Satanic Path
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It happened so fast.
Like we have not had the time to even understand.
My grandmom died three hours ago, at home, she was recovering from a surgery for a tumor.
She suffered, I'm sure, she might have had a seizure or an ictus.
She just wanted to wash herself and my mom was helping her as she was weak.
She started falling, but in the first moments she could still talk. The twice time she has fallen she stopped talking and started wheezing very bad, she also peed on the floor.
My mom went on the street to wait for the ambulance. I stayed inside to be with her.
She stopped breathing a minute before the ambulance was here, right in front of me.
I cried like a baby, but who wouldn't? I'm not Putin, I am human.
Why in movies rianimation is so fast? It took them more than three minutes to ask my mother if they could reanimate her.
But I'm good. I really healed from depression, as my mind was clear and lucid.
Yes, I've never stopped crying. And my head is aching so bad.
I opened myself to Satan, when I was left alone and my family was out.
I almost vomited when the undertakers brought crosees and jesus's portraits inside our home, my momma has never been into those things.
But their foolness made me act.
Why a stupid cross, and not a Demon's Sigil?
I drew Amon's Sigil on a piece of thick paper with a black pen, I kissed it with my lips and blessed Amon, then I put it under her shirt.
I also drew the infinity simble behind the sigil, on the other face of the paper.
This made me feel like a Satanist, like you, and also human.
It's a little thing, but it was intense.
I also wanna apologise to all my brothers in Satan and The Gods themselves.
I have no way to do the rituals, even If I want to with all my soul, or my mother would think I'm a piece of ice. Or a monster. She can't already stand me and what I do, she wouldn't undestand my abnegation either.
She also told me she'll make me work twelve hours a day not to let me do the things I like.
Then his mate is gonna come this evening, and even his brother, add it my granddad.
They would be mad at me and think I'm a beast.
Of course I'm a beast, but a fair one.
I really hope Satan can feel me, and even if I'm not able to fight for Him in the next days, I hope my momma is safe.
Thinking she is dissolved in the UNO is frightening. But Cobra answered my question as always, in a recent post where he talked about Demons helping deceased even when the deads thank jehova for that.
This place is my bible, totally. Like is Cobra's words were a sign. I remeber when reading it I was amazed.
I hope I don't seem to much confused to you, but I'm still processing everything.
Satan, to you, I may not be able to perform the War for the most important days, and this is poison to me. But my heart dwells in Yours, and in All Your Demons, and I swear when I am on my own nothing and nobody will stop me.
My altar is going to be really big.
And I bless Amon countless times, as he exists and that's the biggest gift a Demon can do to his people.
Because They exist, my illness was banished and existence became sweet to me.
Hail Satan!
Hail Amon!
Hail Zepar!
Hail Inanna!
Hail Lilith!
Hail All The Greatest Beings that will ever exist!
Last but not least, Hail to all us and The Clergy.
Like we have not had the time to even understand.
My grandmom died three hours ago, at home, she was recovering from a surgery for a tumor.
She suffered, I'm sure, she might have had a seizure or an ictus.
She just wanted to wash herself and my mom was helping her as she was weak.
She started falling, but in the first moments she could still talk. The twice time she has fallen she stopped talking and started wheezing very bad, she also peed on the floor.
My mom went on the street to wait for the ambulance. I stayed inside to be with her.
She stopped breathing a minute before the ambulance was here, right in front of me.
I cried like a baby, but who wouldn't? I'm not Putin, I am human.
Why in movies rianimation is so fast? It took them more than three minutes to ask my mother if they could reanimate her.
But I'm good. I really healed from depression, as my mind was clear and lucid.
Yes, I've never stopped crying. And my head is aching so bad.
I opened myself to Satan, when I was left alone and my family was out.
I almost vomited when the undertakers brought crosees and jesus's portraits inside our home, my momma has never been into those things.
But their foolness made me act.
Why a stupid cross, and not a Demon's Sigil?
I drew Amon's Sigil on a piece of thick paper with a black pen, I kissed it with my lips and blessed Amon, then I put it under her shirt.
I also drew the infinity simble behind the sigil, on the other face of the paper.
This made me feel like a Satanist, like you, and also human.
It's a little thing, but it was intense.
I also wanna apologise to all my brothers in Satan and The Gods themselves.
I have no way to do the rituals, even If I want to with all my soul, or my mother would think I'm a piece of ice. Or a monster. She can't already stand me and what I do, she wouldn't undestand my abnegation either.
She also told me she'll make me work twelve hours a day not to let me do the things I like.
Then his mate is gonna come this evening, and even his brother, add it my granddad.
They would be mad at me and think I'm a beast.
Of course I'm a beast, but a fair one.
I really hope Satan can feel me, and even if I'm not able to fight for Him in the next days, I hope my momma is safe.
Thinking she is dissolved in the UNO is frightening. But Cobra answered my question as always, in a recent post where he talked about Demons helping deceased even when the deads thank jehova for that.
This place is my bible, totally. Like is Cobra's words were a sign. I remeber when reading it I was amazed.
I hope I don't seem to much confused to you, but I'm still processing everything.
Satan, to you, I may not be able to perform the War for the most important days, and this is poison to me. But my heart dwells in Yours, and in All Your Demons, and I swear when I am on my own nothing and nobody will stop me.
My altar is going to be really big.
And I bless Amon countless times, as he exists and that's the biggest gift a Demon can do to his people.
Because They exist, my illness was banished and existence became sweet to me.
Hail Satan!
Hail Amon!
Hail Zepar!
Hail Inanna!
Hail Lilith!
Hail All The Greatest Beings that will ever exist!
Last but not least, Hail to all us and The Clergy.
