*Rambling warning*So I've been away for a few days (four actually) during which I wasn't doing any yoga/meditations at all.Tried though, simply couldn't do it. It was a Download Festival and I was staying at a camp so a lot of drunken ppl around, screaming and singing and stuff. Plus I was dead on my feel every night so every try ended up with me waking up in the morning.As I look at it now, I have no idea how I was able to endure all that lol.Anyway, I came back on Monday and said to myself: OK, today I have to do it. So I took care of all the post-arrival things and about 6 pm decided to have a go. Did all the preliminary breathing exercises and then thought to myself: hm... maybe I could lay down for a bit, relax and stuff and then do it. Bad idea, I know. The next thing I remember was waking up in the middle of the night in my bed. I can't even tell how I got there. And I had a really twisted dream. More like a delirium or something. Seems the more sick/weak I am, the more vivid and real the dream.I was on some kind of field with a female teacher and a class at night. Then one of the pupils died and the teacher started to freak out. I gave her some kind of speech, too bad I can't remember now what I was saying. Then I approached the body (I knew he was dead) and ressurected him lol... Then the scenery changed and suddenly I felt weak and drained and sick. I was at some kind of bus station coughing up impressive amounts of muckus and then, somehow, I felt/knew I got sick. And that's it.Come to think of it, I've been having a regular dreams about bringing people back to life and about telekinesis. Really weird stuff. I used to dream regularly about flying too but these somehow ceased.And now I'm totally damn sick. Now I know how it is to meditate in this condition. I don't recommend. Probably will have to go and see a doc.So the outcome: Festival - Antibiotics (most likely, knowing my luck).
Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War!
/Mike
Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War!
/Mike