apologizes for the long post but i need some serious answers

[michael.stuart_the_archangel]

i am going to do the dedication ritual tomorrow night. everything was going fine until now when one past incident came into my mind and i feel really ashamed and guilty about it. i will do the ritual tomorrow but this thought still bothers me.

this happened about two years back when i was totally unaware of Father's true nature. i didn't know about occult, meditation or anything. but i was really desperate about getting more power, wealth and alot more things. one stupid guy told me that i could sell my soul to Satan in exchange for anything i want, all i would need to do is to write in a paper that i reject my past religion and want to join satanism and then i had to say something bad about my past religion and then offer my soul to Satan in exchange for the whole list of things i want from him, and then sign the paper. and then burn it. all the agreement had to be written in blood. but i was too desperate and i had to cut each of my finger to get alot of blood to write everything down, and i did all the bunch of stupid things that was told to. of course i didn't know who Satan really was, i was lost i didn't know nothing, i hadn't really explored the world on my own by that time. only thing i ever heard is that Satan is evil who buys soul in exchange for real goods. i saw many websites that say sign in your name and ask for your item and Satan will come to you. of course nothing happened cause all of those were liars they were fooling people just to make sure nobody would ever bother to look at the real side of Satan, the side that is much more pure than the xian crap.

but i learnt alot in a couple of years, i found jos website and i learnt things that nobody else offers, THE TRUTH. i realized that Satan is our true savior and i was bargaining with him for some stupid things. whenever i think about that night i really laugh for my stupidity but i feel ashamed as well. i didn't want to offend him, i don't want to offend him now i can't even think of it. i swear i have learnt alot, and i know what i want i don't want any luxury in return. my hands are shaking right now cause i don't want him to be angry at me.

i am planning to do the ritual tomorrow night, and i will do it no matter if it is wrong or right or what i will do it with all respect because i just know what i am doing right now is true. i don't really remember about that night much but today suddenly that thought came into my mind i thought i should ask for some opinions cause that might help i guess. i still apologize for the things i did but i have changed now. i just want to make sure that thing doesn't effect my dedication now.

Hail Satan.
Hail Azazel

 

[hoodedcobra666]

Fools like the one you mentioned only serve as active misguidance in regards to 'Satanism'. Satan understands and these fools that misguide people and spread lies about Him are hated by Him. Don't have guilt. Any of it. You now found the Truth and this was a noble action, noble enough to render your past actions a thing of the past. Satan appriciates your move by a great deal. Most people get caught in this false 'Satanism' version. But you did not. Thus you should be rather proud of yourself. Don't let 'guilt' stop you. When the dedication is done, you enter a new life in Satan. So never let these bullshit interefere. Satan is very forgiving and understanding to those who really seek to be with Him, those with a pure heart towards Him.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "michael.stuart_the_archangel" <michael.stuart_the_archangel@... wrote:

i am going to do the dedication ritual tomorrow night. everything was going fine until now when one past incident came into my mind and i feel really ashamed and guilty about it. i will do the ritual tomorrow but this thought still bothers me.

this happened about two years back when i was totally unaware of Father's true nature. i didn't know about occult, meditation or anything. but i was really desperate about getting more power, wealth and alot more things. one stupid guy told me that i could sell my soul to Satan in exchange for anything i want, all i would need to do is to write in a paper that i reject my past religion and want to join satanism and then i had to say something bad about my past religion and then offer my soul to Satan in exchange for the whole list of things i want from him, and then sign the paper. and then burn it. all the agreement had to be written in blood. but i was too desperate and i had to cut each of my finger to get alot of blood to write everything down, and i did all the bunch of stupid things that was told to. of course i didn't know who Satan really was, i was lost i didn't know nothing, i hadn't really explored the world on my own by that time. only thing i ever heard is that Satan is evil who buys soul in exchange for real goods. i saw many websites that say sign in your name and ask for your item and Satan will come to you. of course nothing happened cause all of those were liars they were fooling people just to make sure nobody would ever bother to look at the real side of Satan, the side that is much more pure than the xian crap.

but i learnt alot in a couple of years, i found jos website and i learnt things that nobody else offers, THE TRUTH. i realized that Satan is our true savior and i was bargaining with him for some stupid things. whenever i think about that night i really laugh for my stupidity but i feel ashamed as well. i didn't want to offend him, i don't want to offend him now i can't even think of it. i swear i have learnt alot, and i know what i want i don't want any luxury in return. my hands are shaking right now cause i don't want him to be angry at me.

i am planning to do the ritual tomorrow night, and i will do it no matter if it is wrong or right or what i will do it with all respect because i just know what i am doing right now is true. i don't really remember about that night much but today suddenly that thought came into my mind i thought i should ask for some opinions cause that might help i guess. i still apologize for the things i did but i have changed now. i just want to make sure that thing doesn't effect my dedication now.

