Banishing a vile influence

[angryshaman666]

My entire life, my attempts to accomplish anything and finally earn my own keep and stand on my own legs were constantly undermined by my very demented, very christian mother.
At the age of 4 she had me taken to a psychiatrist and then subjected me to an upbringing filled with constant drugs being forced down my throat which damaged my kidneys, and negative reinforcement over any little thing I do.
If I fought bullies in school, (I'd get suspended every other week for this) I'd come home and be constantly harassed and berated by her.
My refusal to conform to xianized society as a whole landed me constant harassment from every authority figure in my life.
My father was kicked out for speaking against her methods and all her ex husbands ever since were crippled in one way or another by her influence.
She brings misfortune to everyone she ever meets and though she makes alot of money working for the church and as a college professor, she blows it all on retarded self help books. Everything I've ever done in my life has been under constant scrutiny from this woman and as a result of her manipulating the system to undermine me and because of my disheveled appearance due to my abusive upbringing nearly killing me and my intimidating presence, no one will ever hire me.

I need to remove her influence from my life as she is now trying to have me locked up in some pointless boarding school style trade school and I am literally 3 months away from having enough money to drive out of this state and move in with my girlfriend who I had to hide from my mother because she would find some way to destroy that relationship.

I believe her influence is attached to my shoulder chakras since when I focused on the problem I saw what appeared to be a set of black ethereal wires/cords attached to them and she is definitely on the other end.
I do not think I have the time to wait for the right moon cycle as her influence is closing in on me and I fear in the next month or 2 she will force me into a situation where I will either be dead or a fugitive for fighting against her attempts to rob me of my freedom and keep me from standing on my own legs.
I cannot even be in the same room as her without feeling EXTREME hatred and rage and her aura is truly sickening and robs me of my concentration and vitality as well as any energies needed to attract financial success.
I am beginning the process of removing her influence but am unsure how to proceed other than the meditation I printed off on how to detach unwanted things from my aura. Is there a faster way?

Even admitting how badly this woman has destroyed my life is utterly embarrassing -_-
I fear what will happen if the economy crashes before I can remove her vile influence and move out of this place.
I am ashamed to admit just how badly I need help on this issue........

 

[Yog Sothoth]

      How to Detach Unwanted People/Entities from Your Aura  
 



  My entire life, my attempts to accomplish anything and finally earn my own keep and stand on my own legs were constantly undermined by my very demented, very christian mother.
At the age of 4 she had me taken to a psychiatrist and then subjected me to an upbringing filled with constant drugs being forced down my throat which damaged my kidneys, and negative reinforcement over any little thing I do.
If I fought bullies in school, (I'd get suspended every other week for this) I'd come home and be constantly harassed and berated by her.
My refusal to conform to xianized society as a whole landed me constant harassment from every authority figure in my life.
My father was kicked out for speaking against her methods and all her ex husbands ever since were crippled in one way or another by her influence.
She brings misfortune to everyone she ever meets and though she makes alot of money working for the church and as a college professor, she blows it all on retarded self help books. Everything I've ever done in my life has been under constant scrutiny from this woman and as a result of her manipulating the system to undermine me and because of my disheveled appearance due to my abusive upbringing nearly killing me and my intimidating presence, no one will ever hire me.

I need to remove her influence from my life as she is now trying to have me locked up in some pointless boarding school style trade school and I am literally 3 months away from having enough money to drive out of this state and move in with my girlfriend who I had to hide from my mother because she would find some way to destroy that relationship.

I believe her influence is attached to my shoulder chakras since when I focused on the problem I saw what appeared to be a set of black ethereal wires/cords attached to them and she is definitely on the other end.
I do not think I have the time to wait for the right moon cycle as her influence is closing in on me and I fear in the next month or 2 she will force me into a situation where I will either be dead or a fugitive for fighting against her attempts to rob me of my freedom and keep me from standing on my own legs.
I cannot even be in the same room as her without feeling EXTREME hatred and rage and her aura is truly sickening and robs me of my concentration and vitality as well as any energies needed to attract financial success.
I am beginning the process of removing her influence but am unsure how to proceed other than the meditation I printed off on how to detach unwanted things from my aura. Is there a faster way?

