Thank you for your response. My partner and I recently moved to this town which is rather evangelical xtian. I started a new job, and last week I got my 90 day review. It didn't go as I had hoped. I have an extension of another 60 days, which is good in that I wasn't totally canned, but I really would have liked to have had a thumbs up, your on the team for good. The criticism all seems to have come up from just one evening which was particularly busy. I looked up the start date, and technically this was after the start date. So, it seemed like she was looking and waiting for something to criticize. It all seemed like a whole lot of very petty things which could have been overlooked, if she really wanted to. Or she could have said, please work on these, but welcome aboard.
Then there is some debts I am trying to clear up by writing a letter. It has to be a good one, otherwise, I will have to pay a large amount of money. Or at least it is for me. Our landlord has been giving us a bad time about taking care of the lawn, as the automatic sprinkler system wasn't working, and the placement agency didn't believe us, but the actual owners of the home came out to take a look. They fixed the system, so I don't know what the problem was. That one I hope is resolved for good.As they were threatening eviction for not watering....which is stupid, as the system had a problem. But as it is I have the debt, I have a week to finish the letter, and they might not go for it as it is. I have the sixty more days or probation, and some educational things I have to finish within the next three months for work.
I feel like I never know what kind of prejudice I might encounter at work when it comes to xtians. We are a gay couple, so that might be a factor, or maybe not. I never know. But at least two coworkers at work are extremely religious, and I suspect at third. One is especially tricky as she is great at seeming like a friend, and then she turns around and says something nasty to just the right people to make my job more difficult. Actually that just happened, and I wonder why she did it.
What kind of evidence? I like the meditations. I could use more energy. But I get energy from working out, if and when I make time for it. I do find the words of power for meditation to be very effective, doesn't seem to have the same effect just humming a chakra. I just would like something more solid than just feeling good or better after a meditation. I guess on many levels I could just accept that, because its really saved my life, and has helped me with some terrible emotions. I felt so devestated after getting the review I didn't care for. It just seems like a lot of other people see, hear and talk to their spiritual guides. That hasn't happened to me yet. I could benefit from some of the spells and meditations, but they don't seem to work for whatever reason.