Hail Satan.
Hail Azazel

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

You might want to change your email address ID. Many will think you are an infiltrator. Why does your email address include the name Micheal, the archangel??



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On Sun, Jul 15, 2012 9:34 AM EDT hoodedcobra666 wrote:

Fools like the one you mentioned only serve as active misguidance in regards to 'Satanism'. Satan understands and these fools that misguide people and spread lies about Him are hated by Him. Don't have guilt. Any of it. You now found the Truth and this was a noble action, noble enough to render your past actions a thing of the past. Satan appriciates your move by a great deal. Most people get caught in this false 'Satanism' version. But you did not. Thus you should be rather proud of yourself. Don't let 'guilt' stop you. When the dedication is done, you enter a new life in Satan. So never let these bullshit interefere. Satan is very forgiving and understanding to those who really seek to be with Him, those with a pure heart towards Him.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "michael.stuart_the_archangel" <michael.stuart_the_archangel@... wrote:

i am going to do the dedication ritual tomorrow night. everything was going fine until now when one past incident came into my mind and i feel really ashamed and guilty about it. i will do the ritual tomorrow but this thought still bothers me.

this happened about two years back when i was totally unaware of Father's true nature. i didn't know about occult, meditation or anything. but i was really desperate about getting more power, wealth and alot more things. one stupid guy told me that i could sell my soul to Satan in exchange for anything i want, all i would need to do is to write in a paper that i reject my past religion and want to join satanism and then i had to say something bad about my past religion and then offer my soul to Satan in exchange for the whole list of things i want from him, and then sign the paper. and then burn it. all the agreement had to be written in blood. but i was too desperate and i had to cut each of my finger to get alot of blood to write everything down, and i did all the bunch of stupid things that was told to. of course i didn't know who Satan really was, i was lost i didn't know nothing, i hadn't really explored the world on my own by that time. only
thing i ever heard is that Satan is evil who buys soul in exchange for real goods. i saw many websites that say sign in your name and ask for your item and Satan will come to you. of course nothing happened cause all of those were liars they were fooling people just to make sure nobody would ever bother to look at the real side of Satan, the side that is much more pure than the xian crap.

but i learnt alot in a couple of years, i found jos website and i learnt things that nobody else offers, THE TRUTH. i realized that Satan is our true savior and i was bargaining with him for some stupid things. whenever i think about that night i really laugh for my stupidity but i feel ashamed as well. i didn't want to offend him, i don't want to offend him now i can't even think of it. i swear i have learnt alot, and i know what i want i don't want any luxury in return. my hands are shaking right now cause i don't want him to be angry at me.

i am planning to do the ritual tomorrow night, and i will do it no matter if it is wrong or right or what i will do it with all respect because i just know what i am doing right now is true. i don't really remember about that night much but today suddenly that thought came into my mind i thought i should ask for some opinions cause that might help i guess. i still apologize for the things i did but i have changed now. i just want to make sure that thing doesn't effect my dedication now.

Hail Satan.
Hail Azazel

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Ya kind of scary surley he/she is new and doesn't understand.No one would that blantant unless they didn't know any better lol


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From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: apologizes for the long post but i need some serious answers
Sent: Sun, Jul 15, 2012 7:17:59 PM

<td val[/IMG]  
You might want to change your email address ID. Many will think you are an infiltrator. Why does your email address include the name Micheal, the archangel??

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On Sun, Jul 15, 2012 9:34 AM EDT hoodedcobra666 wrote:

Fools like the one you mentioned only serve as active misguidance in regards to 'Satanism'. Satan understands and these fools that misguide people and spread lies about Him are hated by Him. Don't have guilt. Any of it. You now found the Truth and this was a noble action, noble enough to render your past actions a thing of the past. Satan appriciates your move by a great deal. Most people get caught in this false 'Satanism' version. But you did not. Thus you should be rather proud of yourself. Don't let 'guilt' stop you. When the dedication is done, you enter a new life in Satan. So never let these bullshit interefere. Satan is very forgiving and understanding to those who really seek to be with Him, those with a pure heart towards Him.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "michael.stuart_the_archangel" <michael.stuart_the_archangel@... wrote:

i am going to do the dedication ritual tomorrow night. everything was going fine until now when one past incident came into my mind and i feel really ashamed and guilty about it. i will do the ritual tomorrow but this thought still bothers me.

