Banishing a vile influence

[angryshaman666]

My entire life, my attempts to accomplish anything and finally earn my own keep and stand on my own legs were constantly undermined by my very demented, very christian mother.
At the age of 4 she had me taken to a psychiatrist and then subjected me to an upbringing filled with constant drugs being forced down my throat which damaged my kidneys, and negative reinforcement over any little thing I do.
If I fought bullies in school, (I'd get suspended every other week for this) I'd come home and be constantly harassed and berated by her.
My refusal to conform to xianized society as a whole landed me constant harassment from every authority figure in my life.
My father was kicked out for speaking against her methods and all her ex husbands ever since were crippled in one way or another by her influence.
She brings misfortune to everyone she ever meets and though she makes alot of money working for the church and as a college professor, she blows it all on retarded self help books. Everything I've ever done in my life has been under constant scrutiny from this woman and as a result of her manipulating the system to undermine me and because of my disheveled appearance due to my abusive upbringing nearly killing me and my intimidating presence, no one will ever hire me.

I need to remove her influence from my life as she is now trying to have me locked up in some pointless boarding school style trade school and I am literally 3 months away from having enough money to drive out of this state and move in with my girlfriend who I had to hide from my mother because she would find some way to destroy that relationship.

I believe her influence is attached to my shoulder chakras since when I focused on the problem I saw what appeared to be a set of black ethereal wires/cords attached to them and she is definitely on the other end.
I do not think I have the time to wait for the right moon cycle as her influence is closing in on me and I fear in the next month or 2 she will force me into a situation where I will either be dead or a fugitive for fighting against her attempts to rob me of my freedom and keep me from standing on my own legs.
I cannot even be in the same room as her without feeling EXTREME hatred and rage and her aura is truly sickening and robs me of my concentration and vitality as well as any energies needed to attract financial success.
I am beginning the process of removing her influence but am unsure how to proceed other than the meditation I printed off on how to detach unwanted things from my aura. Is there a faster way?

Even admitting how badly this woman has destroyed my life is utterly embarrassing -_-
I fear what will happen if the economy crashes before I can remove her vile influence and move out of this place.
I am ashamed to admit just how badly I need help on this issue........

 

[Yog Sothoth]

Using Words of Power - Freeing the Soul      How to Detach Unwanted People/Entities from Your Aura  
 


On Friday, March 27, 2015 6:14 PM, "angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  My entire life, my attempts to accomplish anything and finally earn my own keep and stand on my own legs were constantly undermined by my very demented, very christian mother.
At the age of 4 she had me taken to a psychiatrist and then subjected me to an upbringing filled with constant drugs being forced down my throat which damaged my kidneys, and negative reinforcement over any little thing I do.
If I fought bullies in school, (I'd get suspended every other week for this) I'd come home and be constantly harassed and berated by her.
My refusal to conform to xianized society as a whole landed me constant harassment from every authority figure in my life.
My father was kicked out for speaking against her methods and all her ex husbands ever since were crippled in one way or another by her influence.
She brings misfortune to everyone she ever meets and though she makes alot of money working for the church and as a college professor, she blows it all on retarded self help books. Everything I've ever done in my life has been under constant scrutiny from this woman and as a result of her manipulating the system to undermine me and because of my disheveled appearance due to my abusive upbringing nearly killing me and my intimidating presence, no one will ever hire me.

I need to remove her influence from my life as she is now trying to have me locked up in some pointless boarding school style trade school and I am literally 3 months away from having enough money to drive out of this state and move in with my girlfriend who I had to hide from my mother because she would find some way to destroy that relationship.

I believe her influence is attached to my shoulder chakras since when I focused on the problem I saw what appeared to be a set of black ethereal wires/cords attached to them and she is definitely on the other end.
I do not think I have the time to wait for the right moon cycle as her influence is closing in on me and I fear in the next month or 2 she will force me into a situation where I will either be dead or a fugitive for fighting against her attempts to rob me of my freedom and keep me from standing on my own legs.
I cannot even be in the same room as her without feeling EXTREME hatred and rage and her aura is truly sickening and robs me of my concentration and vitality as well as any energies needed to attract financial success.
I am beginning the process of removing her influence but am unsure how to proceed other than the meditation I printed off on how to detach unwanted things from my aura. Is there a faster way?

Even admitting how badly this woman has destroyed my life is utterly embarrassing -_-
I fear what will happen if the economy crashes before I can remove her vile influence and move out of this place.
I am ashamed to admit just how badly I need help on this issue........