Even admitting how badly this woman has destroyed my life is utterly embarrassing -_-
I fear what will happen if the economy crashes before I can remove her vile influence and move out of this place.
I am ashamed to admit just how badly I need help on this issue........

 

[jamesmarshall237]

She is not gonna die, and even if she some how could so what. Your life is the most important in your life.

 

[eu caseu]

she serves a pourpose to me for a while.everything is going smootly, Let her there, she earns money thorught my solar square and is protected trought me, because I need her in a way for some time.
Funny that she praises god, and is getting more religious(without knowing ANYTHING about the religion), because she notices that everything goes extrememly well for me and thinks it is ´´god´´. Feel a little responsible sometimes.
You don´t need to be very advanced to talk to Satan, he always listen. My astral sight is not all that, I see images inside my mind when the gods want me to, there was a period it was very open.

Em Domingo, 29 de Março de 2015 16:03, "jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" escreveu:


  She is not gonna die, and even if she some how could so what. Your life is the most important in your life.

 

[james marshall]

Your simply being apologetic. Its wrong for you to allow a xain to steal your life force. She doesn't make money because of you. Your giving her your vitality and life force and it goes right to the greys and Corrupted Beings.



  she serves a pourpose to me for a while.everything is going smootly, Let her there, she earns money thorught my solar square and is protected trought me, because I need her in a way for some time.
Funny that she praises god, and is getting more religious(without knowing ANYTHING about the religion), because she notices that everything goes extrememly well for me and thinks it is ´´god´´. Feel a little responsible sometimes.
You don´t need to be very advanced to talk to Satan, he always listen. My astral sight is not all that, I see images inside my mind when the gods want me to, there was a period it was very open.

Em Domingo, 29 de Março de 2015 16:03, "jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" escreveu:


  She is not gonna die, and even if she some how could so what. Your life is the most important in your life.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

@ Fake Name. Well, that's interesting. I thought being able to see with your eyes closed as clear as day was just me memorizing patterns, and positions, and then just shitting myself about actually seeing them with my third eye.

Well, now I know that is an actual ability. Looking forward to opening all of my chakras eventually, but still have to take it slow due to the last piece of pissreali poison I'm getting off of. I definitely have gotten a lot happier since being able to do light meditation again. And, my psychic defenses have improved shockingly. Been about a week now.

HAIL SATAN!!

SAY IT LOUD AND PROUD!!

 

[fake name]

Was that directed to me or the other guy? Cuz I don't care about my insane xian mother one bit.




  Your simply being apologetic. Its wrong for you to allow a xain to steal your life force. She doesn't make money because of you. Your giving her your vitality and life force and it goes right to the greys and Corrupted Beings.



  she serves a pourpose to me for a while.everything is going smootly, Let her there, she earns money thorught my solar square and is protected trought me, because I need her in a way for some time.
Funny that she praises god, and is getting more religious(without knowing ANYTHING about the religion), because she notices that everything goes extrememly well for me and thinks it is ´´god´´. Feel a little responsible sometimes.
You don´t need to be very advanced to talk to Satan, he always listen. My astral sight is not all that, I see images inside my mind when the gods want me to, there was a period it was very open.

Em Domingo, 29 de Março de 2015 16:03, "jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" escreveu:


  She is not gonna die, and even if she some how could so what. Your life is the most important in your life.

 

[jamesmarshall237]

No it was for eu caseu he is nutz a xain is a xain. My mom is also xain and i could care less about healing her or anything cause i know there is no point. They don't serve a purpose if you can get rid of them then do so War is war you never hold out your hand and give mercy. Give no mercy and expect none is return. If for some reason Corrupted Beings or enemy nordics or gerys ever hold out their hand it peace it is a way of getting you to turn your back on Satan and the gods. It can also be used as deception to get you to fail. Never take a reprieve from our war until it is over. 

