Stormblood said:
1. I am happy that it was not you on that topic. The topic was such a negative vortex that it was deleted so there is no way to go back and see. But I will trust you completely since I do not strongly remember who it was and it easily could have been somebody else.
2. I never said that you checked anybody's post history. But I do very clearly remember this situation and it was you. Aldrick made a topic for "Zodiac Mantras" or something like that. Many of them were either wrong, useless, or even dangerous. So you correctly disagreed with him about it and told him not to spread dangerous shit. But then nearly every comment that he wrote on any topic for the next couple weeks, you were quoting him just to argue at him, saying he's stupid and bringing up his mistake with the zodiac mantras. Even when his comment you were replying to had nothing to do with that.
I remember very clearly this situation and that it was you. And you remember it too because it's part of the reason that you don't like me and you think I side with Aldrick.
I have made some mistakes like this before and harassed people who didn't deserve it. I regret this, and if I could go back and tell myself not to do it I would. So I'm not pretending to be perfect. I have also been correct most of the times I did this, and correctly called out people who actually were infiltrators and got them to leave. I'm not saying I am perfect, I am only saying that you did go after Aldrick in a way I thought was too much and I did make a reply to you about it, and this is part of what influenced you to think I am against you. But I'm not against you. I agree with most of the things you have ever said. There have been a couple examples of me not agreeing with you, just like there are examples of everybody disagreeing with everyone else.
I got the idea from your reply to me a few days ago that you were basically accusing me of being some infiltrator plotting against you. One of the freaks that Aldrick has been talking to for years. Maybe I got the wrong idea and this is not what you meant, but that was what I felt you were saying. I have seen you accuse other people of colluding like this through emails before, and I know you were right about some of them. But I have never had anything to do with any of this. I have emailed only 3 people before; Cobra, Lydia, and another girl who barely ever makes any posts anymore. And only sent a couple emails with each of them. There has never been any instance of me colluding with anybody, and nothing against you. So I answered to explain every example I could think of of me disagreeing with you to try to figure out what would give you the idea that I am some infiltrator, and to explain that I really can't think of anything serious that would give you that idea. Like I said, I have always respected you and agreed with most of the things you have said. And you thinking of me as being like an infiltrator just because I have disagreed with you only a handful of times in all insignificant little ways, it is plainly ridiculous and childish. Do you want me to follow you around and praise everything you say? I have other things to focus on.
Did you think I was specifically targeting you because I only replied to you and not to Dahaarkan? This is because I respect your judgement much better than his and I expect better from you. I didn't say anything to Dahaarkan only because there is no point saying anything to him. He has talked for years about how he manipulates, and binds, and curses regular innocent people. Like that topic of him being attracted to a guy and putting all kinds of spells and bindings on the guy, psychically draining him. Then when the guy finally became interested in him, Dahaarkan lost all interest in him and cut off all contact. Just move on to the next guy and don't even care what happens to the first. He has been leaching and parasiting off of regular innocent people for years, and for years he has had people disagreeing with him about this. There is no way to change his mind. There is nothing to say to him that has not already been said. This is the only reason I replied to you and not to him, because you are much more rational about this and you are able to discuss it rationally.
If you want me to kiss your ass, I'm not going to. But please stop pretending that there is some kind of conflict between us, because there is not.
I never even knew that you ever thought there was any conflict between us until you brought it up a few days ago, but I guess you have felt that way for a long time. I'm just trying to say there is no reason for this. I live my own life, I have no focus on you.