 

[charleneluna666]

I just wanted to tell you that I understand and that we are lucky to have a place where we can even say things like this. We live in what I call a "breeder worshipping" society. We are told to kiss our parents' behinds because "they gave us life". But life is full of suffering and death. The sheeple say that "they took care of you when you could not take care of yourself". But, when they dragged us here, they caused us to need that care. Mothers in particular are beyond reproach in our society due to the stupid Jewish and Christian religions. We are to kiss our parents' asses no matter how they treat us because the "Bye-Bull" says so. If you were to admit your feelings about your mom around typical people, you would likely be harassed for them.
My mother is an annoying Christian as well who blows what little money she has on fast food and bailing her ghetto rat siblings out of the troubles of their own making. Christians really are dumb as hell. Their brains are literally mush and they even start to look differently, especially when they are talking about their book of fairytales or their Sky Pappy. Their eyes just look dead and their faces just look as if they were taken over by a robot.

 

[fake name]

I have also noticed they look totally different. They tend to have big retarded bug eyes and they also age very miserably.
I've known seriously obese, non christians who still look far better than many christians half their age. That program doesnt just make them stupid, it literally sucks up their vital energy and ages them rotten.I have noticed that my own appearance is deteriorating as a result of this parasite sucking up my own vital energy and oftentimes I can feel thoughts and emotions that are not my own messing up my life.
I can actually sense the source is her. When I was living in a haunted house and she came by I almost killed her because the spirit that was tormenting me while I lived there hated her even more than I did and tried to take over.
As soon as I was forced out of that place I never saw it again at least.




On Friday, March 27, 2015 8:07 PM, "krba201076@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I just wanted to tell you that I understand and that we are lucky to have a place where we can even say things like this. We live in what I call a "breeder worshipping" society. We are told to kiss our parents' behinds because "they gave us life". But life is full of suffering and death. The sheeple say that "they took care of you when you could not take care of yourself". But, when they dragged us here, they caused us to need that care. Mothers in particular are beyond reproach in our society due to the stupid Jewish and Christian religions. We are to kiss our parents' asses no matter how they treat us because the "Bye-Bull" says so. If you were to admit your feelings about your mom around typical people, you would likely be harassed for them.
My mother is an annoying Christian as well who blows what little money she has on fast food and bailing her ghetto rat siblings out of the troubles of their own making. Christians really are dumb as hell. Their brains are literally mush and they even start to look differently, especially when they are talking about their book of fairytales or their Sky Pappy. Their eyes just look dead and their faces just look as if they were taken over by a robot.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Yeah, most hardcore xians look like they are on LSD, or heroin. They're constantly sapped of their energy unless they work out, or do Tae Kwon Do. Which makes them more of a receptacle for communism without the idea of rebellion, or any true thought of inquisition as to whether it's even good or not. And, how does this typically succeed, through psychological manipulation. From the day you hit this kike ridden world, you are told you are a disease from birth unless you accept communism, and it's vehement and literally bloodthirsty masters.

Not that I am relating my own experiences, just relaying what I have observed as of late.

Dude, I used to be just like you, I hated asking for help, and I will admit I still have issues with it sometimes.
You've got to realize that we're a family. We all work together. I eventually had to come to grips that I don't have it all which I am still realizing through help from Father Satan, and my own personal experiences. Maybe in a past life I was betrayed by everyone, and was forced into a DTA lifestyle(totally guessing)(I now have reclaimed a hold on it due to seemingly the same occurences) The enemy doesn't just attack one life, it attacks for every time you reincarnate. It intentionally leaves scars knowing you're going to reincarnate into this scum ridden world of anti-life/anti-Gnosis. This has been my personal observation through some great deal of thought recently. As is stated in past life amnesia, you carry who you were with you from lifetime to lifetime until you reach Godhood, which they pull out all of their stops to stop. You can't just fester in lonliness, and the idea of hopelessness, the enemy totally wants you to do that so it can barade you further to the point of despair.

I know, I've been there. I'm not saying it's the enemy directly, as I stated above, you may just have hang-ups.

Check out this topic which is a very interesting read. And NEVER QUIT. Since Re-Dedicating, I forgot how to quit.