 

[eu caseu]

it would take 40 days of munka to take her out of me(maybe more) and there would be alot of resistence. I am thinking taking of the effect of xianity programing and xians family members and bad people from the past in the same working. 
Any suggestion for affirmations.

Em Domingo, 29 de Março de 2015 23:33, "james marshall jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" escreveu:


  Your simply being apologetic. Its wrong for you to allow a xain to steal your life force. She doesn't make money because of you. Your giving her your vitality and life force and it goes right to the greys and Corrupted Beings.



  she serves a pourpose to me for a while.everything is going smootly, Let her there, she earns money thorught my solar square and is protected trought me, because I need her in a way for some time.
Funny that she praises god, and is getting more religious(without knowing ANYTHING about the religion), because she notices that everything goes extrememly well for me and thinks it is ´´god´´. Feel a little responsible sometimes.
You don´t need to be very advanced to talk to Satan, he always listen. My astral sight is not all that, I see images inside my mind when the gods want me to, there was a period it was very open.

Em Domingo, 29 de Março de 2015 16:03, "jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" escreveu:


  She is not gonna die, and even if she some how could so what. Your life is the most important in your life.

 

[eu caseu]

I am not crazy, just making my own plans and waiting for the right moment to take her away. It will be hard and there will be black ash. I could totally see her appearing here in my home out of nowhere to make my life a nightmare If I just started today.
I understand giving pieces of information can make you sound strange and I don´t want to tell my whole life here neither.

Em Segunda-feira, 30 de Março de 2015 12:54, "eu caseu lion666lion66688@... [JoyofSatan666]" escreveu:


 

it would take 40 days of munka to take her out of me(maybe more) and there would be alot of resistence. I am thinking taking of the effect of xianity programing and xians family members and bad people from the past in the same working. 
Any suggestion for affirmations.

Em Domingo, 29 de Março de 2015 23:33, "james marshall jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" escreveu:


  Your simply being apologetic. Its wrong for you to allow a xain to steal your life force. She doesn't make money because of you. Your giving her your vitality and life force and it goes right to the greys and Corrupted Beings.



  she serves a pourpose to me for a while.everything is going smootly, Let her there, she earns money thorught my solar square and is protected trought me, because I need her in a way for some time.
Funny that she praises god, and is getting more religious(without knowing ANYTHING about the religion), because she notices that everything goes extrememly well for me and thinks it is ´´god´´. Feel a little responsible sometimes.
You don´t need to be very advanced to talk to Satan, he always listen. My astral sight is not all that, I see images inside my mind when the gods want me to, there was a period it was very open.

Em Domingo, 29 de Março de 2015 16:03, "jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666]" escreveu:


  She is not gonna die, and even if she some how could so what. Your life is the most important in your life.

 

[fake name]

yes I figured being able to see with the eyes closed clearly means the 3rd eye and 6th chakras are open.
I would imagine that once they're at 100% you will be able to see spirits, thoughtforms, energy and everything else that one cannot see with the physical eyes alone




  @ Fake Name. Well, that's interesting. I thought being able to see with your eyes closed as clear as day was just me memorizing patterns, and positions, and then just shitting myself about actually seeing them with my third eye.

Well, now I know that is an actual ability. Looking forward to opening all of my chakras eventually, but still have to take it slow due to the last piece of pissreali poison I'm getting off of. I definitely have gotten a lot happier since being able to do light meditation again. And, my psychic defenses have improved shockingly. Been about a week now.

HAIL SATAN!!

SAY IT LOUD AND PROUD!!

 

[fake name]

The feeling is mutual brother. I've been totally alone for so long it feels like its been an eternity.
I finally found the truth and grow stronger by the day.
HAIL SATAN!



  Thanks for clearing that up for me. It's interesting. It's makes me very happy that I have finally found Gentiles like me. I don't mean to be disparaging, but we are rare these days

Satanama Dharma.