Are you talking to me? i never told anyone to stop meditating, i would never tell anyone to stop meditating especially if they are coming off a medication.
Yeah... I've learned that..
I mean after having dealt with these fuckers for 11 years I figured they were the source of ALL of my misfortune since I was born, as I sensed psychically they have been around since I was born through pictures, intuition, and other things I can't remember right now.
I have an extremely large fucking mess of psychological problems to work through thanks to their up close and personal method on me through deception.
It's incredibly annoying to know I'm in this situation because they confused and convinced my parents I was psychologically unstable due to whatever. When in reality it was their doing, and I KNEW IT. Well, whatever.
To be truly wonderfucked by the enemy is an amazingly annoying thing. Most people don't get this until they come and Dedicate to Father Satan. Although, before the 11 years, my life was a lot less horrible, but not great either, as I had depression, and apathy along with bad anger issues(which I worked on fairly) I had no desire to live life at all nor any ambitions, , but my anger got regressed back to less than square on thanks to these dooshbags. It also doesn't help being stuck out in the middle of nowhere in the woods with no one to talk to and being in a pisstian infested community to boot where idiots are abroad(everywhere).
Sigh, I can coin the phrase nothing ever goes my way. Well, at least that was my life before I dedicated to Father Satan. I mean, I'm still harassed pretty badly on a daily basis but it's not like it used to be. I'm actually much MUCH happier, and trying to form a healthy relationship with Father Satan and being on this path brings me great joy like I've never known. I've found a purpose I always agreed with. Since learning about the corruption in this world some time before dedicating I was enraged.
I swore to fight!
When I Re-Dedicated(I call it) to Father Satan I forgot how to quit.