It's rather long, but a worthy read.

https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ges/122547  

 

[eu caseu]

my mother is a christian too, I Tryied starting to take her away from my solar chakra, but I couldn´t, feared she would die or something. The gods are keeping my family away, whenever she do something awfull and try to rape my soul with hers no win situations, the ´´crows´´ will act, it´s like feeling helpless is an instant acess to the gods or something.I have seen some delightfull situations that made me feel very good, the gods are genius, they do things in ways I could never come up with. I can say the fantasy world has been crushed.
I say ask guidance from Satan, tell him about it, advance your soul and do the freeing your soul and detach her if you can.
Hail Satan and good luck


Em Sábado, 28 de Março de 2015 22:16, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] escreveu:


  I have also noticed they look totally different. They tend to have big retarded bug eyes and they also age very miserably.
I've known seriously obese, non christians who still look far better than many christians half their age. That program doesnt just make them stupid, it literally sucks up their vital energy and ages them rotten.I have noticed that my own appearance is deteriorating as a result of this parasite sucking up my own vital energy and oftentimes I can feel thoughts and emotions that are not my own messing up my life.
I can actually sense the source is her. When I was living in a haunted house and she came by I almost killed her because the spirit that was tormenting me while I lived there hated her even more than I did and tried to take over.
As soon as I was forced out of that place I never saw it again at least.




On Friday, March 27, 2015 8:07 PM, "krba201076@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I just wanted to tell you that I understand and that we are lucky to have a place where we can even say things like this. We live in what I call a "breeder worshipping" society. We are told to kiss our parents' behinds because "they gave us life". But life is full of suffering and death. The sheeple say that "they took care of you when you could not take care of yourself". But, when they dragged us here, they caused us to need that care. Mothers in particular are beyond reproach in our society due to the stupid Jewish and Christian religions. We are to kiss our parents' asses no matter how they treat us because the "Bye-Bull" says so. If you were to admit your feelings about your mom around typical people, you would likely be harassed for them.
My mother is an annoying Christian as well who blows what little money she has on fast food and bailing her ghetto rat siblings out of the troubles of their own making. Christians really are dumb as hell. Their brains are literally mush and they even start to look differently, especially when they are talking about their book of fairytales or their Sky Pappy. Their eyes just look dead and their faces just look as if they were taken over by a robot.

 

[fake name]

Sadly my astral senses are not yet attuned. I cannot yet hear the spirits or the gods or Satan and am working on opening my 6th chakra to remedy this. I can hear and feel energy but not much else even though I am powerful enough to generate heat and static at will.I am strongest with the fire element and as such I tend to burn myself out and am a total insomniac as a result as well.I have been able to enter a trance at will for years so the basic meditations were easy to me however the 6th chakra and the astral sense chakras along with the crown still refuse to open all the way leaving me to feel my way around blind with my astral senses and rely almost entirely on hearing and touch.Of course she's always here on the weekends and is taking monday off so I can't even vibrate any meditations without being in the shower and I was planning on doing headstand meditations on the 6th and crown to give them that final kick......I seem to be at the limit of what I can achieve without opening the 6th and 7th chakras fully and her mere presence is a constant interference........I can feel my crown literally itching. I NEED to open these last 2 as quickly as possible so I can start fully manifesting the massive energies I have pent up but cannot direct without opening these.My sight improves daily and now I can see with my eyes closed to a degree but it's still at 30% tops.



On Saturday, March 28, 2015 8:55 PM, "eu caseu lion666lion66688@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  my mother is a christian too, I Tryied starting to take her away from my solar chakra, but I couldn´t, feared she would die or something. The gods are keeping my family away, whenever she do something awfull and try to rape my soul with hers no win situations, the ´´crows´´ will act, it´s like feeling helpless is an instant acess to the gods or something.I have seen some delightfull situations that made me feel very good, the gods are genius, they do things in ways I could never come up with. I can say the fantasy world has been crushed.
I say ask guidance from Satan, tell him about it, advance your soul and do the freeing your soul and detach her if you can.
Hail Satan and good luck


Em Sábado, 28 de Março de 2015 22:16, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] escreveu:


  I have also noticed they look totally different. They tend to have big retarded bug eyes and they also age very miserably.
I've known seriously obese, non christians who still look far better than many christians half their age. That program doesnt just make them stupid, it literally sucks up their vital energy and ages them rotten.I have noticed that my own appearance is deteriorating as a result of this parasite sucking up my own vital energy and oftentimes I can feel thoughts and emotions that are not my own messing up my life.
I can actually sense the source is her. When I was living in a haunted house and she came by I almost killed her because the spirit that was tormenting me while I lived there hated her even more than I did and tried to take over.
As soon as I was forced out of that place I never saw it again at least.




