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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], High Priestess Maxine Dietrich <maxine.dietrich@... wrote:
I was an atheist for over 15 years before coming to Satan. I have always been a serious doubter and trust no one. Someone even said to me 'you don't trust anyone, do you?' I replied 'That is why I am still alive.' My point being, I am not impressionable, nor am I gullible. All those years when I was an atheist, I always had a nagging issue with a very spiritual experience I had when I was 12 years old, which I could never explain being an atheist. This happened in a church of all places, during a compulsory confirmation. When I was forced to go before the bishop, a very powerful presence blew into me and lit up like a flame. I felt this so strongly and then went around asking the other kids there did they feel that. My friends there didn't know what I was talking about.
This was Satan. He had the spiritual authority to be there. He told me he put his spirit into me in that church so I would remember it as a spiritual experience. It has actually done more in the way that I know he is real beyond any doubt, as I was so young, very unimportant and a total nobody in the sense that any outsider would have something to do with this. But there is much, much more. Soon after this, I got involved in hatha yoga and the occult by accident so to speak. Certain circumstances occurred that led me to these. By the time I was 15, I was reading Tarot cards, palms and a lot more. There were plenty of changes in my life after that incident. The thing is, I know from that experience that what I have been experiencing since I have come to Satan is not from some outside source. When I worked as a fortune teller in a tea room, I was an atheist then and another psychic who worked with me told me, when I brought up that experience I had, that
whoever it was will come back for me when I am older. She was right.
Far too many different things have happened in my life to where I KNOW SATAN IS VERY REAL. I have NO doubts whatsoever. Some of these I will write about here. This was soon after I came to Satan and a married couple that my son is close friends with wanted me to do a reading for them. After I read their astrology charts, Kelly began telling me about a ghost who interacted with her 5 year old son in their home and since they moved, the ghost moved with them. Her 5 year old could both see and hear the ghost whose name was Gus. This was actually a new experience for me, but all of a sudden [Kelly is psychic to some extent] said 'He is here.' He then entered me and began to speak through me to them. I could feel him entering my body, it felt like a light drape. I then knew the year and time he died, how he died and the room [her son's room in their first house where he met him], he died in. After the reading was over and Gus left me, Kelly then told me she
had three other psychics and they all said the same things I did about Gus.
This was an important learning experience for me, as Satan has had me work with certain important souls who are now in Hell. This has been much more extensive. Without going into endless details here, this individual who is human VIP; he eats meals through me. I can always feel when he enters and leaves my body and I can see him. Lilith had us do a meditation together where he would touch me and he even rubbed my arm. Upon meeting another human VIP Satan wanted me to work with, he grabbed my astral hand and he kissed my hand. This was a new one for me, as I never had this done before. It was his greeting, as he is from another time and generation. I can't even begin to write of all the experiences I have had, as these could fill a book. The person I wrote of in the above has also grabbed me a few times and this is at the soul, I definitely felt this strongly and could see him when he did it. You can feel it. Also the things they have told me have checked
out 100%.
The above is just one. Another experience that really touched me that I will never forget was one day I was walking, hungry and flat broke. I was new to Satanism back then. I walked in front of a restaurant and happened to look down and there was a wad of money stuck to the sidewalk, enough for me to get a decent meal inside. I was in my late 30's when I came to Satan and stuff like this never happened in my life. Before coming to Satan, I would go hungry.
Literally thousands of times, I have had soooooo many experiences through Satan and the Powers of Hell. Yes, Satan has visited me many, many times over the years. Then, events happen off of the astral CONSISTENTLY enough for me to know beyond any doubt that Satan, Lilith, and the Powers of Hell are real. In addition, many times Satan, Lilith or another one of our Gods has told me something and then sometime afterwards, I read what they told me in a book. Far too much, way beyond anything I could even remember, let alone write here has happened in my life that has PROVEN to me beyond any doubt that Satan and the Powers of Hell are real. Also, certain others in the JoS Ministry for one, have had the same experiences.
Just because there are spiritually dense people out there who don't believe in certain things, such as telepathy, interacting with souls who have passed on from this earth and of course, physical and spiritual immortality; that does not mean that these things do not exist. Again, xianity and its filth has worked to remove everything spiritual. Same as in the former USSR- anyone who does not accept the jewish agenda is insane. Anyone who disagreed with the jewish program of communism, often would wind up in a mental institution, to be shot full of psychiatric drugs and tortured. All of this smacks of the same thing.
I have worked very hard and devoted 100% to the Powers of Hell for the past 12 years and I can tell you, if they were not real, I would have quit a long time ago. I am not a trusting individual by any means. Satan is definitely real.
High Priestess Maxine Dietrich
http://www.joyofsatan.org
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:
Brothers and Sisters, lately I have experienced a certain type of attack, that I haven't really felt in about 10 yrs.
It is the nagging feeling, or doubt even, that we are IMAGINING things.
Say, our trust and knowledge of Satan and the Gods, are just fantasies.
I had a horrible dream 10 yrs ago, before I even dedicated to Satan, that my previous employer (who is a jew!!) Randy Wright, well, he came to me in the dream, as I was at the counter working, and said, "THERES NOTHING THERE!! "
He really wanted me to know that he thought my witchcraft, (it was known by my jewelry) is just a fantasy, or psuedo religion.
It shocked and hurt me badly, when I had the dream. It took years for me to understand it.
He wanted to inflict SHAME, GUILT upon me, and tell me that I was insane woman.
Thats what the enemy tries now.....lately, telling me that being a witch, being a Satanist, KNOWING the Gods, is a fantasy.
And lately, being around people who do not believe, or think I am a "silly woman" like its a joke!!.....these are all attacks I haven't had in years. These thoughts.
One time the greys actually tried to lie to me, and say, that NO ONE on the JoS is real, they were all greys lieing to me.
Friends, I need you, I need you all to reassure me with your energy, your strength, your love of the Gods.
And I need to keep remembering, that they Love us as well.
HAIL TO OUR GODS, FOR THEY DO NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!
