Apology

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

Apology definitely accepted, don't worry about this. I think you should stay as expressed grief and community does indeed help to heal faster. If you isolate, darkness and negative thoughts are going to become stronger and affect you stronger.

It does indeed create comfort for many to be alongside their own spiritual family, yet many falsely focus on the negative sometimes, not the overwhelming positive.

 

[Henu the Great]

Cool, and thanks for the pdf.

 

[The Alchemist7 [TG]]

Words can't express how bad I feel about the rubbish I've left here over the last couple of days; Feeling sorry for myself and off-loading my shit on everyone here.

Just study as much as you can from the JoS websites and other outside sources that are not owned by jewish companies (by the way just a little note, if you want to find a JoS website enter the first link in my signature and go to the English page).
Probably what caused the conflict is that you adressed some matters in a negative critical way instead of asking for explanations about these matters. For example I am 99% sure that Maxine left the forums long before you joined so you never had the chance to see her online here. She is the one who created Joy of Satan as a legal and registered organization as far as I know, and she created the main JoS website in 2000 or something (well it's been moved to new servers and probably re-created due to jews taking it down multiple times as far as I know). Probably is safe to say that if it wasn't for her we wouldn't be here today or possibly there wouldn't have been Spiritual Satanism as all, is hard to predict what could happen if it wasn't for Maxine. Without spiritual opposition the world might have been doomed long ago, because the means the jews took over most world affairs are also of spiritual nature.

 

[Shadowcat]

Words can't express how bad I feel about the rubbish I've left here over the last couple of days; Feeling sorry for myself and off-loading my shit on everyone here.

My brother came around to have a talk and the first thing he asked was, "Where was the booze"? he threw it in the bin and said his wife had done the same at his home. It's glaringly obvious this is going to take some time for all my family to get over my sister passing away, she was special to all of us. I don't know if it is a good thing to leave here for a while or stay. I get a certain amount of comfort here - although I haven't shown it lately.

I apologize for everything and hope in the future I can have a semblance of my former standing here.

This doesn't make up for it, but here is a kick-ass PDF of the SS I was putting together when my sister passed away. I hope you enjoy it: "TOTENKOPF"
https://mega.nz/file/DDBk0ZKL#FNITBGsHSrve2xYnDJXyaFFC43Ebzjjif9V1CmKMGyw

Oh this is your other account i didn't register this was you. Its understandable that the grief you are going through may make you have strange behaviors. Death can actually really change a person for better or worse. I hope you manage your grief in all healthy ways for you in the time to come. I can tell you from experience it will take a while. Maybe a working with wunjo will help things along

 

[F_For_Flamingo]

I wish you all the best brother

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Mother Lilith!
Hail Teacher!
Hail Guardian!

 

[CaspianTheDreamer]

Words can't express how bad I feel about the rubbish I've left here over the last couple of days; Feeling sorry for myself and off-loading my shit on everyone here.

My brother came around to have a talk and the first thing he asked was, "Where was the booze"? he threw it in the bin and said his wife had done the same at his home. It's glaringly obvious this is going to take some time for all my family to get over my sister passing away, she was special to all of us. I don't know if it is a good thing to leave here for a while or stay. I get a certain amount of comfort here - although I haven't shown it lately.

I apologize for everything and hope in the future I can have a semblance of my former standing here.

This doesn't make up for it, but here is a kick-ass PDF of the SS I was putting together when my sister passed away. I hope you enjoy it: "TOTENKOPF"
https://mega.nz/file/DDBk0ZKL#FNITBGsHSrve2xYnDJXyaFFC43Ebzjjif9V1CmKMGyw

You are indeed one of our most treasured members. I myself owe a lot of things that i have learnt to you. Im happy that you are embracing strength. Good luck to you.

 

[BlackOnyx8 [TG]]

I am really sorry for calling you a fool the other day.

Fill your soul with energy from the Sun and vibrate SURYAE on top of it, it helps to banish the feelings you might have going on right now. Do a lot of yoga and void meditation. I also agree the Wunjo rune is great for this kind of situation as it heals the mind.

Stay away from alcohol, the relief it gives you is only temporary, unhealthy and at the end of the day, it is just an illusion. Real relief comes from consistent meditation, focus on that now and surround yourself with good people.

I wish you the best, brother.
Thank you for the PDF.