On Friday, March 27, 2015 8:07 PM, "krba201076@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I just wanted to tell you that I understand and that we are lucky to have a place where we can even say things like this. We live in what I call a "breeder worshipping" society. We are told to kiss our parents' behinds because "they gave us life". But life is full of suffering and death. The sheeple say that "they took care of you when you could not take care of yourself". But, when they dragged us here, they caused us to need that care. Mothers in particular are beyond reproach in our society due to the stupid Jewish and Christian religions. We are to kiss our parents' asses no matter how they treat us because the "Bye-Bull" says so. If you were to admit your feelings about your mom around typical people, you would likely be harassed for them.
My mother is an annoying Christian as well who blows what little money she has on fast food and bailing her ghetto rat siblings out of the troubles of their own making. Christians really are dumb as hell. Their brains are literally mush and they even start to look differently, especially when they are talking about their book of fairytales or their Sky Pappy. Their eyes just look dead and their faces just look as if they were taken over by a robot.

 

[jamesmarshall237]

She is not gonna die, and even if she some how could so what. Your life is the most important in your life.

 

[eu caseu]

she serves a pourpose to me for a while.everything is going smootly, Let her there, she earns money thorught my solar square and is protected trought me, because I need her in a way for some time.
Funny that she praises god, and is getting more religious(without knowing ANYTHING about the religion), because she notices that everything goes extrememly well for me and thinks it is ´´god´´. Feel a little responsible sometimes.
You don´t need to be very advanced to talk to Satan, he always listen. My astral sight is not all that, I see images inside my mind when the gods want me to, there was a period it was very open.


Em Domingo, 29 de Março de 2015 16:03, "jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] escreveu:


  She is not gonna die, and even if she some how could so what. Your life is the most important in your life.

 

[james marshall]

Your simply being apologetic. Its wrong for you to allow a xain to steal your life force. She doesn't make money because of you. Your giving her your vitality and life force and it goes right to the greys and reptilians.


On Sunday, March 29, 2015 2:59 PM, "eu caseu lion666lion66688@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  she serves a pourpose to me for a while.everything is going smootly, Let her there, she earns money thorught my solar square and is protected trought me, because I need her in a way for some time.
Funny that she praises god, and is getting more religious(without knowing ANYTHING about the religion), because she notices that everything goes extrememly well for me and thinks it is ´´god´´. Feel a little responsible sometimes.
You don´t need to be very advanced to talk to Satan, he always listen. My astral sight is not all that, I see images inside my mind when the gods want me to, there was a period it was very open.


Em Domingo, 29 de Março de 2015 16:03, "jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] escreveu:


  She is not gonna die, and even if she some how could so what. Your life is the most important in your life.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

@ Fake Name. Well, that's interesting. I thought being able to see with your eyes closed as clear as day was just me memorizing patterns, and positions, and then just shitting myself about actually seeing them with my third eye.

Well, now I know that is an actual ability. Looking forward to opening all of my chakras eventually, but still have to take it slow due to the last piece of pissreali poison I'm getting off of. I definitely have gotten a lot happier since being able to do light meditation again. And, my psychic defenses have improved shockingly. Been about a week now.

HAIL SATAN!!

SAY IT LOUD AND PROUD!!

 

[fake name]

Was that directed to me or the other guy? Cuz I don't care about my insane xian mother one bit.



On Sunday, March 29, 2015 7:33 PM, "james marshall jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Your simply being apologetic. Its wrong for you to allow a xain to steal your life force. She doesn't make money because of you. Your giving her your vitality and life force and it goes right to the greys and reptilians.


On Sunday, March 29, 2015 2:59 PM, "eu caseu lion666lion66688@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  she serves a pourpose to me for a while.everything is going smootly, Let her there, she earns money thorught my solar square and is protected trought me, because I need her in a way for some time.
Funny that she praises god, and is getting more religious(without knowing ANYTHING about the religion), because she notices that everything goes extrememly well for me and thinks it is ´´god´´. Feel a little responsible sometimes.
You don´t need to be very advanced to talk to Satan, he always listen. My astral sight is not all that, I see images inside my mind when the gods want me to, there was a period it was very open.


Em Domingo, 29 de Março de 2015 16:03, "jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] escreveu:


  She is not gonna die, and even if she some how could so what. Your life is the most important in your life.

 

[jamesmarshall237]

No it was for eu caseu he is nutz a xain is a xain. My mom is also xain and i could care less about healing her or anything cause i know there is no point. They don't serve a purpose if you can get rid of them then do so War is war you never hold out your hand and give mercy. Give no mercy and expect none is return. If for some reason reptilians or enemy nordics or gerys ever hold out their hand it peace it is a way of getting you to turn your back on Satan and the gods. It can also be used as deception to get you to fail. Never take a reprieve from our war until it is over. 

