adopted into a jewish family

[adept mage]

Dear Comrades,
The topic on Marijuana has forced me to explain my life until I became a smoker.
I was adopted into this Jewish family when I was very young(even before I was 1 year old).This family was full of shit-the drunkard father physically assaulted his wife every night.This went for years until the woman left the home right after giving birth to a boy.I was 8 years when this male sent me to a Christian Boarding school which was more of the xtian Hell.There we were beaten like beasts for simple mistakes.Studies were jammed down our throats-any failure met harsh punishments.With no doubt we grasped nearly everything that we were taught.I was then sent to Highschool,xtian boarding of course but this was better with less beatings and more bad boys.Slowly I became a rude boy..then the summoning incident- which I wrote earlier in another post-happened.When in holiday, I had lots of free time to catch up with home friends.Some of them were smokers.When problems at 'home' got worse and worse everyday.It came a time when I clearly saw I had nothing to loose,so I started drinking but in no time I became a smoker.Smoking dominated in me more than drinking.Every time I smoked,I thought of how I could free myself of this family.The thought that never left my mind was to join Illuminati.This is because many friends of mine were already in this Illuminati society.I was not serious yet  but time came when I made this serious but the friends who would help me were nowhere to be found.I went online and searched 'how to sell my soul to the devil'.So many websites popped up but they were shit.This was not easy.The only thing I found is 'dedicate your soul to Satan' joS.I read the Joy of Satan website,learnt the truth about Satan,xtianity,the soul.My search ended here and I dedicated. I never joined any Satanic yahoo group until some 5years later.I have tried to quit smoking until 2 weeks ago.This came through years of power meditation.
Hail Father Satan Forever!!Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

 

[ugartealessandro]

Man, that´s a sad history, now you are feeling better thanks to Satan knowledge adn that´s a great step in your life. I had serious problems when I was a christian and now I feel more human.

 

[hailourtruegod1]

It's best to stop. Especially if you have decided to elevate yourself. You won't get anywhere if you don't stop. You don't have to go cold turkey if you're that addicted to it but start reducing it now. Keep with your meditations when you're sober and then you'll see that you won't need that negative crap in your life. Trust me the enemy WILL bother you if you do drugs because under the influences you become open to enemy attacks/influences and it can get really ugly. It puts holes in your area and dirties it too. Why waste time having to clean yourself over and over when you can focus on advancing and healing yourself?

Aura of protection work wonders as well. Do it 3-4 times a day. Have you done the protection working and returning the curses working?

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