this happened about two years back when i was totally unaware of Father's true nature. i didn't know about occult, meditation or anything. but i was really desperate about getting more power, wealth and alot more things. one stupid guy told me that i could sell my soul to Satan in exchange for anything i want, all i would need to do is to write in a paper that i reject my past religion and want to join satanism and then i had to say something bad about my past religion and then offer my soul to Satan in exchange for the whole list of things i want from him, and then sign the paper. and then burn it. all the agreement had to be written in blood. but i was too desperate and i had to cut each of my finger to get alot of blood to write everything down, and i did all the bunch of stupid things that was told to. of course i didn't know who Satan really was, i was lost i didn't know nothing, i hadn't really explored the world on my own by that time. only
thing i ever heard is that Satan is evil who buys soul in exchange for real goods. i saw many websites that say sign in your name and ask for your item and Satan will come to you. of course nothing happened cause all of those were liars they were fooling people just to make sure nobody would ever bother to look at the real side of Satan, the side that is much more pure than the xian crap.

but i learnt alot in a couple of years, i found jos website and i learnt things that nobody else offers, THE TRUTH. i realized that Satan is our true savior and i was bargaining with him for some stupid things. whenever i think about that night i really laugh for my stupidity but i feel ashamed as well. i didn't want to offend him, i don't want to offend him now i can't even think of it. i swear i have learnt alot, and i know what i want i don't want any luxury in return. my hands are shaking right now cause i don't want him to be angry at me.

i am planning to do the ritual tomorrow night, and i will do it no matter if it is wrong or right or what i will do it with all respect because i just know what i am doing right now is true. i don't really remember about that night much but today suddenly that thought came into my mind i thought i should ask for some opinions cause that might help i guess. i still apologize for the things i did but i have changed now. i just want to make sure that thing doesn't effect my dedication now.

Hail Satan.
Hail Azazel

[/TD]

 

[Brent Emmons]

Hello Michael,
Short answer:  Learn your lessons, then move on.  Feeling ashamed and guilty is something Catholics do.  We are not Catholic.  Guilt, and its sister (or brother, if you prefer) emotion, feeling ashamed, just holds one down and disallows one to spiritually progress.  Here's something to think about:  If we were perfect, we wouldn't be here now.  We are allowed to make mistakes, the only crime is not learning from our mistakes.  Time to grow spiritually, so do those spiritual exercises found on the JoS site DAILY.  
Thoth
From: michael.stuart_the_archangel <michael.stuart_the_archangel@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, July 15, 2012 3:00 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] apologizes for the long post but i need some serious answers

  i am going to do the dedication ritual tomorrow night. everything was going fine until now when one past incident came into my mind and i feel really ashamed and guilty about it. i will do the ritual tomorrow but this thought still bothers me.

this happened about two years back when i was totally unaware of Father's true nature. i didn't know about occult, meditation or anything. but i was really desperate about getting more power, wealth and alot more things. one stupid guy told me that i could sell my soul to Satan in exchange for anything i want, all i would need to do is to write in a paper that i reject my past religion and want to join satanism and then i had to say something bad about my past religion and then offer my soul to Satan in exchange for the whole list of things i want from him, and then sign the paper. and then burn it. all the agreement had to be written in blood. but i was too desperate and i had to cut each of my finger to get alot of blood to write everything down, and i did all the bunch of stupid things that was told to. of course i didn't know who Satan really was, i was lost i didn't know nothing, i hadn't really explored the world on my own by that time. only thing i ever heard is that Satan is evil who buys soul in exchange for real goods. i saw many websites that say sign in your name and ask for your item and Satan will come to you. of course nothing happened cause all of those were liars they were fooling people just to make sure nobody would ever bother to look at the real side of Satan, the side that is much more pure than the xian crap.

but i learnt alot in a couple of years, i found jos website and i learnt things that nobody else offers, THE TRUTH. i realized that Satan is our true savior and i was bargaining with him for some stupid things. whenever i think about that night i really laugh for my stupidity but i feel ashamed as well. i didn't want to offend him, i don't want to offend him now i can't even think of it. i swear i have learnt alot, and i know what i want i don't want any luxury in return. my hands are shaking right now cause i don't want him to be angry at me.

i am planning to do the ritual tomorrow night, and i will do it no matter if it is wrong or right or what i will do it with all respect because i just know what i am doing right now is true. i don't really remember about that night much but today suddenly that thought came into my mind i thought i should ask for some opinions cause that might help i guess. i still apologize for the things i did but i have changed now. i just want to make sure that thing doesn't effect my dedication now.