 

[eu caseu]

it would take 40 days of munka to take her out of me(maybe more) and there would be alot of resistence. I am thinking taking of the effect of xianity programing and xians family members and bad people from the past in the same working. 
Any suggestion for affirmations.


Em Domingo, 29 de Março de 2015 23:33, "james marshall jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] escreveu:


  Your simply being apologetic. Its wrong for you to allow a xain to steal your life force. She doesn't make money because of you. Your giving her your vitality and life force and it goes right to the greys and reptilians.


On Sunday, March 29, 2015 2:59 PM, "eu caseu lion666lion66688@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  she serves a pourpose to me for a while.everything is going smootly, Let her there, she earns money thorught my solar square and is protected trought me, because I need her in a way for some time.
Funny that she praises god, and is getting more religious(without knowing ANYTHING about the religion), because she notices that everything goes extrememly well for me and thinks it is ´´god´´. Feel a little responsible sometimes.
You don´t need to be very advanced to talk to Satan, he always listen. My astral sight is not all that, I see images inside my mind when the gods want me to, there was a period it was very open.


Em Domingo, 29 de Março de 2015 16:03, "jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] escreveu:


  She is not gonna die, and even if she some how could so what. Your life is the most important in your life.

 

[eu caseu]

I am not crazy, just making my own plans and waiting for the right moment to take her away. It will be hard and there will be black ash. I could totally see her appearing here in my home out of nowhere to make my life a nightmare If I just started today.
I understand giving pieces of information can make you sound strange and I don´t want to tell my whole life here neither.

Em Segunda-feira, 30 de Março de 2015 12:54, "eu caseu lion666lion66688@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] escreveu:


 

it would take 40 days of munka to take her out of me(maybe more) and there would be alot of resistence. I am thinking taking of the effect of xianity programing and xians family members and bad people from the past in the same working. 
Any suggestion for affirmations.


Em Domingo, 29 de Março de 2015 23:33, "james marshall jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] escreveu:


  Your simply being apologetic. Its wrong for you to allow a xain to steal your life force. She doesn't make money because of you. Your giving her your vitality and life force and it goes right to the greys and reptilians.


On Sunday, March 29, 2015 2:59 PM, "eu caseu lion666lion66688@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  she serves a pourpose to me for a while.everything is going smootly, Let her there, she earns money thorught my solar square and is protected trought me, because I need her in a way for some time.
Funny that she praises god, and is getting more religious(without knowing ANYTHING about the religion), because she notices that everything goes extrememly well for me and thinks it is ´´god´´. Feel a little responsible sometimes.
You don´t need to be very advanced to talk to Satan, he always listen. My astral sight is not all that, I see images inside my mind when the gods want me to, there was a period it was very open.


Em Domingo, 29 de Março de 2015 16:03, "jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] escreveu:


  She is not gonna die, and even if she some how could so what. Your life is the most important in your life.

 

[fake name]

yes I figured being able to see with the eyes closed clearly means the 3rd eye and 6th chakras are open.
I would imagine that once they're at 100% you will be able to see spirits, thoughtforms, energy and everything else that one cannot see with the physical eyes alone



On Monday, March 30, 2015 1:43 PM, "descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  @ Fake Name. Well, that's interesting. I thought being able to see with your eyes closed as clear as day was just me memorizing patterns, and positions, and then just shitting myself about actually seeing them with my third eye.

Well, now I know that is an actual ability. Looking forward to opening all of my chakras eventually, but still have to take it slow due to the last piece of pissreali poison I'm getting off of. I definitely have gotten a lot happier since being able to do light meditation again. And, my psychic defenses have improved shockingly. Been about a week now.

HAIL SATAN!!

SAY IT LOUD AND PROUD!!

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Thanks for clearing that up for me. It's interesting. It's makes me very happy that I have finally found Gentiles like me. I don't mean to be disparaging, but we are rare these days

Satanama Dharma.

 

[fake name]

The feeling is mutual brother. I've been totally alone for so long it feels like its been an eternity.
I finally found the truth and grow stronger by the day.
HAIL SATAN!


On Tuesday, March 31, 2015 9:33 PM, "descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Thanks for clearing that up for me. It's interesting. It's makes me very happy that I have finally found Gentiles like me. I don't mean to be disparaging, but we are rare these days

Satanama Dharma.