SleepingWolf
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Sharing cuz I figured someone should get to laugh at my expense and confusion. I don't put much stock in "dream interpretations" but maybe someone will at least find it funny.
In my dreams I'm usually semi-lucid to nearly full lucid, rarely not lucid at all, and I can't remember what was happening much before this, but in the dream I exclaim by reflex "oy vey" (annoying habit as a kid I copied all these other cultures exclamations, including kike sitcoms that my mom loved watching sadly) and was right away fully lucid rather than semi lucid, and just annoyed at myself reflexively feeling guilt and annoyance as I had killed that habit years ago already not long after dedication.
But right then while those feelings were coming in dream mes head, this young man half a foot taller than me, pale, dark blonde hair, almost brunette, walked outta nowhere, I reflexively put hellfire in my hand, and he just calmly reassures me "Hey relax, it's just a mistake, don't do it again, you'll be fine". My brain in the dream immediately recognized this as someone called "Ironblood" and someone from these forums, which me right after waking up realized I conflated Stormblood with something else apparently. He walked away in the dream, and I just continued goofing off as I normally do in my lucid states without the guilty feelings.
Also while laying there thinking about it, I realized that my brain obviously was 99% likely responsible for creating this image in my dream to ease my own guilt, but I found that in itself amazing and said a lot. I immediately subconsciously looked to the one source in life that I knew would be reassuring and calming. I think that says a lot about the work people put here to make sure this place has the energy it should have, as a place that is the representative of the Gods at this point in time on Earth. So thank you all for your hard work, and I hope we advance even further into this new year.
In my dreams I'm usually semi-lucid to nearly full lucid, rarely not lucid at all, and I can't remember what was happening much before this, but in the dream I exclaim by reflex "oy vey" (annoying habit as a kid I copied all these other cultures exclamations, including kike sitcoms that my mom loved watching sadly) and was right away fully lucid rather than semi lucid, and just annoyed at myself reflexively feeling guilt and annoyance as I had killed that habit years ago already not long after dedication.
But right then while those feelings were coming in dream mes head, this young man half a foot taller than me, pale, dark blonde hair, almost brunette, walked outta nowhere, I reflexively put hellfire in my hand, and he just calmly reassures me "Hey relax, it's just a mistake, don't do it again, you'll be fine". My brain in the dream immediately recognized this as someone called "Ironblood" and someone from these forums, which me right after waking up realized I conflated Stormblood with something else apparently. He walked away in the dream, and I just continued goofing off as I normally do in my lucid states without the guilty feelings.
Also while laying there thinking about it, I realized that my brain obviously was 99% likely responsible for creating this image in my dream to ease my own guilt, but I found that in itself amazing and said a lot. I immediately subconsciously looked to the one source in life that I knew would be reassuring and calming. I think that says a lot about the work people put here to make sure this place has the energy it should have, as a place that is the representative of the Gods at this point in time on Earth. So thank you all for your hard work, and I hope we advance even further into this new year.
