carlosmoreno123456
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- Jul 2, 2008
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I was like 13 years when i joined xianity, i thought i found love,i love the so called son of god,i fasted for days i dont remember to recieve the stupid holy spirit,i prayed for wisdom but i even became more dull in class,apparently i finished my senior school with poor grades because in me i thought that idiot god of xians would help me in anyway!Seriously i have never felt the power in this stupid religion called savedee, problems became problems,but while at school i read some book called delivered from the powers of darkness,the first part of the book expressed the great love Satan had and the rest was nonsense which i never want to remember! I have a lot to say but let me in to the point! My questions are,i have lived most of my life a xian, i have so many thoughts that wa put in my mind by, the follower, their gosple music is still in ma mind,and some bible readings, i want all this out of my mind! Then i kind of stay with a xian brother,he always says his stupid bible words and plays there music which am asking,is this ok with my believes? Then am also gay,is it ok with my faith? I would kindly ask the leader of JoS to help the new people in this group to define the hard words and new words in their vocabulary, in the home page of JoS a link for definitions! So please teach me the meaning of aura, the locations of all chakras kundalini,explain deeply some terms you really see they are not common!Thank you !