Hail Satan.
Hail Azazel

 

[Walls of Teardrops]

If you're still troubled by the whole experience, and you want to know that Father Satan's not angry or offended, I'd suggest maybe doing a ritual and apologizing directly to Satan.  Even if you can't see or hear him, He's there and He's listening to you, so just make a sincere apology, one that comes straight from deep within your heart.  Satan's very loving and forgiving, but it's important to apologize for past errors out of respect.
From: michael.stuart_the_archangel <michael.stuart_the_archangel@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, July 15, 2012 6:00 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] apologizes for the long post but i need some serious answers

  i am going to do the dedication ritual tomorrow night. everything was going fine until now when one past incident came into my mind and i feel really ashamed and guilty about it. i will do the ritual tomorrow but this thought still bothers me.

this happened about two years back when i was totally unaware of Father's true nature. i didn't know about occult, meditation or anything. but i was really desperate about getting more power, wealth and alot more things. one stupid guy told me that i could sell my soul to Satan in exchange for anything i want, all i would need to do is to write in a paper that i reject my past religion and want to join satanism and then i had to say something bad about my past religion and then offer my soul to Satan in exchange for the whole list of things i want from him, and then sign the paper. and then burn it. all the agreement had to be written in blood. but i was too desperate and i had to cut each of my finger to get alot of blood to write everything down, and i did all the bunch of stupid things that was told to. of course i didn't know who Satan really was, i was lost i didn't know nothing, i hadn't really explored the world on my own by that time. only thing i ever heard is that Satan is evil who buys soul in exchange for real goods. i saw many websites that say sign in your name and ask for your item and Satan will come to you. of course nothing happened cause all of those were liars they were fooling people just to make sure nobody would ever bother to look at the real side of Satan, the side that is much more pure than the xian crap.

but i learnt alot in a couple of years, i found jos website and i learnt things that nobody else offers, THE TRUTH. i realized that Satan is our true savior and i was bargaining with him for some stupid things. whenever i think about that night i really laugh for my stupidity but i feel ashamed as well. i didn't want to offend him, i don't want to offend him now i can't even think of it. i swear i have learnt alot, and i know what i want i don't want any luxury in return. my hands are shaking right now cause i don't want him to be angry at me.

i am planning to do the ritual tomorrow night, and i will do it no matter if it is wrong or right or what i will do it with all respect because i just know what i am doing right now is true. i don't really remember about that night much but today suddenly that thought came into my mind i thought i should ask for some opinions cause that might help i guess. i still apologize for the things i did but i have changed now. i just want to make sure that thing doesn't effect my dedication now.

Hail Satan.
Hail Azazel

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

It won't. Like you said that was the past. forget the things you have done and look forward.




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On Sun, Jul 15, 2012 1:43 PM EDT Walls of Teardrops wrote:

If you're still troubled by the whole experience, and you want to know that Father Satan's not angry or offended, I'd suggest maybe doing a ritual and apologizing directly to Satan.  Even if you can't see or hear him, He's there and He's listening to you, so just make a sincere apology, one that comes straight from deep within your heart.  Satan's very loving and forgiving, but it's important to apologize for past errors out of respect.



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From: michael.stuart_the_archangel <michael.stuart_the_archangel@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, July 15, 2012 6:00 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] apologizes for the long post but i need some serious answers



 

i am going to do the dedication ritual tomorrow night. everything was going fine until now when one past incident came into my mind and i feel really ashamed and guilty about it. i will do the ritual tomorrow but this thought still bothers me.

this happened about two years back when i was totally unaware of Father's true nature. i didn't know about occult, meditation or anything. but i was really desperate about getting more power, wealth and alot more things. one stupid guy told me that i could sell my soul to Satan in exchange for anything i want, all i would need to do is to write in a paper that i reject my past religion and want to join satanism and then i had to say something bad about my past religion and then offer my soul to Satan in exchange for the whole list of things i want from him, and then sign the paper. and then burn it. all the agreement had to be written in blood. but i was too desperate and i had to cut each of my finger to get alot of blood to write everything down, and i did all the bunch of stupid things that was told to. of course i didn't know who Satan really was, i was lost i didn't know nothing, i hadn't really explored the world on my own by that time. only thing
i ever heard is that Satan is evil who buys soul in exchange for real goods. i saw many websites that say sign in your name and ask for your item and Satan will come to you. of course nothing happened cause all of those were liars they were fooling people just to make sure nobody would ever bother to look at the real side of Satan, the side that is much more pure than the xian crap.

but i learnt alot in a couple of years, i found jos website and i learnt things that nobody else offers, THE TRUTH. i realized that Satan is our true savior and i was bargaining with him for some stupid things. whenever i think about that night i really laugh for my stupidity but i feel ashamed as well. i didn't want to offend him, i don't want to offend him now i can't even think of it. i swear i have learnt alot, and i know what i want i don't want any luxury in return. my hands are shaking right now cause i don't want him to be angry at me.

i am planning to do the ritual tomorrow night, and i will do it no matter if it is wrong or right or what i will do it with all respect because i just know what i am doing right now is true. i don't really remember about that night much but today suddenly that thought came into my mind i thought i should ask for some opinions cause that might help i guess. i still apologize for the things i did but i have changed now. i just want to make sure that thing doesn't effect my dedication now.

Hail Satan.
Hail Azazel