SettingDawn
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- Oct 11, 2021
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a few years ago, I chose to perform a dedication ritual although I feel that at the time I was simply searching for purpose in something, not truly believing but wanting to feel as if I was part of something. I eventually departed from spirituality entirely as it fueled my negative emotions to a degree. I often worried about whether or not I did something right, what would happen as a result, etc. I still do at times. Since then I’ve seen many things that make me certain this is the path. However I have some concerns... for example I am not sure if I even did my dedication entirely right years ago, however the site says not to do it again. This brings up the question in mind which is simply, should I or shouldn’t I? I had to use what I had at the time, AND I was interrupted just as it ended. Not only this but despite me being aryan, I fear a part of the enemy may lie within my soul, hiding like mold in an old home. I have no idea how to confirm or deny this in the current world climate, as oftentimes I’ve heard dna tests will tamper with results. Whether they do or not, I can’t say for sure. But these two questions have burned in my mind since the very beginning, and any help with resolving these issues would be greatly, greatly appreciated.