I can't imagine what made you think this is a wavy-gravy-doobie-blazey forum. You must've either known and went for it anyway or skipped over the part about drugs being bad for you. The only way you have a chance of changing for the better by having a psychedelic drug experience is if you were extremely deluded to begin with. The delusion could also worsen from the experience. I used to listen to this drummer guy, who was so into TOOL and acid and all those type of products, tell me how great acid is for a person and how I should take it. I asked him "as soon as the drug stops working completely, do you still feel so enlightened". The answer was no. It's always no. And yes I have taken all that mess before so I do know what I'm talking about.