:58:43 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I am saving this reply, putting it in my folder.  I do what you have suggested from time to time, but now that I think about it, there is something to be written in my journal everyday or two. I don't really get attacks, but avalanches of thoughts that are not mine, and I have trouble thinking my own thoughts from time to time. I find that the enemy can mimic to an extent my voice and the voices of others, as well as their vibrations (but poorly enough, it seems. I have to stick my "feelers" out and look twice.) I mostly get harassment, but it's nothing I cannot handle.Hail Satan!
From: Alex Seville <devillian413@...
To: [email protected] Sent: Saturday, December 1, 2012 3:53:20 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Certain type of psychic attack

  I have had similar attacks as well, some very recent, but they only "scratch the surface" so to speak, nothing can penetrate my faith and knowledge in Satan, and I have experiences from Satan to thank for that, both before and after I dedicated.
However, something THAT HAS HELPED ME IMMENSELY (which I got the idea from the JoS): *Keep a notebook and record everything and any way Father Satan, the Demons and the Powers of Hell have helped you and affected your life for the better.*
Breakthroughs in meditation, new knowledge, spiritual experiences, personal experiences, so on and so forth...ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING!
Trust me, when your down (attacked), and you pick that booklet up, it will bring tears to your eyes or make you cry. That part I know from experience!
HAIL SATAN!!!!HAIL THE DEMONS OF HELL!!!!

[/TD]
 
-can some help me out,,,on what to do after i have dedicates my soul to my father satan.....please
 
Do the spiritual warfare training program under the "Join Hells Army" link on the JoS.

Hail Satan

Sent from my iPhone

On Dec 3, 2012, at 8:11 AM, "Brooww" <ebrooww@... wrote:



-can some help me out,,,on what to do after i have dedicates my soul to my father satan.....please



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My mind is also in void. I have to make an effort to think, it's been in void for sometime now. They are very subtle, these Greys, Reptilians and Nordics. I know they surround me and constantly put thoughts into my head. Crude, perverse ones. But those don't work because I know it's them. So they hit below the belt. You have good advice. I personally have to work on my self esteem and not have so much self doubt because they exaggerate and play on it.It is true, they insert emotions into me and some of them are very much perverse and they make it seem as if murder and rape are a good idea, and it's something I want to do. This is how low they stoop.I will have to try replying with an Enochian Key. 
Thanks for responding, your words help me. :) Hail Satan!
From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, December 3, 2012 11:08:36 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Certain type of psychic attack

  The enemy is really doing it the intruder way. For myself, my mind is mostly empty most of the time. I do not actually think of something and when I do, I think of Satanic things or thigns of concern, or generally good things, things that I will do, or I have intuitional thoughts of sorts. Through this telepathic games the enemy tries to hurt our Satanic integrity and what we're building. Never believe such bullshit is yourself. I mean sometimes they can really get in and really project a lot of things in your head, that are not yours, you know these are not yours, but some people freak out because they later go and blame themselves; which is exactly what the enemy desires. They will try to backup what they put into your head with emotions and they are not stupid. A sign of this is trying to feel Satan or feel your own emotions and feeling blocked or being out of tune with your emotions. Do your aura if you find you're falling for any of this and engulf yourself in Satanic energy. Cut the links as HP Vovim Baghie has posted on about.

These could range from thoughts against Satan, to anything else. Bear in mind that the more enclosed your own mentality is, your own psyche, the less the enemy can get in. The more things are programmed in the wrong way, or dross that isn't wed out, is a sure-go for the enemy to go and try to fuck you up from this. Doesn't matter, if any thought is against you or your Satanic bond with Satan, fear, insecurity, doubt, plain shit, just ignore it. Or just reply with an Enochian key. If they see you get outraged and you attack, this is something they do not expect. They expect you to sit down on self hate, self loathing and feeling like a dumbass for their own works. You must know deep within that you really aren't the source, given you're honest and of Father Satan, you should know beyond any doubt that you belong to Him.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

I am saving this reply, putting it in my folder.  I do what you have suggested from time to time, but now that I think about it, there is something to be written in my journal everyday or two. I don't really get attacks, but avalanches of thoughts that are not mine, and I have trouble thinking my own thoughts from time to time. I find that the enemy can mimic to an extent my voice and the voices of others, as well as their vibrations (but poorly enough, it seems. I have to stick my "feelers" out and look twice.) I mostly get harassment, but it's nothing I cannot handle.
Hail Satan!


________________________________
From: Alex Seville <devillian413@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Saturday, December 1, 2012 3:53:20 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Certain type of psychic attack


 
I have had similar attacks as well, some very recent, but they only "scratch the surface" so to speak, nothing can penetrate my faith and knowledge in Satan, and I have experiences from Satan to thank for that, both before and after I dedicated.

However, something THAT HAS HELPED ME IMMENSELY (which I got the idea from the JoS): 
*Keep a notebook and record everything and any way Father Satan, the Demons and the Powers of Hell have helped you and affected your life for the better.*

Breakthroughs in meditation, new knowledge, spiritual experiences, personal experiences, so on and so forth...ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING!

Trust me, when your down (attacked), and you pick that booklet up, it will bring tears to your eyes or make you cry. That part I know from experience!

HAIL SATAN!!!!
HAIL THE DEMONS OF HELL!!!!

 
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From: Brooww <ebrooww@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, December 3, 2012 10:11 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Certain type of psychic attack

 

-can some help me out,,,on what to do after i have dedicates my soul to my father satan.....please



 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

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