My advice is to move on. ToZ is just a more sophisticated, polished veneer of JoS (Joy of Satan), with different terms of reference.
Go back and find the e-groups from the first 10 years. National socialism was it's main theme and HP Cobra and the early members, who are now the SG's, argued and brawled with outsiders like the Nazis did in the Munich beer halls in the 1920's. That's who they fashioned themselves on. Now you can't get anyone to speak about the Nazis.
I come and go, because it's a querky interest I have in their evolution. It's like going to the zoo and studying the animals.
I've had about 20 username down through the years.
Don't donate, you're wasting your money.