braking down these walls good or bad thing?

[chris41226]

After being feed up with always trying to hide behind walls and wanting to heal myself. I've found i actually hate humans for all the pain they've put me threw all my life. Is it my chose to be this way, will father accept me for it, and is it okay if i only want to care about myself and not others. I've went threw a lot of pain as i know we all have for who we are. Even so i grew up in all the dark places and always hiding in the shadows. I grew up on wanting to be the fake vampires and werewolves and all those things. Now that my walls are starting to brake down im being drawn back to those thing bc they gave me power as a teenager.
If any of my brothers and sisters out there have went threw the same as i have i ask for your advice and experience in helping me threw this.

Hail Father Satan the one true God..!!!!
may he always watch over us all

 

[the_fire_starter666]

You really got the wrong idea from your experience. Those people who did bad things to you are brainwashed and in a low spiritual level. The reason they are in a bad state is because they're xians and don't know true spirituality. Not just for being humans. That's the reason you should do spiritual warfare to destroy the enemy hoaxes and wake people up and enlighten them. Satanism is about elevating all humanity, not just a few. Once one empowers their soul they become a better person.

If you don't care for us or Satan, why should we care for you at all? The reason we are civilized is because we care for others and receive the same in return.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chris41226" <chris41226@... wrote:

After being feed up with always trying to hide behind walls and wanting to heal myself. I've found i actually hate humans for all the pain they've put me threw all my life. Is it my chose to be this way, will father accept me for it, and is it okay if i only want to care about myself and not others. I've went threw a lot of pain as i know we all have for who we are. Even so i grew up in all the dark places and always hiding in the shadows. I grew up on wanting to be the fake vampires and werewolves and all those things. Now that my walls are starting to brake down im being drawn back to those thing bc they gave me power as a teenager.
If any of my brothers and sisters out there have went threw the same as i have i ask for your advice and experience in helping me threw this.

Hail Father Satan the one true God..!!!!
may he always watch over us all

 

[chris41226]

you are right and i do care for everyone and ik Father satan has been here for me my hole life taking care of me even when i couldnt see it i did have the wrong idea back then but i didnt explain the message the right way after i broke down that wall i had built up i was exposed to all thos feelings and pains i once had and was only asking for support ik now that all those things aren't real i spend my teenage years trying to make them real...it was a wast but theres more of a reason to it tho bc i didnt know about the joyofsatan webpage and back then i saw that xainty was nothing but lies but i couldn't find the freedom from it like i do now its hard for all of us to adjust to a new way of life and walls that are broken bring back old things from the past thats why i joined this group so i can learn and understand better Father was always there for me even if i didnt know him for who he truly is as i do today but i ask you is it wrong to allow our brothers and sister who have greater strength and power to handle awakening us and i chose my own path to help the ones who are awaken and that suffer from the pain of the blind i believe thats what Father wants of me and iv always been lead to help others that suffer from the abuse of the our blinded brothers and sisters is it wrong to want to be a guide of those who cant find there way?
HAIL TO FATHER SATAN PRAISE TO THE ONE TRUE GOD AND CREATOR

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

You really got the wrong idea from your experience. Those people who did bad things to you are brainwashed and in a low spiritual level. The reason they are in a bad state is because they're xians and don't know true spirituality. Not just for being humans. That's the reason you should do spiritual warfare to destroy the enemy hoaxes and wake people up and enlighten them. Satanism is about elevating all humanity, not just a few. Once one empowers their soul they become a better person.

If you don't care for us or Satan, why should we care for you at all? The reason we are civilized is because we care for others and receive the same in return.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chris41226" <chris41226@ wrote:

After being feed up with always trying to hide behind walls and wanting to heal myself. I've found i actually hate humans for all the pain they've put me threw all my life. Is it my chose to be this way, will father accept me for it, and is it okay if i only want to care about myself and not others. I've went threw a lot of pain as i know we all have for who we are. Even so i grew up in all the dark places and always hiding in the shadows. I grew up on wanting to be the fake vampires and werewolves and all those things. Now that my walls are starting to brake down im being drawn back to those thing bc they gave me power as a teenager.
If any of my brothers and sisters out there have went threw the same as i have i ask for your advice and experience in helping me threw this.

Hail Father Satan the one true God..!!!!
may he always watch over us all