NoCheerios
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Hi, this is my first post. I have been lurking here for some time, but I think my circumstances merited guidance from TOZ.
I met this girl on a dating app. And I thought she looked a bit Jewish, but I ignored it.
We went on one date prior to the events below, and it was at a cafe. Nothing of signifiance occured then.
She wanted to hangout again and invited me over to her place. We kissed/cuddled, nothing else. However, after going home, I felt almost angry and bitter, and experienced this intense hatred towards the jews. I'm not sure how to describe it other than very passionate and intense. Keep in mind, at this time, I had no idea that she was Jewish, other than a slight suspicion. In the morning, I also woke up very tired and completely drained, which usually isn't the case. I dont know how to describe it other than as if most of my lifeforce were sucked out.
Today we hung out again and went on a walk, then back to her place. During this time, I directly asked if she was jewish to which she said her grandfather was Israeli and that he abandoned his wife, and that the whole family doesn't really talk to him, but he lives in Israel. My knee-jerk reaction was almost disgust, and I tried to play it off like it wasn't a terrible issue. We spent a little more time together, and then I left.
I now know my intuition was right to begin.
I was wondering TOZ, was what I experienced after the second hangout a product of aura interference why did I feel this intense hatred after cuddling was it the intermixing of auras? I havent felt that way in a while and it felt almost like a fit of rage I couldnt calm down from. I know this probably seems extreme. I am just wondering what type of explanation could be given.
I don't have any intention of ever seeing her again, and in the meantime, want to fix my aura and energies. Besides aura cleanses, is there anything else I should do?
I also have not done the dedication ritual yet I was planning to do it during this coming full moon.
I met this girl on a dating app. And I thought she looked a bit Jewish, but I ignored it.
We went on one date prior to the events below, and it was at a cafe. Nothing of signifiance occured then.
She wanted to hangout again and invited me over to her place. We kissed/cuddled, nothing else. However, after going home, I felt almost angry and bitter, and experienced this intense hatred towards the jews. I'm not sure how to describe it other than very passionate and intense. Keep in mind, at this time, I had no idea that she was Jewish, other than a slight suspicion. In the morning, I also woke up very tired and completely drained, which usually isn't the case. I dont know how to describe it other than as if most of my lifeforce were sucked out.
Today we hung out again and went on a walk, then back to her place. During this time, I directly asked if she was jewish to which she said her grandfather was Israeli and that he abandoned his wife, and that the whole family doesn't really talk to him, but he lives in Israel. My knee-jerk reaction was almost disgust, and I tried to play it off like it wasn't a terrible issue. We spent a little more time together, and then I left.
I now know my intuition was right to begin.
I was wondering TOZ, was what I experienced after the second hangout a product of aura interference why did I feel this intense hatred after cuddling was it the intermixing of auras? I havent felt that way in a while and it felt almost like a fit of rage I couldnt calm down from. I know this probably seems extreme. I am just wondering what type of explanation could be given.
I don't have any intention of ever seeing her again, and in the meantime, want to fix my aura and energies. Besides aura cleanses, is there anything else I should do?
I also have not done the dedication ritual yet I was planning to do it during this coming full moon.